The Gray Autumn's

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Autumn gasped at the answer from Benjamin. The girl was instantly unable to say anything. He was as surprised as Arumi and Edgar. While Benjamin himself still looked so calm and confident. It seemed like he had been convinced by the decision he had taken.

"Ben ..." Autumn's speech was restrained. He was confused what to say. Autumn did not believe that the lover would propose to her so suddenly.

"Why, Elle? You surprised by what I did?" Benjamin put on a small smile at the corner of his lips. "I just want to prove to you and everyone else that I am more than serious about this relationship" he said.

"Yes, but I was very surprised," Autumn replied looking puzzled.

"You don't need to feel confused, Elle. Just say that you're willing, then I'll convince Mr and Mrs Hillaire to accept me" Benjamin turned his attention to Edgar and Arumi.

"Your attitude is completely arbitrary, Mr Royce! You think I'll easily accept this proposal? Of course not!" reject Edgar firmly. A disappointed look was evident in the look of Autumn's eyes that she had aimed for Edgar. While Arumi can understand that very clearly. "My daughter is too young to get married. He was only twenty-two years old. A long future awaits him to go through. I didn't prepare Elle for a joke like this!" edgar again. He rejected Benjamin's proposal.

"Calm down, Ed," Arumi touched her husband's shoulder and held him for a moment. He had to keep the man in control. It wouldn't be good if Edgar lost control.

"I don't like jokes like this, Arum!" sergeant Edgar. Highlight the sharp eyes he gave to Benjamin who still looked calm. "You are a learned man, Benjamin Royce. Aren't you ashamed of dating a girl much younger than you?"

"It is precisely because I am learned, that I ask your permission. If I had no shame, I might have taken Elle without her parents' knowledge" Benjamin replied. Although the man's speech sounded firm and very serious, but his body language still showed a very calm attitude.

For a moment, Edgar was silent. The man full of charisma seemed to be thinking. "alright. I'll think about it first. I will judge how worthy you are to have my daughter" finished saying, Edgar stood up and left them. He walked into his study.

"Give your father time, Elle. He is the head of the family. It is his duty to make the most appropriate decision. During that time, it's good that you also re-think this. Marriage is a big decision. So, I suggest not to be too hasty. Remember, marriage and having a family of your own is the culmination of all life's goals. As much as possible, it only happens once. Such a sacred thing should not be used as a game," Arumi began his advice.

"If you're really ready, then go ahead. That would be much better. However, if this decision was taken only because of the impulse of the feelings that are stirring, I think it's best to reconsider" the woman softly advised.

While Arumi responded to Benjamin's sweet speech and attitude with a gentle smile that seemed sincere. "I'm glad to hear that. However, my husband does not know if you already have a child. I guess, you better think about it too, Mr. Royce," Arumi suggested again which immediately made Benjamin speechless. "I'm sorry, Mr. Royce. I have to remind you of that," said Arumi again a little unpleasant.

"It's okay, Mrs Hillaire. It is a reality that I cannot deny, even by any means. I will soon think of a way to pass it on to Mr. Hillaire. I hope he can understand and accept it. I hope your husband can behave much more wisely," Benjamin said.

"My husband is a good man. I think he must know what decision he has to make, especially if you both know each other. It should be a consideration also for him," said Arumi as he moved. "Please continue both. I have to go to the room first," Arumi then passed leaving them both.

After Arumi's death, Ben immediately approached Autumn. He knew the girl must be ungodly. "Calm down, Elle," he said, peeping back at the lover's hand.

"Are you sure, Ben? You know not if Fleur doesn't like me? Is this marriage not just going to add more trouble for you?" Autumn sounded doubtful at Benjamin's decision.

"Do you want to be Royce's mistress or not?" the gray-eyed man responded to Autumn's remark so calmly.

Autumn looked excited at the handsome man's question. He was misbehaved because of it. There was a calm smile on the corner of Benjamin's lips. He knows and can confirm Autumn's answer. "You don't have to worry, Elle. Fleur is just a kid. I can handle it" said the man.

"I don't think it's that easy" Autumn hesitated.

"She's my daughter, Elle. I should have known how to handle my own child. But it was your father who made me worry. I can't guess where his mind is going."

"Just like you, Ben. You and my dad make no difference at all. I think what my mother said is true. It seems you are one type" said Autumn who immediately made Benjamin laugh softly. Without hesitation he grabbed the beautiful face of the lover, then kissed him affectionately even if only for a moment. "You're so naughty, Ben. However, I like it. You seem to give a second life to my life, so that I am more passionate in living it. Nothing feels boring to me anymore. Everything felt beautiful and much more colorful" Autumn said shortly after Benjamin removed her lips. "Honestly yesterday I wanted to step back and leave you. But somehow my legs feel so heavy to step on" he continued.

"After all, I told you that I would never let you walk away from me. We can continue this later, after I give you my last name. I can't wait to see your face every day, every moment ...." Benjamin again meluhan lip pujaannya girl.