The Gray Autumn's

Picisan Roman

Autumn smiled sweetly. He looked at Benjamin's beautiful face full of love, and the man could feel it clearly. Benjamin is an experienced adult. Another case with Autumn who is still unstable with explosive emotions. He still has difficulty being able to strengthen his own feelings. It is like a tree that has no solid trunk. Where the wind blows, that's where it moves.

"I think I'll like it a lot. However, three months is not a long time and I cannot attend the mid-year event held at your hotel" Autumn said slowly.

"Why can't it? You can come if you want. Ask Gabriel for access. I'm sure he'll give it to you with pleasure" Benjamin half-sinned. Autumn does not understand this. He understood the meaning of Benjamin's tone towards him. The brunette girl smiled sweetly.

"Don't tell me if you're jealous of him," teased Autumn while pinching the white, short T Shirt-lined arm that Benjamin was wearing. While the copper-haired brunette man was just smiling knots. He then touched Autumn's smooth cheek gently. "That's the truth. I can see clearly if Gabriel's interested in you" he said.

"We talked about it last night, and I explained it, didn't I?" deny Autumn. "I could've asked you about the women you dated. However, I'm sure you won't like to talk about it either" she replied.

"Yes, you're right. I don't have to talk about it anymore. I don't like it and won't talk about something that I don't think is important" Benjamin said calmly. "Tell me, what are you feeling right now, Elle?" asked the man half in a whisper.

"I feel so many things in my heart, that everything is so confusing" Autumn replied quietly. Both of his eyes moved irregularly.

"Say one of them?" pinta Benjamin, makes Autumn return with her sweet smile. He fused his black eyebrows together and beautifully painted like a masterpiece by a professional artist.

"You want to know something, Ben? All right I'll tell you. I like you, Benjamin Royce. I don't know, but you look so different from any other guy I've ever met. You're making me drift in my own turmoil. While I don't know how you feel about me.

I was angry and hated you so much, but the truth is that I couldn't resist feeling much bigger than that. I like you a lot. Is it wrong for me to reveal this?" Autumn smacked her lips. Benjamin was still staring at that beautiful face.

"I won't blame your feelings, because it's very human. Not infrequently we are conquered by something that sometimes makes no sense and may be a little crazy," Benjamin smiled faintly as he touched his forehead.

"Do you think this is something crazy and absurd?" ask Autumn plain.

"Not really. There are many people who are much more extreme than this" Benjamin replied calmly. "How old are you, Elle?" Benjamin touched the girl's pretty face again. It ceaselessly gently stroked the cheeks with a thin polish of a pink blush.

Autumn looks doubtful. But he has to answer that question. "Twenty-two years," replied the girl. Benjamin was instantly silent. He stopped stroking Autumn's cheek even though he had not removed his hand from the pretty face. I don't know what Benjamin was thinking at that time, which must have been his attitude made Autumn instantly overwhelmed with worry.

"Is that a problem for you, Ben?" tanyanya looks restless.

Benjamin did not answer immediately. His pair of gray eyes still clashed with Autumn's gray eyes. They seem to be exploring their own feelings. However, Autumn has difficulty deciphering the mysterious gaze.

"What would your father say if he knew all this?"

"I'm old enough to make up my life" Autumn argued confidently.

"Then let me get to know you" said Autumn.

"You sure you won't feel sorry after you really get to know me?" Benjamin firmly. He moved from his seat. Autumn immediately followed the man. He stood right in front of her.

"Say what will make me regret it? Is it something that really matters that makes you have to fight what you feel?" insist Autumn with a stern look. Benjamin was heard breathing regretfully.

"I'm not a good man" he replied.

"I know that. However, not every good person goes through the beginning of his life with something good. I heard many inspiring stories about such a thing," Autumn said.

"Your father won't like our closeness" Benjamin argued again.

"You're the leader of a big company, and you're afraid of my father? Where's your guts, Ben?"

"I'm not afraid. I just don't want to ruin our good relationship" Benjamin said, not with Autumn's words.

"Would having a relationship with me instantly make your good relationship with my father ruined? Why are you so upset about that?"

"Parent's luck is very important, Elle!" Benjamin firmly.

"How do you know if my father won't approve of our relationship?" Autumn was upset. He said with a higher tone of speech. The girl was still unable to understand what Benjamin was thinking. "You're so pathetic and disappointing, Ben! If you don't like me, just say so. Don't come up with too many excuses, because it'll sound very stupid, "Autumn started to lower the volume of his voice. He sat back on the sofa and fell silent.

Seeing that, Benjamin felt bad. He sat next to Autumn half-bending her. "I just feel scared. If you say that I'm pathetic, yes you're right. All this time, I didn't dare to fall in love too deeply with any woman" he said slowly.

"Because there are so many women in your life?"

"They just come and go, Elle. There's nothing special. I don't dare to make one serious commitment" Benjamin said.

"You're not a coward, are you?" cibir Autumn was cynical, making Benjamin immediately turn his head. However, instead of being angry, the man laughed slowly. He then straightened his body and stood up again. He held out his hand before Autumn. The man invited the girl who was putting on the pouting face to follow him. After Autumn stood up, Benjamin took her to the kitchen.

"Why are we here?" ask the girl plain.

"Feel something for me" he said lightly.