Towards the Unbeatable

Act 368: Blame

Danny felt unable to think clearly anymore, all this time he held back to no longer remember the old events that frustrated him, but now he really remembered and wanted to vent everything in his heart no matter what happened.

"You! Why did you leave me first?!" Danny screamed while pointing at the anxious and worried Patricia.

Patricia who was suddenly yelled at like that even more and more did not understand what exactly this friend of hers was thinking, why was she suddenly angry with him now?

"A-what? When did I leave you, Danny?" Patricia saw so serious about the look on Danny's face that was upset, even he had just first seen Danny this angry and again, angry at him.

"Before! You saved me and you left me for no reason!" Danny's eyes slightly enlarged a sign of anger and pain that was very deep, it could be seen he was not completely angry, there was a sad look behind his angry face.

Danny accidentally bit his own lips, even until a little bloody so bad he was on the seornag he was talking to, he said everything in his heart, he said, his emotions that he has been quieting all this time without caring about the real reality.

Patricia really felt that the anger spoken out loudly by her friend was indeed for her, she did not understand at all what she meant, but even so he did not want himself to get out of control also just because it defended himself and resulted in a prolonged debate.

Instead of defending himself because of the angry words of his friend who did not understand him, Patricia tried to control his emotions so that he did not be the same as Danny and further aggravate the atmosphere.

Although she did not know the real reason her friend was acting and was suddenly angry with her, Patricia still believed that all this must have been a reason that was not revealed by her friend.

Patricia saw so clearly the look on Danny's face that was still angry and frustrated still staring at him at this moment, blowing up everything he had long since pined for him at this moment.

After a short while, Patricia was able to dampen the emotions and defences she had wanted to express, slowly touching Danny's cheek.

"What's Danny?" The soft voice of Patricia broke the atmosphere here, Danny who saw how a person who had received his anger was not even angry back at him felt astonished, so he was surprised, his anger is worth replying to the same thing.

Danny who thinks Patricia is the reason why he continues to feel and see the existence of Cecilia which is indeed so hurt his heart, especially after Cecilia left him without cause.

"What's going on?" Patricia's blue eyes deepened to see Danny who had been swallowed by anger, even Danny who still feels angry and sad that mixed into doubt whether by blaming a person who constantly reminds him of his old friend is right?

Moreover, because of the similarities on their faces, it was inevitable or changed after all, because indeed Cecilia and Patricia were so similar to each other.

"A-I ...." Danny shuddered to see if the person who received his anger was the person concerned or not, or was it just an outlet because of his frustration?

The vagueness of his feelings now affects a lot on Danny at this time, he wants a lot to blame people who are similar to his former friend, he was, until he was completely relieved and nothing else was harbored in his heart.

But since the attitude of the person he had scolded was different from what he should have been, this made Danny's head a little cooler than it should have been, this opened a small gap for his mind to look back at what he was doing.

The tightness and sadness he sprayed on a person who became a trigger why he could remember the old events that he did not want to remember, the departure of his rescue friend and consider him the same person today.

Because of the emotional instability that causes Danny to become upset now, he can no longer distinguish who is to blame actually who is not supposed to be his friend named Patricia who received the bursts of anger.

Or does he prefer to blame himself? Yes, even sometimes in his mind why could he lose both of his old friends in such a short time with a not so good farewell? Who is to blame there? Was he lacking strength, or lack of effort or perhaps there were other factors he did not know about?

Patricia who saw the look on Danny's face that had been so angry and even his eyebrows sharply decreased down, slowly the look on his face became calm, calm, little by little when he did the undue thing.

His quiet actions made Danny contracted also calm, this looks Patricia throwing water on the fire that was burning with that big, until finally Danny can be calmer and more able to control his mind to return to being like usual.

Patricia was still holding Danny's cheek with her right hand, without her expecting any water to drip in her eyes, which was definitely not bad because the weather was clear at the moment.

Except for the tears of the now sad young man, his anger was extinguished and now continued with sadness, similar to the despair and weight bearing that was also in his heart.

Indeed, Danny felt the pain poured in his anger was over quickly because he had begun to control his feelings so that he could again think properly and purposefully.

Now there he was seen shedding tears of pain while looking at someone nearby who turned out he had realized not who should be blamed for this.

Danny who was trying to understand Cecilia and Patricia were two different people, he could think and think like that, but it turns out he can get out of control and ultimately choose to follow his own feelings compared to the reality.

Patricia who saw how the rapid change in expression that happened to her friend, in the end she knew that something was not okay from her and everything really needed further handling.

Patricia then wiped the tears that came out of her friend's eye, and if she could, she wanted to listen to what her friend was really going through until she finally got out of control like this.

Danny was finally able to end his chaotic feelings, he tried to think clearly and no longer care about his emotions that even today continue to tell him to blame himself, circumstances and also his friend who was with him this.

After wiping away her tears, Patricia finally started talking to Danny to find out what really happened to him now.

"Everything's fine Danny." Patricia tried to channel the calm she had to her friend who now desperately needed it.

Danny now looks back at Patricia, he sees her blue eyes look beautiful, even colored as beautiful as the bright sky today, which is also the deep gaze that he is seeing is proof that this friend really cares about his current situation.

"G ... I'm sorry Patricia." Danny had no other words but to apologize for his harsh words to his friend that he should not have treated like that.

Patricia smiling. "It's okay, now you've calmed down. .. That's a good thing."

Danny thought Patricia would be angry because of his annoying attitude, but instead he cared so much and did not care about what had just happened.

Danny sees Patricia so caring for him and still sees him meaningfully, as if it means he will be ready at any time to listen to his story which is also why he is losing control at this time.

Danny can no longer keep everything by himself, but eventually decides to share it with a trusted friend, Patricia.

"Every time I see you, I think of someone I used to be with, my old friend." Danny began to tell what was a burden on his heart.

Patricia who first heard this was curious, who would her old friend really be?