Special Journey

Episode 59's

One week has passed, since my meeting, bang Yusuf and Sister Sarah.

Since the breakup at the Cafe with Sister Sarah, since then also the name of Sister Sarah has never been the subject of our conversation. It was as if nothing had ever happened between us.

And... Bang Yusuf also covered the story of his past with Sister Sarah closely, of course I never asked about their story.

Just universal, I know every day there is a call coming in from Sister Sarah and not how many notifications incoming messages from Sister Sarah.

Sometimes my conscience rebelled to know what the incoming message was from Sarah's mother. Once I was caliph, accidentally opened a new message from Sister Sarah,

SubhannaAllah... It turned out that the content of his message was not far from the expression of his feelings. I'm sure Bang Yusuf knew that I had been presumptuous to open his cell phone and presumptuous to open a message from Sister Sarah, but Bang Yusuf never asked me about it, It was as if nothing had happened either, or for Bang Joseph it was not important. WaAllahua... Only Bang Yusuf knows.

"Are you ready?" Bang Yusuf asked as I picked up one mini living room suitcase. Eitsa... Not Bang Yusuf a less caring husband who could let me lift a suitcase huh! Haha. It's just that I don't want to always depend on Bang Yusuf.

Da... Finally, after two days of delay from the schedule we had planned, I and Bang Yusuf could go to the village for the pilgrimage of Father and Mother's death.

Blissfully... Finally, even though I did not meet directly, I was able to talk to Mother's Father from their final resting place.

"It." Answer me with a smile.

"Well, don't you want to miss? A cellphone? A charger? Uhhuh?"

"Udah, oh yeah! Brother's medicine?"

"Udah. Last night I kept it in a mini bag,"

"Yok! It'll be noon."

"Would you stop by Papi's house or didn't you?" The car is ready to leave the apartment.

"No need to bang, last night we were saying goodbye to them." I fixed the sitting position, slightly facing Bang Yusuf.

"OK, Bismillah... It's quite long, almost eight hours drive, if later dear tired you know brother. We can rest."

"Yes. Just this time I went by car for eight hours."

"What cooking?"

"He'eh... Exactly."

"Try to remember again, there may be forgetfulness of the room."

"Hm... I think it's true." With a remembering expression.

"It was time to go back from Jakarta to Jambi instead of using a bus? More, than eight hours." Yusuf glanced at me.

"Astagfirulah... Ja. Forgetting. Hehe!"

"For six years in Jakarta the first time I took the bus. Oh Allah. Crumpled my body."

"But because of the bus we can meet, right? A few days after that, my brother took care of the resign letter from the university."

"Yes, thank God. No one knows Bang!" I remember when I first met Joseph and Nisa bang, I initially thought they were a couple.

"In the past, it didn't matter if you were husband and wife. Mah cuek's brother."

"Huhahah's... Cook anyway?"

"The truth!"

"Si Nisa again! It could be smiling that way when I think of you husband and wife, even deliberately hug your hands all over again."

annoyed when Nisa just smiled as if mocking when I said they were husband and wife.

"Eh, but why is Brother risegn at all?"

"Hm... Because you have the intention to pursue your love. Haha."

"Allah. Lebay." I pinched Bang Yusuf's arm.

"Ouch ouch... Sick baby." Bang Yusuf's laughter instantly turned into a ringing.

"Seriously fly! When you know you are Fariz's brother and have separated from him, yes brother is very optimistic that can conquer your heart, even though there is still a sense of inscure."

"Where do you know that I'm Fariz's brother?"

"Hm... When you video call Fariz! On your phone there will be a picture of Fariz, the contact photo is that, if calling the picture looks like."

"Oh! That way. Continues to?"

"What goes on?"

"So, continue the story!"

"Yes, that's the story."

"Yes Allah... Not very good, Bang! The story of how Fariz reacted when he knew that Brother liked me, or the reaction of Dad when Brother came to tell me, what story is it." At home, the dining table is the best place to share a story, but for me and Joseph, the car is the perfect place to share a story.

Uh! I still hope Yusuf shares his past with Sister Sarah.

"Fariz told me you've come home, and... If you've separated from him."

"He's Haikal, Bang. Got a name." I deliberately wanted to tease Joseph.

"What everlah, you don't care the same name." Bang Yusuf shrugged both his shoulders.

"Dwelling... Can't do that, atuh. How else you should be grateful he was evilin Afiifah, try if he is still good, there is no way donk now we can sit pretty and have a sweet conversation here."

"There must be wisdom in every journey."

"Yes... Yes yes! Your story and all the stories of your brother for many years awaits, becoming a special journey for you. Until it can cultivate the taste of brother for years that the body is getting fertile at this time."

"So wonder when you first fell for me. In the past, we could say we never met." I looked at Bang Yusuf, as if remembering a few years ago.

"Well, how could you remember Brother! Abang mah is just a grain of dust among the pearls of cute men around you." Bang Yusuf glanced at me sarcastically in jest.

"Haha. It's just something, but I'm real. I never felt like talking to my brother. Meet her kayak... Just a few times."

"Hm... Yusuf's birthday, if it's not wrong Joseph was second grade High School, we mean that we have been in college one or two semesters at that time."

"Watch there is a cute girl, whose in fact the teenage children of that time were busy with clothes*** but you are tidy with Muslim clothes, if you used to not like now it is 89% the people of Jambi are almost hijab."

"When is Joseph's year?" I tried to reopen the memory of the past.

"Hm... Forgetting that."

"Ck. Been already! Why also tell me that you don't remember. You said your memory doesn't exist about you."

"Ih... Afiifah mah did not say about the meeting of Afiifah to Abang, but about how the old brother could fall in love with Afiifah, the story is just what is difficult anyway."

"Yes, yeah. Okay!"

"Lookin. Brother tell everything."

"Derror."

"Ck. Aye." Yeah." I turned to look at Bang Yusuf.

"Can't be the same husband, who softly says."

"Heheh... Yes dear. Sorry." One kiss on the left cheek.

"When my brother's hand is wounded, because you see, jiah... I think the story of the prophet Joseph, well,"

"Haha... Yes, but back. When the Prophet Joseph told of the hands of the women who were wounded when he looked at the good looks of the Prophet Yusuf, it is you who do not realize his hands are sliced." MashayAllah... Being with Bang Yusuf really brought a lot of laughter in my life.

"Not unconscious, Brother was surprised when you suddenly came beside Brother, and suddenly held the hand of Brother, beh... Brother's heart immediately beat incoherently."

"You used to be a little bit like her. Evidently by casually holding the hand of Brother, even though he does not know."

"Oh... Yes yes, now I remember..."

"Dwelling... That's not what I mean mah, I thought you were Arif, my cousin, you know Arifkan? The time of our show is coming too. What Dad used to say is that you were from the side and from the back quite similar to Arif. Remember not?"

"Hm." Bang Yusuf nodded.

"Well... I thought your duku was Mas Arif, and I classified it first, when your hand was ngobatin."

"Hehe. Yes but still you are careless, and you have made the biggest mistake to make Bang's heart pound."

"It can't be dong... But I'm..."

"Eh! I want to continue with the story."

"Hehe okay. Okay. Proceeds."

"Yes when you know your brother's hand in a panic call Mommy, with your style of being coquettish, mother... Mommy. Oh mother please donk, Bun. This is his friend with his hand hurt. You're not careful. I'm sorry, I was wrong."

"Haha. If you remember you panic until the screams that I do not believe can immediately fall in love with you. Women don't really taste me."

"Well, why was I like that hot worm, panning again, and on? Continue."

"Yes keep Mother nagging with you, already know the rame of your people screams are not clear, said Mother you why the hell kak kayak fire beard aja, like your hands that want to break up, said Mother you, his brother also relaxed. Nurse candidates are panicking."

"Well from there also Abang know if you are a prospective nurse, hehe more heart make Abang how that, it would be good if the pain is treated with his own wife."

"But after that, I don't think we'll ever see each other again, because you're back in Jakarta. But Brother often asked when you came back to Fariz, initially Fariz did not realize that Brother had been eyeing his brother."

"Some times if you return to Jambi, Brother deliberately came home, but still Brother does not look like you. Kasian ya brother, clap one hand."

"Dwelling... Did you say you have the same heart as me? Don't you? Yeah, I know that you like. That's not gentle Man."

"Haha... Yes too. But the time has met several times, if not wrong almost three years after that, Brother had told Fariz that Abang wanted to reveal the feelings of Brother, but Fariz said that you already have someone. Yes it... Your ex-husband."

"So that for many years, until we have finished education, one day after you applied to him, Brother came to your house with the same intention, he said, but Dad said I can't accept because you've been at another man's sermon, But somehow after that Brother also thinks about you more often, even Brother often dreams of you, but somehow after that Brother often thinks of you, brother's love is even deeper, to the extent that Brother continues to pray, with the same prayer, asking you to be returned to Brother." Joseph looked at me with a look I could not understand.

"Even Abang also often told Fariz, Sangking Abang already can not resist the feelings of Brother."

"Not infrequently you cry before God, you know you are wrong when repeatedly asking for your return to Brother."

"Hehe sometimes when Brother is desperate or Brother isa little control of emotions, Brother asks that this feeling God just throw away."

"You know, why did you move to Jakarta to continue your studies as well? Because Abang wants to meet you, but God shows you another way, Abang had a test to the nursing faculty first, on your campus."

"Crazy his brother, even though his brother had studied medicine before, so he knew the doctor Sila,"

"What cooking?"

"The truth, continue to be afraid that one day work in the same agency as you, so you think it is better to move majors, to business management. because you are not sure if we can be together, so you think it is better to move majors, to business management, but Brother instead continues to pray that you separate from Him and God match us, because that is also my brother tried the nursing test. But again there is fear also in the heart of Brother, fear that later one workplace and the more you can not have, fear the more love and the more disappointed."

MashayAllah... So great is God's secret.

So perfect is the provision of Allah.

All this time it turned out that God kept the man who made my religion more perfect, making worship in my marriage more perfect.

So wonderful is God's plan.

With all the problems in my past,

Perhaps God united me with Haikal first, God of testing love so that I might better myself, so that it would be more fitting to be a match to Joseph, a man who was good indeed.

"And... Thank you, already beside Brother at this time, have been willing to accept Abang full of shortcomings and make the worship of Abang more perfect, Brother is very happy and grateful." I don't feel my tears just dripping.

"Maybe this is not a trial for Brother, but more for Me. Through my marriage to Haikal, God directed me to better myself, to be worthy to be with men of faith and noble character and righteousness like Abang." I hugged Bang Yusuf's arm tightly and was met with a kiss on my head.

"Now... Our job is to be more grateful that God has given this, more must take care of it and care for it. Together we build our families with the foundation of faith and devotion to God, so that our happiness increases."

"He'eh... I am sure, Brother is the best captain in our household, Brother will take me safely to God's paradise. I will help you in facilitating the trust that you hold for you to be accountable before God, so... Please remind me when I am wrong in everything, so that I am not a burden of sin for Brother."

"Abang sure, you are a field of reward for Abang, not a burden, dear."

MashayAllah... How wonderful to meet the right people.

How wonderful it is to be married to a man who remembers God all the time.

How blessed to be married for the purpose of worship.

I am more confident, God will give unexpected things when we are patient and happy with all the trials and decisions of God.

God knows more about what we need in our lives, and God will give it all at the right time.

This journey may be filled with blessings and be special.