Special Journey

Episode 7's

"Afiifa... Whoa, can you hear mama?" I heard a voice calling my name and felt my body sway a little.

Slowly I opened my eyes.

"Afiifa!" Call Mama Monic, I see a sense of entrepreneurship and fear on her face.

Mama Monic, she... He was my in-law, which I think is getting more and more days of making me have less power through this marriage.

" Thank God you're sober, son, I'm afraid that something's happened to you." Mama Monic held both my hands.

I looked into the eyes of the woman I called the mother, "the mother who brought Afiifah home here?" shortly after I realized I was in an emergency room that I was very familiar with. The hospital where I work.

Replied with a nod of the head by the mother.

"Wi check first y brother." The smile of the Goddess Physician on duty at this time.

Almost all the young doctors in this hospital called all the Nurse Midwives with the call of the elder brother, and of course we all also remained polite to the young doctors with the call of the doctor.

"Sister, Doctor Hadi will come here, his message is directly USG sis." explained Dewi Doctor.

"Yes Miss Wi, thank you" I smiled again.

"Badrest used to y kak, his blood is still active out" explained the Dewi doctor, stroking my shoulder.

Well... I did feel the heat of the blood flowing from my birth canal.

My feelings were uncertain, which I must have been a little anxious and scared.

"Keep me strong, son." I stroked the flat stomach, wiping the tears that many times spilled.

"Is anyone sick Fah?" Looks clear wrinkles frowned mama.

I flanged, "just my stomach, it felt a bit mules ma...

"No papa, Ma. Afiifah is fine." I stroked the back of Mama's hand.

"May... You want mama to call your mom?" ask mama to doubt.

"Do not ma, Afiifah can still take care of themselves Afiifah, later the mother becomes anxious." as soon as I forbid mama, I do not want to make Mother worry, moreover, later the mother became anxious." as soon as I forbid mama, I did not want to make Mother worry, I don't want you to know about my current household problems.

"I'm sorry mama, Fah" I saw mama's sad face and her tears dripped.

"Ma... It's not mama's fault, mama's not wrong, don't apologize to me ma'am." I clenched my cold hands.

"Mama is a good mother, Afiifah is grateful there is a mother beside Afiifah."

"It's mama Fah's fault, mama can't educate Haikal well, so you have to feel this pain again." mama still cried in front of me, without daring to look me in the eye.

"This is not my fault, this may be the way of God ma, the heart of man is easily shaken, God also has the right to turn the heart of man." I embrace mama, trying to convince mama.

Because it's true, it's not my mother's fault.

** in Doctor Hadi's room.

After finishing the examination, I now sit in front of Hadi's doctor, waiting for the results to be said by Hadi, the obgyn specialist who handled my pregnancy.

He looked at me intensely.

"Aren't you a nurse here?" ask Dr. Hadi, whose forehead is slightly wrinkled, maybe trying to remember your face.

"Yeah doc." I confirmed and nodded my head.

"Where's the result Doc?" I can't wait to know the results.

"Where's your family?" doctor Hadi looked around me and did not find my family, ahh.

"Doctor just explain to me doc, my mother-in-law has come home no important business." I looked at Doctor Hadi with a thin smile.

Mama I told you to go home to look after Kia, I'm a little unsettled if you're just living alone with my father-in-law.

"Are you ready to hear it? I see you're still unwell and sorry like her you have a problem." guess Dr. Hadi.

"I'm a strong doctor, do I have to curatage doc?" my voice was quiet and ignored Doctor Hadi's accusations.

"Yes... Your fetus is no longer there, actually it is almost clean, but it is better if cleaned again, we curatage." I just bow to the explanation of Doctor Hadi.

"When should I curatage the doc?" i'm resigned.

"Hmmm, in two hours I have another operation actually, how about tonight? I'll wake up with my team. Now you fast first." the doctor had to glance at the circular clock in the left hand.

"What if now Doc? I only drank a little bit just an hour ago, and I haven't eaten from last night, doc." I said.

"Now?" Doctor Hadi seemed to think.

"Yes doc." I nodded.

"okay... I'm waiting for you in the room, yeah." Doctor Hadi stood up. "please contact the officer for curatage now yes!" doctor Hadi orders Alisa, the midwife who is Hadi's assistant doctor at this time.

"Well, doc." replied Alisa who was tailing out.

"Let me autograph her own file yes, Sa." I gave an explanation before Alisa asked where it was, though, before Alisa disappeared behind the door.

"Oh, yes, it can be Fah." replied Alisa.

***

After I finished curatage, I woke up my anesthetic effect might already be running out.

Slowly I opened my eyes, the first person I saw was Kia.

"Mom's up?" Kia got off the sofa and headed for the bed cage. She looked happy but also looked fearfully on her little face.

"Kia loves mom." Kia hugged me and I saw her eyes teary.

"With a cry donk, you're fine, I'm sorry, baby." I smiled as I held both cheeks.

"Mom why is it sick again? Kia gets sad, Kia doesn't want mom to get sick." she starts crying.

For matters of feeling very sensitive, at the age of entering five years, kia grows into a child who cares deeply about anyone.

Even Kia could cry just because of the dead chicks.

But I'm happy, I'm grateful Kia has such a high sense of caring.

"From today God willing, you will be healthier, you will play with Kia more" I wiped the tears that flowed on her face.

"Promise, mother." she pulled out her little finger.

"God willing, dear, mother." I greet her pinky with my pinky.

The mother and daughter drama is over.

Tonight, Kia whines to be able to accompany me in the hospital, I am forced to allow it. Every time I see her innocent face my heart hurts so much, what else after finding out that Haikal no longer loves her and cares for Kia.

I cry too much and cry like it has become my hobby.

I held my arms to Kia.

"If Kia doesn't get abi's love anymore, but Kia will always get mom's love, even mom's life." I kissed her head top again. Kia was sleeping in my arms.

"May God always take care of us and protect us, we will go through this ordeal together son." My heart gives strength to my other heart.

Three days I was treated in the hospital, the doctor allowed me to go home, for three days also Haikal never accompanied me never even visited me for a second.

I decided to go home to the house I was keeping with my little family.

The house I always missed,

A place that bears witness to my love and Haikal's.

In this house I really learned to be a wife and a mother.

"Huuf."

"You sure you're gonna stay here, Fah?" ask brother Nada hesitated, and opened my mind.

"God, brother, I'll learn to be strong." I'm still trying to smile.

"Thank you for taking me and Kia home."

"Ofiifah's father, Valen called and apologized for not being able to take you home, he and Ana had a serious patient."

Brother Nada tailed behind me coming in.

"Now what are you going to do Fah?"

Ask Brother Nada who is sitting on the single sofa of my guest room.

"I still do not have a definite view ahead of him, there are still many thoughts and possibilities that come to my head "answer me who gave a glass of water to Brother Nada.

Huhhf...

I went back to breathing, hoping for a little less of my burden.

"I was just thinking about Kia, sister." I looked towards Kia who was playing in her room.

"How does it feel to live without a full-fledged parent? How do I explain to Kia if she asks about her abi?"

I was getting frustrated, I was trying to share the burden with my best friend.

Brother Nada was still silent and waiting for me to continue my story. "The only thing I think about now is going home to my parents' house, brother and maybe I should split up with Haikal's mas." I switched my eyes on him.

"Maybe it's the best solution, you still haven't told your family?"

I flanged. "I'll tell you the story after I get home, brother, let them not worry too much, but if indeed I have to part with Haikal's mas other than the thought of Kia, Kia, I also thought of my parents brother, my sister." I looked down and my tears spilled.

"They will understand, and they will surely take you and Kia happily, believe Afiifa, no parents will throw away their children."

Sis nada held my shoulder, trying to calm me down.

"My fault, brother, if only I had followed my father's advice, not to marry Haikal mas maybe this would not have happened."

"Afiifa, do not forget and regret what happened, not good. God has his own way of life." brother Nada gave advice.

"May... Believe me, there will always be wisdom in every problem, are you not a believer? Don't doubt God's love, Fah." Follow Brother Nada.

"Thank you, brother, for hearing my story and being a friend to share with me." I wiped my tears and smiled at him.

"Are we supposed to be Fah, aren't we best friends? Aren't we family?" sister Nada also smiled at me.

We cuddled.

"I'm grateful that you're so good as me brother, here I only have you, even my in-laws are not as caring as you are."

"You must be strong, Fah, you must rise! just tell your story and pick up another happiness." she still hugged me and rubbed my back gently.

"Brook... Aunty why do you hug mom like that?" suddenly we were shocked by the sound of cash screams from Kia.

"Hehehe... Because this auntie loves Kia's sister very dear." sister Nada let go of her embrace.

"Here, aunt hugs as well." Brother Nada measures her hand.

"Kia wants to hug mom, 'cause Kia loves you too." Kia jumped in my arms.

We laughed together too.

"Mothers... Sister Kia is hungry." she looked at me pity and held her little belly.

"Want you to buy some food?" bargain for Nada on Kia.

"But Kia doesn't want to eat at aunt's house, Kia wants to eat at the diner, which has chairs and rame people." explained Kia non-stop.

"But, you're recovering, you're not strong enough to go around" sister Nada tried to give a soft explanation while rubbing Kia's head.

"No papa sis, I've been much better, I'm strong sis, wait for mom to grab the bag first well." I touched Kia's tiny life.

"Yeeeeeeee." she was so excited, I was happy to see her happy.

May mother always give you my inner happiness.

We also started heading to one of my favorite restaurants and Kia, of course among the loyal Nada brothers to be my driver and Kia today.

"Sister, wouldn't you mind if you didn't come home? Later farel nangis nyariin brother." I feel bad has been troublesome all day.

"Gak papa Fah, there is his papa at home, his papa again does not work." replied Kak Nada while smiling and glancing at me.

"Alhamdulillah, dear brother, may your family always be happy." I pray very sincerely.

"Aamiin." Brother Nada guaranteed sincerely as well.

"Youk down, we've arrived." Nada helped Kia to get out of her car.

"Yes... We have arrived, Kia wants to eat a lot, can you, ma'am?" he was very enthusiastic

"Boleh donk... Kia can eat until full, aunt who will pay." sister Nada was no less enthusiastic.

We smile at each other

We walked down a table that was almost full of people who also enjoyed a delicious meal at this restaurant.

This restaurant is famous for being delicious, besides that the facilities are complete, there is also a mushola and the most I like, this restaurant is very clean and the service is also quite fast.

"MIEBIE RESTAURANT "

it's a name on the door in front of which is very clear writing.

This restaurant is always crowded. Understandably, it is very smart the owner is looking for the right location to build this lestaurant.

In addition to its strategic location and close to the office area of this restaurant also has a very large parking area, so it must be very comfortable.

We also sat a little corner, because this is indeed the first empty seat that was seen by Mr. Nada.

After a long wait, the food that was ordered came.

"Read your prayer before you eat my brother."

I remember Kia while giving her the food she had ordered.

"OK." kia combines her index and thumb to form the letter O.

I smiled too..

"Good-bye aunt, good-bye mother" he said again.

"Other sweet aunt's son, good-bye also dear aunt." sister Nada replied while plucking soft chubby cheeks Kia. Kia smiled sweetly too.

"Good-eating sister." I also said the same thing as Kia, of course with a smile as well.

"yes... Come quickly eat, eat a lot of you it must be quickly healed and more powerful, so the stronger ngadapin weird your household." brother Nada sneered.

I just smiled, to be honest I still have no appetite for food, my mind is so messed up.

We also eat food full of pleasure and full of gratitude, baby I only eat a few spaghetti scoops that I ordered, my stomach is no longer able to receive.

Amazingly devoured the japchae in his choice. Japchae is a typical Korean meal made of vermicelli, actually not because Kia is already familiar with this food, he pointed to japchae because of the menu looks beautiful. So he chose her. But Kia really likes it.

"Oh, it's smart to eat it, son." I praised as I cleaned his mouth with tissue.

After eating and paying the bills, we walked towards the parking lot.

Kia running..

"Kia. "my screams were shocked as Kia removed her hand from my grasp.