
As she was about to direct a right-handed strike filled with an aura of red power whose strength exceeded that of a regular punch, Yizi saw Arthur close his eyes and water spew out from his closed eyes, the holy knight seemed ready to accept what he would do.
In fact he did not care much about it either; wanting him to cry, somersaults, rolls, it did not change his angry and resentful look at the holy knight.
But when seen more clearly Yizi can see the deep face of regret from the holy knight, looks resigned and accept whatever will happen.
Yizi suddenly recalled his memories back with Kibo, a small memory piece when he was with Kibo; he had even forgotten about it but now he suddenly remembered it clearly.
'Even if someone does something bad to you, does it make you feel better?'
Those are the tranquilizing words said by Kibo when he cried because he was ridiculed by his friends when they were children.
It is also what makes the person does not like to reciprocate what others do to him; he prefers not to get into trouble further by making trouble by retaliating against those guilty people.
But when he was about to avenge his close friend, for some reason this suddenly appeared in his head at this time.
Yizi wondered why that little piece of memory had slipped back into his mind, he had completely forgotten the words of his friend because he had heard them when he was a child and after decades he suddenly remembered again, in fact, the memory clearly appeared when he did not try to remember it even though.
When the memory appeared Yizi immediately thought, if indeed he would end the life of this changed holy knight would it make him satisfied? Will it solve all the problems he has? Moreover, is Kibo happy about this deed?
The attack was still floating with its target, Arthur's head, if it hit it right then it was impossible for the holy knight's head to be destroyed because of the magnitude of the energy that was being directed at him.
Yizi recalled why Arthur could have changed so drastically, simply because he had realized his mistake; he had tried to apologize and regret what he had done so far.
Yizi also knew from the words of Arthur earlier, not only did he experience the arbitrary actions of Arthur, it turns out that many also fared the same as he did.
A possibility rethought by Yizi, if indeed Arthur has changed then it is not impossible that he will treat someone well and not carelessly anymore, moreover, someone he labeled as a criminal by not considering anything.
Yizi can see Arthur's change is worth looking back at how he can handle the current problems; if indeed at this time Jezi can take Arthur's life easily, but the question is who will solve this problem unless he has made it?
Do others know more about the problem than people who have been in it?
A big question now lies in Yizi's mind at this time; besides he wants to end his suffering and wants to feel relieved for avenging his best friend, but eventually another more severe decision he could choose.
Will he take the quickest path and be at ease with his revenge? Or will he go back to suffering for letting the man who killed his friend live?
But ... for whom did he do this? For someone else who is as lucky as he is? Or for her sake? Or for the sake of his best friend who left him?
BUARGS!
Yizi gasped for thinking too much in a short time, not expecting one action he planned with certainty before would result in a variety of thoughts that he had never thought of at this time.
Arthur only heard the sound of a punch falling to the ground loudly beside his head, he then turned his head to the side and saw the fist of Yizi's usual right fist right to the left of his head and it slightly cracked the ground below.
Yizi apparently decided to eliminate the power he had accumulated earlier and purposely aimed his punch path in the other direction.
"W-what?"
Arthur wondered why Yizi had not carried out such a powerful attack to end it at this moment.
Yizi looks down, his feelings are chaotic because he is trying to decide what is most appropriate at this time.
He is not a good thinker, only if he has to think then currently obey his own mind is not a good thing to do.
"Me-why ... did you stop your attack?" Arthur saw Yizi who was still down was struggling with the emotions in his body and mind.
Yizi tried to stop the desire to teach this holy knight a lesson, he continued to struggle to focus on his thoughts saying that vengeance was not a good thing to do.
And again would a bad person with a lesson be magically able to become a good person in an instant? If it remains evil what to do?
In this case did Arthur really change or was it only temporary? It also disturbs how Yizi will make his decision.
Yizi tries to fight his body which tells him to avenge every evil act of Arthur that he knows not only himself and his group who experienced it and this greatly affects his mind at this time.
There were simply two things he was thinking about right now; killing Arthur or keeping Arthur alive.
Each of those decisions had their own consequences, Yizi had thought about that before.
Arthur who was confused by seeing Yizi silent for a long time was then shocked because Yizi let out tears from his eyes.
And Jizi finally bestowed everything that was in her heart.
He spoke in honesty that felt painful and made him sad very deeply.
"Arthur .. I hate you so much ...."
"You ... You snatched the most precious thing I have in my life ...."
"My place to go home .. all the good memories I have that you easily destroyed ...."
"I ... I don't know your way of mind this time Arthur ... although with your changed attitude .. but my anger and hatred for you remains the same ...."
"I don't understand ...," Kibo tried to hold his snot while he was talking it "with what you think ...."
"I want .. to hurt you further until I am .. satisfied and avenge my best friend for you ...."
"But I am not sure myself .. he has a grudge against you .. because he does not care at all about your arbitrary actions! He accepted what became his way of life by dying as an innocent man!"
"If you know .. my friend has absolutely nothing wrong with you .. he ... he ...."
"... He was just a good person trying his best!"
"I know it! And I'm sure you don't want to know about that ...."
"All we say is in your ears! You just do what you think is okay! You don't listen to anyone trying to talk to you at all!"
"Then this time ... With your actions like this? With everything you said earlier ... do I .. do I need to listen to you?"
Yizi was unable to contain the sadness mixed with anger due to the death of his friend, tears continued to flow as he spoke with the holy knight.
Although his current appearance did not reflect so much that he was a weak man, yet for this time he blew up his emotions after all this time he had become a person known as a 'expressionless' person'.
With the appearance of his father, his wife rose dramatically so that people could not recognize his mood so easily; but this most feared and unwanted incident made a deep expression of sadness on his face.
Tears dripped through his mustache, and the thick beard of his pride, was so swift and unbearable.
He is still human as usual, not a robot without eskpesi; someone who is good at hiding his feelings can indeed not be quickly easily known how he feels at this time, he said, but at one time there was a time when the cleverness to hide the feeling disappeared instantly from someone.
Jizi is an example, she did not have many precious memories when she was a child; even the memories in her own family were not hers, he only has Kibo as a person who cares about him and wants to be with him without caring about his shortcomings.
So is there really more to a friendship than a friend? (not male and female relationships or not strange relationships of men with men) If they are, then that is how close they are to each other.
Losing his best friend is like he has lost direction and purpose in his life, not excessive but there are only someone who cares for each other and struggles to achieve common goals; when he has lost his partner then with a speech that is not excessive as well: can he move from the worst point in his life?