The Gray Autumn's

Histoires Passees

"Where else, Ben?" Autumn seemed to be fretting at the answer from Benjamin. He then came down from above the man's body and sat down with a sullen face. Benjamin got up and sat down next to Autumn.

"At that time, I continued the S1 and S2 programs in the UK. While there, I knew a girl named Samantha. She is a girl with beautiful blonde hair and makes me so fascinated with her. Samantha made me fall in love. However, our relationship had to end when I returned to France," Benjamin was silent for a moment. Autumn is waiting for him to continue the story.

"I asked Samantha to come with me. But his parents did not give him permission. Samantha is an only child, and they don't want to let go of her daughter before they can succeed there. I have convinced them many times that Samantha can pursue her career here in France with me. But in the end, I still had to give up. I came back without Samantha, "Benjamin fell silent again before continuing his story.

"Not long after I arrived in Paris, Samantha called me. He said he was pregnant. Samantha only realized that, and it turns out she was pregnant for about five months," Benjamin said again making Autumn surprised instead of playing. He looked at the beautiful man next to him with a look of disbelief.

"Then, what did you do after that?" asked Autumn who began to be filled with curiosity.

"I returned to England on the pretext of reuniting with old friends. My parents didn't know about our relationship. I don't know why I was being so cowardly. There's always something preventing me from telling my parents about it" Benjamin said, restoring his family's brown hair.

"Then what are you doing to Samantha?" ask Autumn again. He felt more curious.

"I went to him, Elle. However, it turns out that Samantha and her parents have moved. I asked everyone, his friends, and anyone I thought knew where they were going. However, no one was willing to tell me. I was in England for a few days, looking for them. However, until I decided to return to France, I did not get any good news" Benjamin folded his legs and placed his hands on his knees. His face was sluggish and looked full of regret.

"You're taking responsibility for granted, Ben?" the voice of Autumn sounded slightly trembling. He continued to stare at the handsome man who was still hiding his beautiful face.

"I really lost track of Samantha, Elle. Until a few months passed, even the private detectives I hired had not managed to find them. Finally, on that day .. Samantha's mother contacted me. He asked me to come to a small area on the outskirts of London. I thought Samantha was there too, but she wasn't" Benjamin was heard breathing heavily and throwing her down slowly. After that, he turned his gaze to Autumn. Their views clashed with each other and linked meaningfully, presenting a vibe that always felt different to the girl. The vibe that made him feel confident that he had fallen in love with the copper-haired brunette man.

"He thrust a baby at me, and I received it with trembling hands. My son has been born into the world, Elle. However, it was also the cause of Samantha's departure from this world. Her mother said Samantha had been seriously ill. However, she tried to keep her womb until the time of giving birth. However, Samantha has complications and her life is beyond help" Benjamin ends the story.

Autumn seemed to think. He then remembered one thing he had seen some time ago. "Is that little girl, Ben?" asked Autumn who immediately made Benjamin frown.

"Which little girl? How did you know that?" benjamin's questioning was mixed suspiciously. While Autumn was confused to answer. He could not have said that he had spied on the man even though he had accidentally. "Say, Elle," urged Benjamin again. However, Autumn still remained silent. Benjamin made a short complaint. He seemed to be able to guess for himself.

Autumn nodded slowly. "I saw you with him and a middle-aged woman. I thought he was one of your lovers too ...."

"Geez!" sela Benjamin doesn't believe it. He did not expect that Autumn would think that way about him. "You think I would do something like that? Yeah, God. What do you think that's so bad about me, Elle?"

Autumn did not answer. He also felt bad about it. However, a moment later the feeling disappeared and faded, as he felt Benjamin's warm touch on the back of his delicate hand. The girl looked. "I'm sorry, Ben," Autumn said softly.

Benjamin smiled slightly. The man nodded, then kissed the back of Autumn's hand warmly. "I'm going to Marseille later this month. Do you want to come with me?" bargained for.

"What's so interesting there that I feel like I should come along?"

"Fleur, my daughter is in Marseille," Benjamin answered Autumn's question so confidently. However, now it is Autumn's turn to seem doubtful.

"Fleur is my life, Elle. I can't leave him for anyone. So, if you really love me, then don't make me in the crossroads."

Autumn was silent at Benjamin's words. If the man said so, does that mean that Benjamin also has more feelings for him?

"Does that mean you ...."Autumn felt hesitant to continue her words. He was afraid when he had to hear the answer from the man who had put him in deep turmoil.

"I'll try, Elle. You're different from any woman I've ever dated. When I saw you, Samantha's figure seemed to disappear from my memory, as well as the guilt that had been following and even binding my steps. I haven't felt that way about any woman in all this time. That's why, I'd like to introduce you to Fleur. But that too if you are willing. If not, then I'm sorry" Benjamin threw away the blanket that had covered part of his body. He got out of bed and passed into the bathroom, while Autumn was still sitting pensive.

Autumn was worried. She was too young to be a mother, especially for the daughter of the woman Benjamin loved so much. Will he be able to? However, his feelings for Benjamin were so great that he could not just get rid of them.

A moment later, the ringing sound of the phone resuscitated Autumn from all her daydreams. Edgar's name is on the screen. Autumn immediately answered the call. Simultaneously, Benjamin came out of the bathroom.