You Are My Regret's

Behind the reason

Mommy Qiran really did not expect Qia to be that calm knowing Lucas did not love Qia even though they were married and mommy Qiran heard himself at that time that Qia already loved Lucas

"you have no agreement for divorce after a few years right" asked Mommy Qiran full of questions

Qia chuckled at Mommy Qiran's accusation of "not being a mom, that marriage is our promise to God not for the game, so there is no marriage term for divorce. Lucas and I married not because of coercion although it was the reason to protect Lala at the beginning but me and Lucas intend to undergo marriage in general" explained Qia

"then what is the reason you want to marry Lucas, but in the beginning you are different religions" asked Mommy Qiran was so curious about the reason Qia wanted to marry Lucas

"almost a year Qia knew Lucas, Qia knew very well that Lucas loved Lala sincerely and not out of pity for Lala who was an orphan or just a poor child

at that time Lucas helped Qia meet Lala's needs without being impressed if he deliberately gave it to us, but he made it look like Lucas needed it and that's to keep Qia's pride and Qia is really grateful for that

mas Lucas invites Qia to get married by conveying a lot of honesty around him and all his past despite the financial problems he has because Qia really does not know that Lucas is the heir to a big company" clearly Qia was long in width

"you know about Lucas' disease" asked mommy Qiran

Qia nodded "know, Lucas told Qia and Qia had seen him in person once"

"and you still want to marry him" asked Mommy Qiran, not believing Qia would marry Lucas with all her past

"regardless of Lucas' past, what Qia was facing was Lucas' present time, in the eyes of Qia mas Lucas is a responsible and loving man so even though it is likely that we will split up, Lucas will definitely take care of Qia and Lala later

mommy needs to know that during the 6 months of marriage, Lucas never touched Qia, not because he was disgusted to be close to Qia or because Qia was limiting it but because Lucas was honoring Qia with the trust that Qia had and Qia had offered themselves to Lucas" kekeh Qia recalled the first time Lucas kissed Qia's lips but couldn't go on to anything more intimate

Mommy Qiran frowned "you laugh" asked Mommy Qiran

"sorry mom, Qia so keinget first time mas Lucas kissed Qia, but just a moment ago Qia had complained of headaches because of her position QIa just returned from the hospital" explained Qia

"continue that Lucas converted" asked Mommy Qiran again

"kata mas Lucas anyway not because of Qia, mas Lucas said he was interested time friends who know what name Qia forget, so a convert but at that time Lucas was not sure, not sure, that makes sure he said because most of our neighbors are Muslim and like to chat in the mosque with them" replied Qia

"lucas to the mosque" asked Mommy Qiran in disbelief

"mas Lucas was active when there was a lecture event, although the reading was still limited to Iqra but at least the prayer reading was smooth because Lucas was a person who memorized quite quickly" explained Qia

"that's it" asked mommy Qiran to confirm the truth she heard

"mas Lucas told Qia yes, sorry mom" Qia glanced at Mommy Qiran trying to say as best she could so that Mommy Qiran would not be offended "mas Lucas also told Qia that Lucas was not a devout person to the church so his closeness to God was not too pronounced" continued Qia

"that's it" Mommy Qiran seemed to think about it and it was true that Mommy Qiran's family was not a regular family to the Church and only during major religious events did they come to the church, but if every week it is not sure come routine

looking at the face of mommy Qiran, of course, Qia felt uncomfortable, afraid that she was wrong to speak honestly to her mother-in-law "Qia had no intention of Lucas converting, mom, Qia really wanted to be Lucas's wife, but Lucas chose to be Muslim to actually play Qia's husband " clearly Qia would be the reason Lucas chose to convert from what Lucas told him

Mommy Qiran saw the atmosphere of a darkened day "this is already want maghrib, let's go in the house" invited Mommy Qiran

"iya mom" Qia walked into the house with the Qiran mommy in her arms

***

Qia was already asleep in her dreams when Lucas arrived home in the early hours of the morning. Lucas walked slowly into the bathroom to clean himself before resting so as not to attach the germs he brought from outside the house

after finishing the bath and changing clothes immediately Lucas also lying next to his wife "nothing you at the side of the mas turned out to be bad" Lucas hugged and smelled the hair and body of his wife and soon followed Qia to dreamland

Lucas chose to return to Jakarta immediately after his business of moving Lala's school was completed, even though only one night he did not sleep with Qia, but it felt really bad Lucas thought

"euggghh" Qia wriggled her body but felt something crashing against her stomach and made her movements become limited

Qia turned to Lucas and found Lucas asleep next to him making a bright smile on Qia's lips just appear "cup" Qia kissed her husband's thick lips deep enough

Qia rubbed Lucas' cheek with the back of his hand "mature gold continues every day huh" praised Qia for Lucas' good looks that look handsome from day to day

Lucas immediately smiled his smile without opening his eyes "do not pretend to sleep anyway" protested Qia who knew that Lucas had been awake since then still closed his eyes

Lucas opened his eyes and turned his smile towards Qia "so I'm really still sleeping just open my eyes" Lucas said in a hoarse voice

"sholat with yuk mas first" asked Qia

"sook" Lucas got out of his sleep and immediately lifted Qia's body to the bathroom because it was time for dawn prayers

Qia put her hands around Lucas' neck "Qia can walk on her own" Qia said

"there is no prohibition against carrying his own wife" Lucas denied

Qia resigned only to the behavior of Lucas who always wanted to spoil him even though Qia never asked

*

Qia kissed the back of Lucas's hand after they performed his worship "sadly later at noon mas ya, mas want to know you to brother's friend" asked Lucas

"maybe, want to take Lala too" asked Qia

"yes, that's why we're going to the afternoon after Lala gets home from school" Lucas replies

"iya mas" replied Qia