Special Journey

Episode 45's

"Vih... Cool you yes! I've become a business woman now, it's not confused anymore think of rich patient family komplenen." Babe kak Valen after parking Cafe & Resto.

"The nurse is still in my heart. Only at this time still do not want to brother, maybe a few years later, want to try new things I admit."

"Let's go in."

"It actually belonged to my sister, Fariz earlier. He started this business with his friend, because now Fariz is busy with his new business, and his friend is also sometimes busy, so I just help out."

"On the lower floor it's over to the lestaurant, above the new Cafe...

"This is also my job to relax, brother, not every day also to the office, the busiest time ahir month, scape report."

Sometimes I smile and nod in response to greetings from employees.

"Wait... " Fright in front of the door.

"If there is an Ouwner later, you do not mess around, do not be noisy. Later even disrupt his work." they nod.

"Assynoltom...

"Sir..."

"Before a minute, you guys sit there first." I pointed to the long sofa in the corner of the room.

"He has this cafe? Which is your sister's friend?" turn back the annoying me.

Joseph looked at me with a frown on his forehead.

"I'm sorry, I'm sure they're here, they're my friends from Jakarta, this morning suddenly came without telling." I approached Yusuf, feeling bad about bringing a friend to the office.

"No papa." Joseph smiled faintly.

For a while the atmosphere in the room felt quiet. Mercifully... Brother Ana and sister Valen can be quiet until now.

They read books on the table. Starting from business-themed raw to romance novels there.

"Afiifa... " My noble feeling is not calm hearing the shrill voice of Mr. Valen.

"We're bored... Want to order a meal is also still early in the morning, still full. We're fitting your wedding dress aja youk."

I immediately ran over to Valen's brother.

"St... Don't scream, later fittings, I still have work." I took my hand out of Valen's mouth and returned to my seat.

"I'm bored... " Sister Valen banging on the couch.

"Yes Allah... Strengthen the madness." I began to worry, if his mouth was noble ngoceh, now his body was noble could not be silent, back and forth unclear.

"Vidioin brother, let's look at the children in the hospital, if this is not to be feared. He's acting crazy, bad." I pulled Valen's brother to a sofa.

"I'm also noble bored." Ana leaned her body against the wall of the sofa.

"Kc... From the moment I saw it, there was a man," brother Valen pointed at Joseph with his lips, "gneering at you from earlier." I spontaneously glanced at Yusuf who was also staring at us.

"Aren't you bored what he was from earlier looking at the laptop screen?...

"Good lyrics of candidates bini people." Celotus brother Valen.

"Sister... Please, "I put my hands together in front of my chest.

"You are also from earlier I like to see, you occasionally glanced at him. Suspicious me. Is she your future husband?" gee whiz... This mouth is a child, if the mouth can not be filtered.

At first glance I saw a faint smile made by Joseph.

"Do you have a wife?"

Joseph who became the months of their jokes did not budge, still focused on his keyboard.

"May.. Do you have a wife?" Now sister Ana is following the craze.

I'm nervous, "still single him, big brother want?" I'm scraping Ana's cheek.

"Look away... He's like an iceberg, I'll freeze in my mouth." Tap sister Ana.

"Haha... "

Office suddenly came, where can I focus. But the great Joseph, he seemed not to be disturbed at all by our presence.

"Have you got a future wife? Don't lose to Afiifa, who wants to marry twice!" babble sister Ana whose eyes had returned to the newspaper in front of him.

"I also already have a future wife mbak, I will also follow Afiifah married after him, this my future-in-law has told ready fittings." Joseph put down his cell phone.

Why was there such sadness and disappointment in hearing Joseph's words just now?

Why am I sad to hear that Joseph is getting married too?

Oh Allah... Whatisthis?

Forgive me.

"When mas? Three more days too? Kayak Afiifa!"

Joseph said, "Three more days? You're getting married in three days, Fah?" Joseph looked at me, and I immediately threw my eyes away from him.

"Yes... Don't stay with the mas, we'll have a hard time, hehehe."

Joseph's face changed immediately.

He immediately grabbed his phone, no matter what he did.

"God... " Joseph rubbed his face gently.

"Why mas? Broken heart? I think you have the same taste of my best friend," sister Ana's eyes blinked next door.

"ih... What the hell, anyway,

"sori Yusuf, they're crazy sometimes." I felt sad to see Joseph's expression.

"Thank you for telling me," Joseph immediately stood up and left our room.

"Bright... Why her? Broken heart really is the same Afiifah?"

Seeing Joseph in a hurry, I immediately followed Joseph out.

Whatisthis?

Why am I afraid that Yusuf is disappointed with your wedding plans?

"Yusuf... " I approached Joseph who was about to leave the parking area.

"I want to talk to you for a second?"

"Lake in." Joseph broke his neck to the side 3 bgt.

"Out of course, it's not good to see people in the car." I refused, glancing left-right.

"No papa, here too rame people back and forth, out of the heat, later to be black. Not beautiful anymore at the wedding." I also entered the depths of mon with doubt.

"Say... What do you want to talk about!" I'm still down. I dare not see Joseph's reaction.

I'm afraid I'm disappointed, if in Joseph's eyes I don't find love anymore,

I was also afraid that Joseph would be disappointed with my decision to marry.

My feelings are uncertain.

Till... "Hey, what is this?" yusuf's thunderous voice resuscitated my daydream.

"Astagfirulah... Joseph. Ihhh ngagetin deh." I snorted annoyed.

"Not so..."

"Eits... " Yusuf pulled the tip of my veil, "he said to say, by the way. Why not be?"

"Three more days I want to get married." I still turn my back on Joseph. I held back my tears from falling.

"Continue?"

Whatisthis?

Da... What's with me? So what if I want to get married? Hope Yusuf holds me?

Astagfirullah...

"Sir, I just want to tell you, and congratulations on your wedding plans." I tried to remove Yusuf's hand from the tip of my veil.

Unfortunately, Joseph pulled the edge of my shirt back.

"Who is he?" joseph's voice was flat. Is Joseph sad for my marriage now? Like what I feel!

"I don't know, either, my parents took the gift for me." I was still staring out.

"And you accepted the proposal by force? Because of your parents?"

"You love me?"

DEG.

Joseph's question flowed so fast, darting like a bullet piercing the recesses of my heart.

"You love me?" repeated Yusuf.

I wiped away the tears that were beginning to fall.

"No. I just want to tell you, and I want to thank you for loving me so far and for so many years. Although... " I took a deep breath, trying to fill the air space that felt empty in my chest.

" While what?" Ask Yusuf.

"Even though we still can't be together. From now on, I'll learn to love my husband, regardless of who he is and what he looks like." My voice vibrates.

"Afiifa... " Joseph tried to turn my body" look at me!"

"No Joseph," I brushed off Joseph's hand, which was now on my shoulder, "I must not look at you, and you must not touch me, though indirectly...

" We will live each other's lives,

"We can't hope for each other anymore, not us... Maybe it's just me.

"Maybe you can wait for me, not after this, even though I know, actually... Your choice to cancel your application is the best." I wiped my tears back.

"And maybe... After marriage I'll get out of here, please you start looking for my replacement in the office."

Silent for a moment, we just played with each other's minds.

"Okay Afiifah, I am so happy for your love written to your future husband, you are so great... Incredibly, you can accept her despite not knowing the person, and thanks for letting me know indirectly how you feel, at least I'm getting more and more sure about getting married...

"I will accept your resignation letter, it is better and better for a wife to stay at home after marriage, your husband will be able to give you a living, he has to work hard, he said, so that you don't suffer in your marriage"

Now that I know, Yusuf has really let go of me and is sure to get married too.

But why do I feel sick knowing this reality?

"Keep in... That man will love you all his soul and body, I am sure he will make you happy and take responsibility for all your life."

"May you also always be happy, Suf. I'll be there on your happy day."

"Thank you for your sincere prayer,

"yes... He will surely make me happy, I am so grateful to be given the opportunity to be able to edit in my life, God is really all good, has granted one request, I have, to get a wife who is inshaAllah sholehah and beautiful inside out."

Hearing the words of Joseph, who praised his future wife, my feelings grew even more painful. There is regret why I hesitated to accept Joseph's proposal!

"I'm depth first, assalamualaikum."

I immediately left Joseph. With tears I couldn't stand.

"Afiifa... Why are you crying?" valen's brother immediately inspired me.

I hugged Valen's brother who looked at me in wonder.

"Donk's story... It was okay why tetiba nangis gini!" Ana's sister, who just realized my cry, came closer.

"Why?" ask Ana lirih.

"Let's go. "I'm sure I heard Valen's answer.

" Fuh... Don't make us sad donk, story... We're here, you're not alone." Brother Valen let go of my embrace and wiped away my tears that were beginning to fall even more profusely.

Crick...

I quickly wiped the rest of my tears.

It was clear that Joseph was walking behind his work shirt.

"Sir papa, I'm just missing Kia." I said.

"I pray first brother, I order aja eat first, order me one mango juice."

I soon passed by Joseph whose sight was following me.

"Why him?" I heard Yusuf ask at Ana's brother or Valen's sister.

"Don't know us, in and in was already crying was a child." lak Valen who replied, "again not fighting you right?"

"Don't..."

"Awas aja lu if you dare to mess around with him, let alone make him cry, cave plintir face cute lu it, let it be tangled."

Sayup-sayup I heard their chatter.

I shed my tears, I turned on the water so that I could not hear my cry. Oh Allah... Why does this hurt so much?

"Kc... Tu be so swollen, why also the cave use sad? We are not a soul mate! Aware of Afiifah, consciously... You're getting married." I patted both of my cheeks.

"May... You're all right, aren't you? Long time very whudu'nya!" there was a knock and the sound of Ana, it seemed like she was in front of the bathroom door.

"Huh...

"Yes, brother, no papa, this is also done." I returned Ana's scream from inside.

I came out of the bathroom with my face hidden, towards the prayer room.

"Allah forgive your despicable servant,

"forgive me who has been unwilling to hope for the love of Joseph...

"I'm sorry, who can't keep my emotions and feelings in check.

"Please remove this false love, surely You are the one who turns back this heart...

"let me devote myself to my husband only later, regardless of who he is and what he looks like... I'm glad to accept the one you sent as my soul mate."

Many times I scooped the air to fill the space of my chest that felt empty.

"May... It's your juice." Brother Valen pointed at the juice that there confronted them.

"Hm... Did you guys order that? We're going to the boutique."

"God... Why are his eyes so? Has your cry? Any problems with your prospective male?" Brother Valen ransacked my face.

"Sister, I'm just happy" I glanced at Joseph from the corner of my eye, "and I didn't believe I should get married a second time, I still have a fear of starting again." I shed a little bit of heart, no matter where Joseph was.

"Hmmm...

"Lu really sure to accept marrying people you don't know?

"Yes... At least know his name!"

"Yes, Fah." Sister Ana is cheating.

"Duh, don't gini donk, please help to be more sure!"

"Hehe... Okay okay, I'm just thinking of your future husband's looks, apparently." Valen's eyes menggawan, while a little smile.

"What is his face like in your shadow? I also thought about it." lak Ana's eyes went cloudy.

"Kayak Le Min Hoo, huh brother?" I looked like juice in front of me.

"No." they answered in unison.

"Certainly? Cha Eun Woo's?" I was picturing the face of my future husband.

"Cak bang Jefri, hahaha" replied Mr. Valen.

"Ih... It's the same!" keep brother Ana.

"Hahaha." their laughter.

"Kc... You guys, cook him the hell you guys shadow, old, skinny, mustache lag." I'm pouting.

"Khuk Khuk. "simultaneously we look at Joseph who seemed to choke, and gulp water in front of him.

"Lu nguping our talk huh?" brother Valen glared at Joseph.

"You're the one who talked aloud...

"I'm not focused on work." Joseph came out with an empty glass.

"Women if they have gathered must be gossiping about their work." Joseph's babbling was still heard at the door.

"Kc... Youk ah, I can't wait to see you marry." Brother Valen pulled my hand.

Well... I can't wait to see my husband. Maybe I'm too curious.

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