Towards the Unbeatable

Act 251: My Feelings Don't Matter

To feel the world as if it is ending is a natural feeling when one has lost a person or whatever he considers valuable; jizi is feeling this feeling now, but at the same time he tried to act against his will this time.

"Me-why ... You didn't kill me Yizi?" Arthur was still wondering why Yizi did not end it at once with his ultimate attack earlier.

Though he had prepared his heart to accept whatever happened because of the attack of Jezi.

Downstream the wind blew on them gently, the warmth of the sun began to continue to feel at this time.

Yizi waited for the moment where his tears stopped, and after he calmed down a bit he began to be able to rethink clearly about what he had decided.

"Arthur .. at this time I am not acting out of my own will ...."

"I know you as a holy knight have done a lot especially in the eradication of evil in the western region, I always thought of meeting you with my best friend ...."

"But after hearing and seeing your nature like this, even my innocent group did not escape your bad actions, my view of you changed completely. .. You are the idol I hate ...."

"I don't understand what kind of mind Arthur-you are a perfect example of every ability and kindness you have, everyone longs for and idolizes you as their reference to achieve what you have achieved at this time ...."

"You're charismatic, powerful, you're capable of attracting people's attention even without you knowing it, but I still can't understand why you're acting this cruel."

"I can end you here, put an end to my resentful and angry feelings for you .. But I didn't do that because doing that is the same as leaving this problem you have created ...."

Yizi took a completely different decision to his current initial goal.

"I can't take responsibility for every life you've treated unfairly Arthur, I don't have the power you do ...."

"Letting you get out of this world by leaving behind problems is not a good thing, at least according to my best friend who you killed."

Yizi took this decision suddenly despite the weight of it, but still he did it because his own feelings were not comparable to the consequences that occurred when he killed the holy knight.

Arthur only fell silent when he heard the words of Yizi at this time, indirectly the man who looked to his father gave him the opportunity to fix what had been wrong.

And Jezi was not concerned with his own feelings, he was more concerned with the interests of others than himself.

"You ... give ... I a chance to ... correct my actions?"

"Arthur, I can't compare my temporary anger with killing you compared to the many lives of others out there that you've treated unfairly ...."

"I can't let the people you do as they please continue to accept what they shouldn't accept .. You're the only one who can fix this ...."

"This decision of mine is not my will Arthur .. It is my friend who has reminded me to think about the most important thing than revenge ...."

Yizi knew that if he kept killing the holy knight, he had no chance for the changed Arthur to correct what he had done all along.

So the victims will continue to be victims without the slightest idea of how Arthur changed to solve this problem.

"You care as much as he does Yizi ...."

Yizi looked at Arthur quickly. "Him?"

Arthur smiled gently. "Your own friends ... Kibo, he gave up his own life while trying to cover up Thor's identity so that he wouldn't get into trouble with me ...."

"She managed to stop me from dismantling Thor's disguise that was trying to free this group ...."

Yizi was speechless when she heard this, as before she had heard this from the men of her group.

"So yeah .. he does prefer to help people when he knows he can help ...."

"I'm sure Kibo would be happy if you changed and fixed what went wrong .. You can still save the life of someone who should be happy right now ...."

When he heard the words of Jezi, Arthur felt increasingly convinced he had to correct his mistake as quickly and as best he could so that no one would be hurt again.

"I must've solved this problem I made." Arthur said it seriously, the seriousness of it was a little visible from his battered face.

Yizi had seen the seriousness of Arthur at this time, he was trying to believe with the holy knight considering that he had admitted his mistakes and was willing to change.

"Yyizi ...."

Yizi tries to suppress his emotions to the lowest point he can at the moment; continuing to be consumed by his emotions will only make it difficult to understand the circumstances and not give him any advantage at all.

Not that he wants to forget what Arthur has done to his group, but by continuing to blame for Arthur's evil attitude will not make the situation better either.

Yizi tried to judge and think as Arthur had done his unexpected act; he sought to understand Arthur rather than return to blame him.

Yizi immediately rose from the top of Arthur's body, after he stood up he stretched out his hand to help Arthur stand up as well.

But Arthur himself realized his strength had been lost drastically and could only smile a little when he saw Yizi's hand, because at this time to move his body alone is already difficult because so much energy is wasted.

Yizi's fist did hit her head the most, but the effect of that fist on her head triggered the same pain on her body when Yizi let out her back-to-back punch.

Or if made easy and simple is, due to the attack of Yizi bertubi on Arthur's face, his body that has been attacked first it also reacts to eventually become stiff and unable to move.

Yizi who stretched out his hand to help it was aware that Arthur still could not stand up, so he finally chose to sit next to the holy kstria.

"Kibo is the single most precious person in my life .. If I don't meet him I'm not sure what my life will be now."

Yizi sat with the bloodstained hand, his hands curled around his knees, he sat beside Arthur's body lying on the ground because of the helplessness of the holy knight, he starts telling me about his best friend, Arthur sees and listens to him.

"He must be a very .... good ...." Arthur's heavy voice seems to be improving even though the tone of his speech is not too loud.

Arthur smiled slightly. "You're right .. he's very good, he's not very smart or attractive, it's just that his unyielding nature is what amazes me and at the same time he is kind and open to others ...."

Arthur is currently looking at Yizi who is smiling gently, he still does not know whether Yizi is still angry and hateful to him or not.

But in the end Yizi still regretted his life because indeed he believed there was still something that holy knights need to do in this world.

"I'm tired of all these feelings .. hating and being angry at you won't make Kibo come back, all he wants is for you to make amends for the mistakes you've made ...."

Arthur knew though he had already decided to rectify this situation but once again doubts attacked him all of a sudden.

"A-I .. have gone too far to do evil to you .. I do not deserve your mercy ...."

"Sorrying about you isn't enough to replace all the losses you've lost ...."

Arthur felt burdened for arguing that the man who had done evil for a long time seemed to have to be punished with the most acceptable punishment by the law itself, before he decided to rectify the situation.

He did think about restoring this situation of legal inequality, but considering that he had shed too much blood and emotion; he felt unworthy to correct it.

"I won't let you die until you fix what's been wrong ...."

"If you die then the state of law in your own country will remain the same; behold people continue to model you in many ways, if you keep letting this lame law go then you will cause more sorrow and misery in the future ...."

"I'm not going to say this over and over again Arthur, you have to stop listening to yourself giving those negative thoughts."

Yizi's words were indeed too wise, but in his father's appearance it made him fitting to say such a thing.

Arthur feels that speech is a loud slap that Thor also delivers when they meet in the subconscious; either way, his choice was to stay alive and correct the mistake he had made.

No one else but him could fix this.

"You believe me Yizi?" Arthur made sure that it was true that Yizi believed him.

"Throughout what you've done so far, I can trust you .. and I hope that your changes will continue; to be a good Arthur at any time and to be the idol of many people ...."

"You get my apologies - no. .. of all the remaining members of my group, if you decide to correct all these mistakes."

Arthur was silent at Yizi's words, he was more convinced that if he had realized his mistake then all he had to do was fix it, not run away from it.

"Arthur, seeing your actions earlier I had the opportunity to think that you were just pretending to demean and ridicule me because I was trying to meet my death by meeting you ...."

"But what happens is that you let yourself go on and on without a fight, that's where I start to think ..why do I see a different Arthur than I did last night ...."

Arthur smiled. "My best friend has also awakened me ...."

Yizi looked at Arthur. "Are there any other holy knights here? Where is your friend?"

Yizi did not know the whereabouts of Arthur's friend, did he not realize it yet?

"He sacrificed himself to save me and my friends from harm ...."

Yizi felt a little strange when she heard such an answer from that holy knight.

"Sacrificing yourself? Y-you met a dead man?" Yizi until jolted made.

Arthur nodded slowly. "Y-yeah .. he was the one who also helped your group escape as well, if there was no him .. Maybe the Alliance Fight's group had been wiped out and I was still stuck with my selfish thoughts."

Hearing this makes Yizi a little confused, meeting humans is common, but meeting people who are gone? It turned out that he did not know many things like this.

"Mr Thor? I didn't hear much about him .. yet I knew he was one of the holy knights as well. But only this first time I heard it was gone." Yizi had heard this part of the story from the big men of her group.

The ten great bald men approached Yizi and Arthur because they had heard something about Lord Thor.

One of them said to Arthur, not believing what the holy knight said. "Mr Thor is gone?"

Arthur, who saw many of the group members, led to him lying down; after they were close enough, Arthur finally explained once again."

"When we were on a mission in the western desert ..we faced an army of red creatures so powerful, Thor sacrificed his life to save me and my friends."

The great men fell silent when they found out about this; at once they were saddened by the thought of the kindness of the holy knight Thor upon them.

"He tried to convince me and stop my selfish actions .. but he did not succeed; he then used the desperate method ..by forcibly releasing the prisoner of your group, disguised as a mask."

"And you stopped him?" Yizi precedes Arthur's words without waiting for the holy knight to say the next thing.

Arthur nodded slowly back. "I was blinded by my false ambitions and even killed most of your group members .. but there were others he managed to save .. without revealing his identity at that time."

"When I found out .. my own best friend did absolutely anything to free your group and also Danny who also defended your group ... then I can clearly see your group is completely innocent ...."

Because of the mention of Danny, Yizi also knew a little about the young man like him; he had also fought and talked with him, and Yizi's opinion about him was: he was a good boy.

Because he was the one who defended her when she had to face the ambitious Arthur; it made Yizi want to meet him, at least say thank you and invite him to see this vision-changing Arthur.

"Danny .. do you know where she is now?"

To be honest Yizi did not see Danny or you could say he was not so aware of what happened that night because of the heavy fight with Arthur.

Considering he was fully aware when he was in the room of the former prison (not that it means entering the room of the iron cell back) along with other prisoners; he saw absolutely no whereabouts of Danny among the other prisoners who took refuge that night.

Arthur finds it hard to say this, but in the end he has to tell Yizi about the true circumstances that happened to Danny.

"Danny ... is gone ...." Arthur finally said it sadly.

"...."

"What?"