Special Journey

Episode 54

Yusuf POV

Since deciding to re-apply Afiifah, I have really established the heart to always take care of him. When Afiifah decided to stay with my parents, I objected a little, because I didn't want to make him tired and I was afraid that he couldn't be the son-in-law that my parents hoped for, even though I knew Afiifah my parents always liked him.

Be thankful... Afiifah can understand and fret when I convey my desire to live independently together, this apartment is really I prepared for Afiifah, for the future we both with our children later.

The few days of my marriage and that of Afiifah, I felt very happy, no matter how much Afiifah was the woman I had been waiting for.

I remember, when I asked Afiifah the second time to his parents, how afraid of parents Afiifah to release Afiifah to me, still ringing with messages that could stab my heart at that time. "Afiifa is the only daughter of Father and Mother, she is the world of Father, the world of Mother. When you decide to take over looking after Afiifa, then don't break our trust as her parents. Please take care and love Afiifa with all the body soul of Joseph, Afiifa is a good son, God willing you are a good man too, whom God has prepared for her, so... Always be the best of priests, guide Afiifa to be the best of makmum."

Maybe when I have a daughter, my fear is greater than the fear of Afiifa's parents.

I also remember when Papi Mami gave up Nisa's responsibility to Fariz, with tears and hope that Fariz and always happy Nisa, even I who was not a sibling was so afraid that Nisa could not be happy.

Still can't believe that it turns out that in the end, Afiifa is God's chosen woman for me.

Six years ago, when I first preached Afiifa, I fell in love at first sight with a woman who had never seen me at all back then, never even realizing I was around her. There is fear and not confidence, when menghitbahatnya re-expressed his parents this time.

Happy six years trying to cast his shadow, but for six years the shadow of Afiifah has haunted me even more.

Until the first time I met Afiifah on the ship, my heart was beating again, the desire to have him back was so great, when I knew that he was divorced, I was very happy and grateful, he said, I was determined to get Afiifa again, and would never let go.

I often mention the Apiifa in my prayers, asking God to replace my Life companion who is like the Afiifa.

It turns out that God's scenario no one knows, God really sent the same person that I've always missed these six years.

After a long time I again felt the fear of loss, seeing Afiifa who last night groaned with pain, making my heart ache, how could Afiifa face and go through that pain every month? If only the moon came to make a woman as sick as that, how could they women be able to withstand the pain when taking out one life both of these? How can there be a man who can hurt women who are willing to bet their lives for the sake of other lives?

I vowed and wanted to learn more about being a good priest for the Apiifa, like Father's message, I wanted to truly be the protector of the Afiifa during her lifetime.

When I found out Kia died, making me feel really bad, when I first saw Kia, I immediately fell in love with the little girl, how could his real father not want a child as beautiful and smart as Kia.

it's just that God won't let me take care of him.

"When I miss you" said that many times I heard. Is Afiifah so happy with Kia? until in his sleep with an unhealthy condition, only the name Kia He remembered.

Oh Allah... What a test for this woman.

After the dawn prayer, I decided to take Mother, Mami and Nisa on the Kia Kemakam pilgrimage, but without Afiifah's knowledge.

I'm afraid to make him continue to miss Kia, I know Afiifah really miss Kia, it's just that maybe he didn't want to look weak faced and make me feel guilty for Kia's departure and he always tried to hide his sadness.

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The POV

"Who came in the morning?" I was surprised, the article was just yesterday we moved, I did not know the neighbors, besides living in the neighborhood in the apartment rarely care for each other.

"Before I open, you stay here, finish breakfast." Joseph immediately rose up.

"MashaAllah... Mother! Mommy! Lisa!"

I immediately kissed the back of Mami's hand and Mommy ended up in Nisa's arms.

"What's so early in the morning?"

"Have breakfast?"

"Sit down first, let Afiifah prepare the dishes for your breakfast." I am so happy to see these women.

"Sit down, let Brother get ready."

"Grandfather, Afiifa was also immediately healthy to see them." I forced Joseph to sit in a chair.

"Gee! So sweet times anyway." Nisa's prank makes me blush.

"Still sick?" My mother felt my forehead with the back of her hand.

"Afiifa don't have a fever, Mi! It's only been months, so his stomach hurts a little." I reached Mami's hand from my forehead.

"Yusuf said last night you were hot?" Mami Tan glanced at Yusuf.

"What cooking?" I paused for a moment as a spoonful of soto almost filled Nisa's bowl.

"Indeed last night I had a fever huh Bang?" Looking at Joseph in disbelief.

"A little hot." He answered, with a spoon in his mouth.

"Last night, Yusuf had a video call Mami, how to deal with fever and menstrual pain." Mami started eating the soto I served, followed by Mommy and Nisa.

"Afiifah if coming months is sick, but not until the fever usually,"

"Now when the moon comes, you get a fever too?" Ask Mommy.

"I don't know Bun, usually not! But last night Afiifah did feel a bit feverish, deserve to feel the dream compressed, this morning woke up the pillow Afiifah a little wet."

"Maybe because Afiifa was also a little tired already after moving yesterday."

"Add tired last night? Hehe." Again Nisa is looking for a gap teasing me.

"So you didn't sleep all night because you took care of me and compressed me?" I changed the topic. Nisa's going crazy if she's fucked up again.

The reason is, when I woke up at two in the morning, I saw Joseph sitting on the side of the bed, but my eyes were very heavy to wake up, only occasionally I realized when Joseph's hand touched my forehead.

Astagfirullah... How can I not know if I have a fever?

"Sleep! But a minute." I could see Joseph's eyes that looked faint, probably because Joseph was sleepy, at five o'clock I had seen Joseph praying at dawn until dawn Joseph continued muroja'ah.

"Udah is not papa." He rubbed my head, as I stared at him somehow with what feeling, moved! Be happy! There was also a sense of sadness and regret, not too long ago I became a wife, but I had made it difficult.

"Sir papa, Fariz also always take care of Nisa when she is sick, even with Nisa." Nisa seemed to convince me that I was innocent.

"Yes. Mother is also that, even more often Dad jagian Mommy, likes mijit Mommy again if tired." timpal Mommy.

"Mami is also like that, the husband and wife mah indeed kudu it, must look after each other. Don't want to be healthy anymore." Mami also cheated.

I nodded, forcing myself to smile. I still feel bad. Most of the time I've never been this sick during menstruation.

"I'm sorry if you've taken nicotine." I stroked the back of Joseph's hand, only to be met with a faint smile by Joseph.

"So Mami, Mommy and Nisa why are you here so early in the morning?"

Seeing them looking at each other, my forehead creased, what they really wanted to do.

"Abang who called, Brother wants to take them on a pilgrimage to Kia's tomb." Joseph answered, After those whom I asked were silent.

"Why fast times Bang? Didn't we already agree on his pilgrimage next week? Before returning home, before the pilgrimage to the graves of Father and Mother." I put a spoon on my side.

"Father dear, brother just misses." Joseph stroked the back of my hand with his gaze fixed on the three women before him in turn.

"You're strong, right?"

"God willing, Bang! Later all of you stop by the pharmacy to buy anti-pain. I think my medicines are left at Mother's house."

"Last night I didn't find you."

"Let Nisa help sister."

"Strong right?"

"Hmm, Baby kudu was taught diligently early on, eh wrong... Since jabang bayik." Nisa's picking up dirty cutlery.

"You're nothing."

"Mommy and Mother just wait in front."

"Where is your job? He said he wanted to leave the hospital?" Sometimes I glanced at Nisa on my side, afraid she felt uncomfortable standing in front of the washtapel Terllau then.

"Sir, thank God it is not complicated by the hospital, next month Nisa can come out." Answer without looking at me. It looks very stiff when the fingers lentik fingers just learned to do this homework.

"Nisa wants to stay home alone like you, like more fun. I can learn a lot."

"House order is beautiful, not too big but neat and comfortable." Nisa looked around.

"This is the brother who bought all of them? When's? I guess yesterday's move didn't bring this." "

"No. It was provided Bang Yusuf, the time came turned out to be there. Alhamdulillahot... Bang Yusuf can most happily rejoice in his wife." Deliberately smiling let Nisa protest, she likes the debate about the kindness of her husband. Since she was pregnant she most likes to praise Fariz as the best husband, although sometimes likes to ngusir Fariz from the room effect of perfume which is said to make nausea.

"Bang Fariz can also make Nisa the happiest, the most patient." Like hope.

"Later if Nisa has her own house, Nisa pingin kitcen set of ashes, so it looks elegant."

"Pink gini is also beautiful, make spirit and feel at home in the kitchen." I do not want to lose, I think that Joseph has prepared this is really perfect.

"Too feminine, don't like."

"Hehe... Yes, it will be later if it's out with Mami to move house, son." I rubbed Nisa's stomach.

"Pregnant school sister, let rame at home if you get together."

"God willing! Just pray, brother also wants immediately, but it all depends on the will above."

"Sister!"

"Hm."

"May I ask you something?" Nisa's face turned serious.

"What's wrong? How serious is his face?"

"But don't be mad, promise!"

"Hm. Say it! What's up?" I led Nisa to a table seat.

"Son't you love Bang Yusuf? Not married to Bang Yusuf because of the desire of the same father Mother right?"

"Hm..."My forehead is back in a rug.

"Honest answer!" Nisa seems to be interrogating criminals.

I flanged, "That's what, brother? Nisa doesn't understand. Nisa needs an answer, not a gesture."

"According to Nisa, how? Nisa's a psychologist, she should be able to nebak dong."

"Ck. Nisa child psychologist, besides Nisa currently can not be guessed and do not want to be guessed, Nisa wants to hear directly from her sister."

I went back to the auction. "it looks like little brother had to."

"Why?" Seemed the expression of dislike in his interview.

"So I shouldn't have accepted Bang Yusuf if I didn't love you." Nisa glared at me.

"Why indeed?" I also looked at him.

"Nisa was afraid that Bang Yusuf would be sad again, Nisa was also afraid that she would be sad again." Nisa's pitiful face makes me want to laugh.

"Have Joseph ever been sad because of a woman before this?" Okay fine! A chance to find out Joseph's past.

Nisa nodded.

"Who is that woman?" It's her time looking for Sarah's information from Nisa.

"Either. But Bang Yusuf once said that he still loves someone every time Nisa wants to meet Nisa's friend."

"someone? Who?"

"I don't know, he never told me, Bang Yusuf only ever said that." Nisa answered, shrugging both shoulders.

"Sadah?" I can't wait to learn about Sarah.

"Sadah?" Nisa seemed to ask again with a frown that seemed real on her forehead.

"Yes, Sarah. Brother met him when he was watching, said former Yusuf." I changed positions and took a deep breath, remembering the look of Sarah's disappointment and hope.

"Isn't that Bang Yusuf's high school friend first?"

"Friends of High School? Not the ex-girlfriend?" I'm still not satisfied with Nisa's reply.

"Yes. But as long as Nisa's not dating, just friends."

"Oh that, if one SMA... Then Fariz knew Sarah. I'll ask Fariz."

"Why brother?" He's disturbing Bang Yusuf?" Ask Nisa full of search.

"So I just want to know."

"The answer to Nisa's question was brother, brother really does not love Bang Yusuf? About Sarah, we'll ask Nisa's husband."

"It's been working out for a long time!"

"Kok's hanging out here?"

"Astagfirulah... Bang out! Not coding-ngode. Surprised to know, if the baby is shocked too gimna?" Delik Nisa was shocked.

"So, what are you guys talking about here?"

"By the way, brother?"

"To GR-an." Still like before, never get along with them.

Plating.

"Bang Sickness." Nisa's lips went five centi.

"Yank! Don't do it, hurt him." I held Joseph's arm.

"He's immune, won't be sick anymore. Shower, let's get to Kia's place quickly." Joseph led me to leave Nisa alone.

"Basic... Never have I G-sadly been with me." Pekik Nisa who also followed, left the kitchen.