
"Suprise..." I was shocked by the arrival of my friends.
"Astagfirulah...!" I rubbed my chest, and looked at them one by one.
"Oh, O Allah, you have no doubt." I put on an upset face.
They smiled and hugged me in turn.
"I'm almost at your heart." I still overflow my annoyance.
"The pregnant woman should not be angry. congratulations, thank God we have another baby candidate." Excited brother Valen.
"May the girls again yeah." Keep sister Ana.
"Kok the girl anyway? donk nuna guy let there be friends ferel play later." protest brother Nada, Ferel is his son.
"Sstt don't make any noise he's sleeping." I conditioned him and pointed towards Haikal who was asleep on the sofa.
They smiled broadly in response to my words, while covering their mouths with their hands.
"How come you're not excited about that face?" brother Valen looked at me full of probes.
"So papa sis, I'm just a little dizzy, ehh what is the result of the kak kmren meeting?" Suddenly I remembered that all the hospital employees were called to a meeting in the hospital hall where we worked.
Brother Valen is the head of our room, he has different beliefs with us, only he is the only non-Muslim, but during his work he is also hijab-wearing, it was a rule from the beginning he was accepted to work here, he was accepted because he was very smart.he was also very worthy to be our leader, besides being smart he is also wise in making decisions and, what we like most, he is very protective and defensive of us, his subordinates in case anything happens.
"Ohhh, the problem of employment contracts that must be extended Fah, is already in November now, now, so that the expired employment contract in December must immediately notify the management to immediately be sought for change." Brother Valen explained to me, sitting next to me.
"Ohhh that's it." I nodded, a sign of understanding.
"You want risegn?" Ask Sister Ana while making my bed.
"God willing, brother." I smiled.
"Afiifa, ah... We must have missed." They hugged me back.
Tok...
"Asalamualaikum, Afiifah pak Hadi is waiting at the polyclinic." Brother Khusnul came in by pushing a wheelchair for me, "Owalah... Rame turned out to be." Says Khusnul after seeing my friends.
"We're going to get there Fah," Ana clasped my hand, helped give me strength, led me up to the wheelchair.
"Don't wake up Mas Haikal, brother." I told them.
***
"The fetus is good, growing! his heartbeat has also been heard, when did his HPHT mbak?" Doctor Hadi began to examine my contents, looking a round image, like a pouch from inside the monitor screen.
"Hehe forgot me doc, if not wrong 13 September yesterday, I was already late doc." I smiled shyly, "Coming my month is indeed irregular Doc." I went back to see my future baby.
"Hmmm... This is if my calculations have been running 8 weeks." Doctor Hadi is still checking me while looking at the USG screen in front of him.
"Are there any complaints now?" ask her again.
"Can't eat Doc, like dizziness, lemes and a little nausea." I replied.
"You have to rest a lot well, your content is weak." he gave an explanation to me, while commanding his assistant to clean my stomach with tissue.
"Okay doc" I nodded my head.
"Take this medicine, remember to rest a lot, must eat enough and do not stress." Doctor Hadi gave me a small paper containing the prescription of the drug that I had to consume and print the results of the USG earlier.
"Can I go home, Doc?" Ask me again.
"Yes you can go home, remember! Don't stress out and take a lot of rest." he replied Sambl smiled.
We went back to the room with my faithful ladies and ladies accompanying me.hehehe.
***
In room...
"Tuh, listen said Doctor Fah, have a lot of rest, you don't have to work first week, later your schedule let me set." Brother Valen guided me back to bed. "don't ngeyel." she continued.
"Thank you brother." My smile was diplomatic.
"Congratulations Haikal, your baby is healthy." Kak Nada congratulated Haikal, who woke up.
He glanced cynically. "Sad... I don't need that child, no matter who the child is, it's not the seed I planted." Haikal scolded and raised his left lip slightly.
He left us without excuse and without seeing me in the slightest.
Just contact the answer and behavior of Haikal mas make my friends shocked not play, the article is. indeed all this time they never know about the household in trouble.
My tears were flowing again, I couldn't bear this burden, I couldn't hide my sadness. It hurts so bad that he who cheated on me behind my back even slandered me for cheating.
"Afiifa... Don't cry." Ana clasped my hands, I know they must be confused by what happened, but they didn't ask me what had happened. They are the best friends who can understand.
They hugged me and of course they cried. I am so grateful to have them by my side who love me so much, they take care of me so much, they always protect me like their sister, because I am three years under them.
I know.. on their faces stored a thousand questions, I still continue to cry in the arms of sister Ana.
"Crying Fah, no papa." Sister Ana smiled at me and rubbed my back slowly.
"Sister... I don't want to go home" I let go of my embrace.
"We won't ask what your problem is Fah, but if you want a story, we're always there to listen and protect you." Replace brother Nada who hugged me. "you're like a sister to us, so... Never feel alone."
"Sister, the truth is my household has not been harmonious since this one year, we always fight, even he has never touched again for two months, brother." I decided to tell you my problem.
Brother Nada let go of his embrace. "So that's why he won't admit this kid?" brother Nada looked at me pity again.
I just nodded confirming the words of Brother Nada.
"O God of God, we think you've been very happy all this time, even though you never seem troubled."
"Where are your in-laws?" now Valen's brother asked.
"They just told me yesterday, because I'm not strong enough to hold it alone, I hope their advice can awaken Haikal, actually the parents of Haikal mas not really do not know, but they don't seem to care." I replied a little hesitantly.
"It must be heavy, right? But you must be strong, you are great." I saw Brother Ana smile back to give me strength.
"But it's so heavy, brother, maybe I'll go home to Jambi, to my parents' place. " I lowered my head, heavy in feeling he had to part from them. " I can't stay here anymore, I need my Mom at my apartment."
I am from Jambi province, a province located on Sumatra Island, I moved to Jakarta, nothing but to serve my husband, to go where he took me and my son, I never thought she would repeat the same mistake five years ago, at the beginning of our marriage.
"He's cheating on you." I said slowly, my voice trembling.
" AAAPPAAAA? " they shouted and they stared at each other.
I squeezed both my hands. "Yes he was in a relationship with a woman named Felli kak, even though he did not admit it but I often heard them making out on the phone." My tears still flowed.
"And... Huhh, then she admitted that she did have a special relationship with that woman." Continuing me, many times I took a deep breath and plucked violently. My chest feels very tight, it hurts. Bak punctured by sharp objects.
"Do you know who he is?" brother Nada rubbed my back.
I'm nodding. "Maybe he was her former lover, brother, who used to be her affair."
"AAAPPAAAAA!" they screamed and were shocked.
"Have you? Ever cheated? With that woman too?" ask Nada confused.
I just nodded...
"Ma..ma-I mean you once turned out Haikal had an affair with you huh? Five years ago? That's what it means when you're just married?"
brother Nada asked stammeringly. They were so shocked, that was what was seen in their expressions.
I replied with a nod of the head.
"The son of a bitch is right... Wanting kuremas pulak brain, sukakin nyakitin children people, lack speech teaching Ho." brother Valen's batak glide smoothly from his mouth.
FLASBACKS.....
***
My five months of marriage and Haikal were all very beautiful, just like any other couple who had just knit the household, it was all very happy.
We always go together, what else after knowing my pregnancy, mas haikal became very pampering me and so super processive on me.
I got pregnant very quickly, and I am very grateful to be immediately given the trust to immediately have a baby.
We did plan to immediately have a baby even though we were still relatively young, I got married at the age of 22 years as well as the Haikal mas, we were met by his friend Mas Haikal, namely tion and my friend Rajin.
Ralin was my roommate in the dorm, but she was two years above me. They were the first to date and match us both.
We were dating for almost a year when I was in college semester 4, I majored in D-III Nursing at a university in Jakarta, but at that time he was already 6th semester in the department of management.
I did choose to study in Jakarta at a nursing university there, because I thought I should have more experience with getting out of my hometown.
After graduating from college we decided to get married immediately, but it was funny that we were married while the person who brought us together, bang Tion and Ralin instead did not match, but instead, the brand broke up after a few months of our courtship. Ahhe... The soul is in the hands of the Almighty.
Our beautiful story began to break, the sacred marriage began to tarnish after returning home from the wedding reception of his best friend, Mas Haikal met his former lover, namely Felli.
That's why I don't like reunion, from my SD friends to my college friends, I never once get together with them again.
At the beginning of their affair, Haikal was still good to me, but I've started to know that he started a relationship with Felli.
I never had a problem with that, because maybe he was a khilaf and I never looked into the extent of their relationship.
Until I was 9 months pregnant she started to change, when I really needed the support and passion to give birth, she even gave me a blow that was so bitter.
That day I was shopping in a mall for my baby equipment, I was with Mother, during my pregnancy Mother did live with me in Jakarta.
Unexpectedly, I saw her making out with a Woman, she was beautiful and fashionable away from me who always dressed modestly, even I never wore artificial eyebrows, Eyeline and so on. But I always wear lipbam or lipstick.
Looking at that scene can imagine how I feel. Crushed... Very devastated.
"Mother... Afiifah to the bathroom for a while yes, Mommy wait in front of it just yeah."
I pointed to a long bench in front of the mall entrance.
I decided to meet Haikal and the woman.
"Mas... " Call me, with a vibrating voice the pain of his scali sense of seeing him smile so warmly with his cheating woman that.
He looks. "Afiifa." He stood up, obviously shocked to see me.
"Who is he?" I stared at him sharply.
He looked at the woman sitting on the chair, which was now a little distance away because Haikal was already approaching me.
"Not ready, dear." Haikal tried to pull my hand to leave immediately, I immediately shook his hand.
"Why are you here then? Didn't you just say there was work in the office?" I wasn't satisfied with his answer just now.
"Who's your name?" I walked over to my husband's girlfriend.
But he even smiled faintly as if hinting that he was the winner. As hard as my heart holds back my tears do not spill.
"I'm Felli mbak Afiifah, introduce." He still smiled as he took out his hand, asking me to shake hands.
I looked at Felli sharply. "why are you here with my husband?" my tone started to go up.
"Hmmm no papa mbak, I'm just his ex-girlfriend." He answered with confidence.
"Do you know that Haikal is married?"
"Lt is... I know." Her lips are the skeleton next door.
"Tell the truth." I'm still not satisfied with the answer, from his expression alone I know that he's more than just an ex and a friend. "so far as your relationship goes."
"Yes, I'm Haikal's girlfriend, but I was his ex and now I'm his girlfriend again."
he stood up from his seat and approached Haikal's mas with a smile on his face.
I admit. her smile is very charming, she is beautiful, oval face, eye book and a slightly pointed nose and lips are a little thin, her height is about 160 cm, of course higher than me, her face is more beautiful supported by brandet clothes.
"Let's tell her the truth baby, if we used to be college friends and we used to have a special relationship, and tell her what our current relationship is." He hugged Haikal's burly arms without the slightest guilt.
"Tell me that you still love me baby, I love you first, and that we slept together a week ago." Confidently, he clasped Haikal's hand.
Seeing Haikal just shut up made me sicker. "Please tell me all this is a lie." I looked at Haikal with anger and disappointment.
Haikal was silent without a word.
"Just solve your problems, okay... By." Felli also died
My whole body felt floating in the air, my chest felt very tight, I was down.
"I'm sorry, my dear, my khilaf." Mas Haikal embraced my shoulder spontaneously I tepis.
I also left her to look for mother, I wipe away the tears that fell many times.As much as possible I hold my tears to not spill again.
The flasback