You Are My Regret's

Missed you

Nidya lay down while reading a book and listening to music from the television screen in her room "sadly eat first yuk" asked Mamah Lensi

"iya mah" Nidya put his book back on the nightstand and justify his sitting position so that he can eat the food in front of him

mamah Lensi rubbed the stomach of Nidya who had begun to look bloated "how the grandchildren are here" asked Mamah Lensi

"good grandma" Nidya replied mimicking the voice of a child

Mamah Lensi smiled at the reaction of her daughter "oh yes dear Reagen called mamah to ask permission to meet, if possible" asked Mamah Lensi carefully

Nidya now completely shut herself down, even to meet Nidya must always ask permission on Nidya first and Nidya always take refuge in her room. Nidya's parents understand Nidya's condition is still traumatized by Lucas especially people around Nidya almost everyone who Lucas knows

"what brother came with Zahira" asked Nidya

"of course, said Reagen Zahira who wants to meet you more, he said he wanted to use the same as you" said Mama Lensi

"yes, it's okay" Nidya allows Reagen and Zahira to come

"yes, I'll be told ya. Oh yes, later tonight mamah want to nemenin father to the business meeting of father, you are accompanied by Kinasih no problem right" asked Mamah Lensi

"yes mah, no papa really, the same mamah father just come out" replied Nidya

"eat first, baby, then come back to get the dirty dishes" mamah Nidya out of Nidya's room and leave Nidya to eat alone

***

"Nidya" call kinasih who is still busy wiping Nidya's stomach "your stomach is too small, it used to be mamah when pregnant Haedar when the age of gini is greater" chirping Kinasih felt that Nidya's stomach and mother were different

Nidya rubbed his stomach "really" Nidya so panicked if the condition of his son is not good even though he is very caring for the health of the child in the womb

seeing Nidya's reaction, Kinasih felt wrong to say "don't be worried that Nidya sometimes the size of someone's stomach during pregnancy is different, so don't make me feel guilty for saying that" Kinasih did not want Nidya to think negatively because of his words that were just the origin of speech

"i'm just worried about Kinasih" Nidya replied

"iya Nidya, but do not be too over thinking because it can affect the health of your child" explained Kinasih

"iya kinasih, I will try" Nidya continued to rub her stomach with affection

"i heard that Lucas' brother was still lacking inside the house" Kinasih fought in a soft voice

"i don't care" Nidya continued to rub her stomach which had begun to look distended

"do you not love Lucas anymore" asked Kinasih, wondering how Nidya really felt

nidya's eyes glazed over Kinasih's question "i'm just too afraid of kinasih" Nidya cried as much as she could to make Kinasih panic

"sorry Nidya " Kinasih hugged Nidya's body and rubbed her back "do not cry yes I was wrong" Kinasih feels guilty for Nidya for reminding Nidya of Lucas who had hurt her and tried to kill their son

"i was really scared of her kinasih, but. but .. I also missed her "fight Nidya with sobs.

"sorry Nidya, I won't talk about him anymore" Kinasih said regretting his question that made Nidya sad again

Nidya certainly still loves Lucas, because how can love disappear just like that but the fear of Lucas's actions that have insulted him is certainly still remembered clearly and makes his heart so sick every remember him

***

Nidya glanced at Zahira and Reagen who came to see him "sorry, brother, can not welcome brother outside, can only be here" said Nidya welcome the arrival of Reagen and Zahira

Reagen walked towards Nidya and sat on the edge of the bed opposite Nidya "are you okay" asked Reagen with his heartfelt gaze

"I am okay" Nidya replied with a smile

"sister has heard everything, and brother is sad" said Reagen

Reagents recently heard stories about Nidya and Lucas that he did not know at first because Reagen during this 2 months in England

when Reagen and Zahira decided to return to Indonesia with Mommy Kassy, Mommy told him about Nidya and Lucas and asked Reagen to visit Nidya and give strength to Nidya, who was now only locked up yourself in the house

"don't talk about it, brother" please Nidya did not want to be reminded about Lucas because he had just cried because Kinasih who asked to tell him about Lucas

Reagen rubs Nidya's head "yes sister will not discuss him anymore" Reagen tries to understand Nidya's condition is still traumatized by Lucas' behavior

"snake" Zahira shifts her husband's body away and gets closer to Nidya

"what is Zahira" asked Nidya

"how pregnant" asked Zahira innocently

Nidya chuckles at Zahira's question "you try to get pregnant, later you will know for yourself it feels too difficult to explain it" replied Nidya

"the intention is that mbak, but I was pregnant when mas Reagen never took a holiday for him "reply Zahira

"Zahira" protested Reagen was embarrassed Zahira discussed it in front of Nidya

Nidya chuckles at Zahira who is so cute for her "be patient first Zahira, you are too young to be pregnant too" Nidya grasps Nidya's hand gently "but if you don't postpone it and up to two years of marriage haven't had it try to see a doctor, there may be a problem with it and you can deal with it faster "reply Nidya

"yes, if we get married for even a year, I'm not pregnant yet, I'll go to the hospital" zahira's answer certainly made the laughter of three people there because Nidya suggested two years of this Nidya decided the time was faster

"you are so funny Zahira, really have a child" said Kinasih with a crisp laugh

"iya mbak kinasih, I don't know yesterday Zahira just got word that Zahira's sister-in-law is pregnant when they just got married last month, he said, well I have 8 months still not when the same never absent for him" explained Zahira while pursing his lips as thick as

"brother-in-law" parrot Nidya

"love is married" Reagen said in response to Nidya's confusion

"when did Nidya get married and with whom" asked Nidya curiously

"one month ago married, they have not held a reception party because the family of her husband's side still does not accept the marriage of Love and Kevin so the marriage is still in secret and the nuclear family only knows" Reagen said

"Kevin" parrot Nidya "not Kevin his father's son Love" asked Nidya to confirm

"Kevin is not the biological son of Brianna's mommy husband so their marriage remains valid, especially now that Randy and Aunt Riska are officially divorced" explained Reagen

"there is a story like sister" Nidya was so surprised by the shocking news brought by Reagents about the love that was married to Kevin and will soon have a baby