
Lousy. Although during this time often with Joseph, and several times with Joseph in this room when he was with Kia, when Kia whined to sleep with Joseph, still I feel Awkward at this time.
"Do I have to get Joseph's clothes ready?" ask yourself.
Having failed in marriage and having been betrayed, seems to make me insecure right now. I was afraid that Joseph could not accept my shortcomings. I'm afraid I can't serve my husband well, ah... It is still awkward to call Joseph a husband.
"You want to be my prayer master?" pampered, Joseph's voice ripped my mind off in the streets.
"It turns out he's wearing his shirt" my inner self.
"Yes." I answered briefly, without looking at him. I immediately stretched the prayer behind him.
I haven't started praying yet, my chest is already pounding. Where can khusuk. Astagfirullah...
This is not my first prayer to be a master in Yusuf prayer, previously had several prayers with him.it's just that the current situation is different.
I began to pray after Alfatihah heard Yusuf chant. Many times I took and took a slow breath trying not to be heard by Joseph my nervousness.
"What?"
"Oh!" Astagfirullah... I may ask what happened when Joseph turned his body against me. Hihah... It turned out that Joseph reached out to me. Astagfirullah. Stupid or pretending to be stupid.
"What do you think?" joseph's forehead wrinkled.
"I don't think anything." I stood trying to avoid Joseph's gaze after I grabbed his hand.
"Are you all right? Seemingly?"
"Why was Joseph in my condition? Don't-don't... Ah." I shook my head by hitting my head a little.
my dirty mind surfed in the head.
"No papa, but a little dizzy now. I think it's sauces." It's okay to lie a little.
"Want me a massage?"
"DON'T." I walked away from Joseph who had walked up to me. "No, no need. I can rest and drink vifamin. Tomorrow's gonna be good."
"Do you want me to make you some warm tea? Or warm milk?" Bargain again.
"No, I'm not papa. I just need a break. You also rest, must be a curse?"
I tidied up the neat bed, without daring to glance at Joseph in the slightest.
Seeing Joseph lying down without words made me even more awkward. Why do I feel wrong about Joseph?
"Good night." I'm laying down next to Joseph. I glanced a little at Joseph who was already closed.
"Hm, night." Joseph pulled the blanket to the chest.
Silent. I occasionally glanced at Joseph lying on his back, with one hand on his head.
"the weight of Joseph's mind."
Ah, it's not Joseph who thinks too much, it seems that my mind is more.
Never mind, my body is too tired to think about anything, drowsiness is not able to stand it.
***
"Eh! Joseph!"
I was stunned when Joseph's cold hand touched my cheek gently.
"Sholat first." Oh God! Wake up, get a smile.
"How many?" I mwncucek eyes slowly.
"Fifth hour."
"WHAT?" I was pampered, instantly feeling tired and ngntukku a little less.
"Oh my God, it's dawn, why don't my alarms sound?" I checked the woker beside the bed.
"What the hell is it?" I slammed a little upset.
"Sorry! I turned it off."
"Whudu first, the dawn is just a minute." Joseph stretched two prayer rugs.
"I wait, man."
Well, I'll tell Yusuf why the alarm is off.
I immediately rushed to wudu.
My drowsiness is now completely gone, but my body feels crumpled.
This time, I reached out and greeted Joseph. My blood rippled when it touched Joseph's hand. Oh Allah... Suddenly my love is so great and the fear of loss, it turns out that the trauma in the past has not healed completely.
"Thank you for being my wife." One kiss landed on me.
"I promise I won't waste you, so! Don't be afraid that I'll leave you."
"I'll love you all my life."
"God is good, after seven years of my death, after seven years of loving you, God finally answered my prayer."
"One more time, thank you dear."
I just nodded without being able to say, but there was a lot I wanted to say.
"I'm sorry." Uh! Why do these tears come!
"For what?"
"There's never been a mistake you've made."
"Eitherway. I just feel like I have to apologize."
"Already! It's okay." It's okay." Joseph hugged me.
"If there were still Kia, this happiness would be more perfect."
"Had I not hesitated to accept you, it could at least make Kia happy in her life."
"I'm sorry I couldn't keep Kia back then, Fah." I'm looking. I saw Joseph's tears recalling filling the space in his eyes.
"It's not your fault, it's God's will." I'm getting my head drowned based on Joseph.
"Let's make another Kia a lot of yah!" Hearing Joseph's words, I immediately let go of my embrace, and saw Joseph's faint smile.
"Ck. I want two." I immediately stood up and cleared my prayer place.
"I want four." Joseph pulled my hand.
"One man and Three women." I tried to take Joseph's hand off my wrist.
"Didn't you?" Joseph peeked at my face hidden in my bow.
"So. I want two."
"Four."
"Two."
"Four!" He brought his face closer to my nose.
"OK, four." I pushed Joseph's Face away. But instead of getting away, Joseph's face was getting closer, almost not far away.
My God, my heart rate is very unfriendly. My chest was flabby as the masculine scent of Joseph's body made me drunk.
One gentle kiss landed on my lips.
I can only hide my lips in depth.
I was afraid I could not resist Joseph's temptation.
"I love you." The gentle and friendly whisperings in my ears made me indeterminate.
I turned my head to the right, looking at the face of Joseph on my shoulders.
"I love you." Yusuf's Birthday.
"Thank you for all that love." I turned around, clutching Joseph from the front, even now my chest is stuck without a barrier with Joseph.
Joseph took off my face. Kiss after kiss landed on my cheek and forehead.
This time, the kiss on my lips made me really float, getting deeper and longer, making my breath gasp.
"WOI." The hard door made Joseph and I stupefied.
"Wake WOI. Fajr prayer." Joseph scratched his back head roughly.
"WOI... Woiii wake up."
"Ck." Joseph took his hand off my shoulder.
"Ck ln... The ritual just starts, right? Hahaha." Joseph's head managed to get into the room.
"Prepare the prayer equipment first, tuh... Beecreteran where."
Holy hooch! I just realized, it turned out to be true. The spoon I was about to put in the closet was even splattered on the floor. My flesh was cast out of Joseph a little further than Sajadah. Sajadah Yusuf who is still intact at the prayer place earlier.
I just smiled shyly.
"Uda, you've gone there." Yusufasoh tried to get Fariz away.
"Eh... Play in and out." Joseph was forced to give a gap when Nisa came and barged in. Uh... There are no manners of manners.
I immediately picked up the prayer equipment and placed it carelessly in the closet.
"Ck ck. Not gone last night, brother? Or connect? Haha." Nisa laughed savoryly.
Plating.
"Get out there!" one hard snap landed approved Nisa again. This seems to be Joseph's typical way of showing his affection for Nisa.
"It's not okay, wonder. I've got a bini still like to authenticate Nisa's forehead." Pouting Nisa.
"Come on, we're out. They still want to go on like that."
"Don't be violent bang, do it lovingly. Haha."
"Ck. Ice... I'm out, Fariz take this distended stomach out."
"The potty but the nicer the bang, the more often asked for him, so... Buruan dibuncitin also bang. Haha."
"Law... Sick yank." Fariz grimaced as a result of Nisa's pinch on her waist.
"Usa, get out."
"So, I'm gonna take a shower." I pushed both husbands out. I can go crazy with them for a long time.
Indeed, Nisa had told me during the second trimester of pregnancy, she more often asked for the first ration with Fariz. Am I going to be that too? You know, Kia was pregnant, I didn't even like Mas Haikal's approach.
"They just bother." Joseph closed the door, blabbering. "Nothing's understood."
"Udah already" I released Joseph's embrace from my waist. "take a bath." Give her a towel.
"Aren't you in the shower?" Joseph hugged me back.
"Mandy. You go first, I'll finish the bed first, brush the teeth that I have just prepared, for other equipment, later we buy yes, I don't know what brand you use."
I pushed the body of the now legitimate man as my husband.
"Wouldn't you take a shower on my stuff?"
"No." I pushed his head that was out of the depth entrance again.
"I want to look down first, what do you want to make breakfast for?" there's no answer. Looks like Joseph has already started his bath ritual.
"Huh. Looks like my silence will be over soon." I was breathing rough.
"Morning, Bun. Yeah."
"Lho! Mother is done cooking, is ready again for breakfast." I smiled horse.
"Wait for you to come down can be skinny Dad, well... Look,"
"See what time is it?" Mother is still busy arranging food on the table.
"Hehe... I was going to Lebaran Bun, but Nisa was just like Fariz even bothering to enter the room." I helped Mother arrange fried rice on the table.
"Eh! Why bring our names?"
"Some days are still going on, can't wait what night?" Fariz took Nisa. It's nice to see they're always so friendly.
"It's never been your new spell."
"Hehe... That was me too?" Fariz Sitting beside Dad.
"Haha... Yes, Mother Mah used to be embarrassed the first night of our marriage, a week Dad made drool."
"Did the hell, Dad?"
"Gee... Tega Mother."
"Bun's sin."
"Bao... Can you kayak Dad, made to drool a week? Haha." Yusuf who just got to the table to eat just smiled incoherently while stroking slowly.
"Udah... Eat." Mother ended this endless chatter.
"Udah?" When two spoons of rice entered Joseph's plate class.
"Hm." Yusuf nodded.
"Eat a lot to be strong, hehe."
I just smiled to see that Joseph was wrong to try Mother.
"Yes, Bun." Yusuf started putting a spoonful of special fried rice in his mouth.
"So where do you want to live?" Dad broke the silence that happened for a moment.
"Suf!" I looked at Joseph.
"I'm up to Afiifa, huh." Yusuf.
"You just discuss it first, you should start planning your life ahead." Continue Dad.
"Including having children, Dad?"
"So I heard they were fighting over the number of children, Dad. Haha." Fariz did not seem content to bother Joseph.
"Yes. That's important too." Dad smiled while chewing the food in his mouth.
"Learning from Dad can also be a way to make a girl boy. Haha." Dad laughed.
"Look, is Dad great? Can treat girls, don't need your medicine." Continue Dad.
"Astagfirulah... No, don't bother them. Look at Joseph from earlier drinking mulu. Can bloat him." Mother who had just listened now commented.
"Haha..." Dad laughed again.
"Joseph!" Yusuf. Now the voice of Mother sounds serious.
"Do you know that Afiifa failed in her first marriage?"
"Mother wants, you always keep your promises."
"God willing, Bun. Joseph will try to settle it, Bun." Joseph took another sip of water in front of him.
This morning breakfast was very long. Father's question made me realize, residence is indeed a top priority at this time.
After breakfast, Father, Joseph and Fariz immediately visited a side yard that had been their favorite place so far.
Me, Mommy and Nisa help Miss Siti clean the dining table and kitchen set.
Indeed indeed... Even this dive, Siti usually only do other homework, while for cooking and serving food is usually always Mother.
"Do you remember the advice of the old Mother?"
"Yes, Bun. Afiifah. In the past time with Haikal mas maybe Afiifah was still negligent in carrying out the duties of Afiifah, especially in preparing food for him."
"Maybe it used to be the cause of Haikal mas to turn away from Afiifah ya Bun." I'm a little sorry why I used to be so negligent in taking care of Haikal. I have not 100% done my job as a wife.
"Whatever happened in the past, you don't have to make regrets, now make it a lesson, be grateful for what happened." Mother stroked my back.
"Remember. Taking care of the house is not the main task of a wife,
"But... God willing, all of that will be beautiful for you, is not the purpose of marriage for worship? So take this opportunity in marriage as a field of worship."
"Yes, Bun. This time Afiifah will carry out the best possible duties as a wife. Afiifa also will not let anyone take Joseph from Afiifa again. Hehe." I hugged Mother's arm.
"Sister, if Joseph bang assorted, Nisa will defend sister first time."
"Haha. Thanks for being on my brother's side." I hugged Nisa.
"Healthy deck, must make Mami eat a lot." I stroked Nisa's distended stomach.
"Nih look at Nisa's body, sister, is like a rhino now."
"What no. The important thing is that Nisa is healthy, and her baby is also healthy, about the body! Fariz won't turn away just because you're fat, deck. Just power."
"Sister, here's the gift, where'd Miss Siti put it?"
"Oh yes, Afiifah forgot. Put it there first Mom, later in the afternoon open-clothes and tidied up.
"Thank you, Mom."