Special Journey

Episode 27's

Time passes so fast.

But my longing feelings for Mas Haikal still often disturbed my calm.

And I am again in the stage of learning to forget it, until the day that Joseph awakens Me, "That the past is not to be forgotten, it's okay to keep remembering just not to make the heart cultivate love in the wrong person." Joseph was right, I cannot forget someone who was once special in this heart, but it is only a memory.

Really, there is no love left, if yesterday I learned to throw away my love for Mas Haikal, I am learning to forgive him wholeheartedly.

Now I have my own definition of will forget. My forgetfulness is when I remember all my pain, I can smile without any hatred in it, even sincerely praying for its happiness.

Let time heal all my wounds, may I freely accept all that happens!

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My holiday is over, my sister's wedding is just my way over, hopefully our happiness never ends.

One week has passed, many jobs are waiting for me at Wink Cafe & Resto which I now prefer to call my office.

Today is also the month of June.

It did not feel almost 8 months I parted with Mas Maikal, one thing I regret after parting, I obey my ego left home when I was still in my iddah period, which should be my duty to stay at my husband's house.

But I was no longer able to withstand the actions of Haikal.

May Allah forgive Me.

This morning at the office.

I used to come to the office at 07:30 in the morning, but this morning I'm a little late, I came to the office at 07:50 Wib.

But still can not be said late, because the limit came the longest I was 8 am. Obviously I was never late again after the first day of my work first.

I'm often the first person to come to the office.

I saw a motor moge parked in front of the Cafe, I wonder who the owner of the motorbike whose price is almost exorbitant.

Is there a rich customer coming this early?

Because it is almost impossible if this belongs to one of the employees at this Cafe.

I immediately threw away my curiosity and immediately entered the Cafe.

Every now and then I smile and greet the people I meet.

I immediately entered my office, and as usual, I immediately entered the small room that I used to make a place of prayer.

I immediately opened my hijab and immediately went into the bathroom to ablaze'. Now it has become mandatory for me to pray dhuha, as well as night prayers.

I made these two prayers part of the obligatory prayers for me.

Which means I'm starting to feel uncomfortable leaving my dhuha and tahajjud.

" astagfire!" I immediately closed the bathroom door quite tight, until it sounded like it was on the floor.

I was very surprised to see Joseph standing in front of the bathroom door looking at me.

Ahh, the habit of why I often forget to close the bathroom if only for tatters'.

"I'm sorry Afiifah, I really don't intend to see your aurat." I did not respond to Joseph.

In the bathroom I immediately looked for my hijab, but did not meet, what a careless act. My hijab must have been left in the prayer room.

"Afiifa...That's why you're okay, right?" Joseph knocked on the bathroom door after not hearing my answer.

"Yes, I'm fine, you can get out first don't Suf? sorry Suf, like her I left my hijab in the prayer room." I opened the bathroom door a little.

"Ohh, fine, I'll get out."

"Yusuf.." call me again before Joseph actually leaves.

"Yes, can I help Fah?"

"Hmmm, Yusuf can you please take my hijab in the prayer room? I'm not good to have to ask you out, you must be doing a lot of work too, right?"

"Wait a minute." Reply Yusuf.

Not long after, Joseph knocked on the bathroom door. Se

Tok...

I opened the bathroom door a little, and immediately took out the veil that Yusuf had thrust.

"Thank you, yeah." I feel bad for Joseph.

I immediately put on my hijab and came out of the bathroom, and headed towards the prayer room with a slight glance at Yusuf who was sitting on his chair.

After the prayer, I returned to my desk without intending to speak to Joseph. I felt ashamed of Joseph after Joseph accidentally saw my upper torah. Joseph clearly saw my chest that was slightly protruding.

"Afiifah, then the financial statements and expenses last month just put it on my table huh! or you can take me to my house!"

Ahir Yusuf spoke to me, after a while we were silent to each other without reprimand.

"Okay, Suf." Answer me.

"Ohh yeah, one more thing, you don't have to be overtime in the office every month, like last month. You can continue the work tomorrow, right? kasian Kia has to wait for you to come home late at night, after all it's not safe to go home late at night alone."

"Well, Suf, I'll do what I can." I looked at Joseph.

"Hmmm, good I want to go to college first, there is a schedule for 1 hour later, if I still have time I come back here, and you can go home with me!" Joseph said as he walked, I have not yet rejected Joseph, and he has disappeared behind the door.

A few seconds after Joseph's death.

"Tokk."

"Assalamualaikum Ma'am. "

"Waalaikumussalam uh, Morin please come in!"

"What does Mor need? " I looked towards Morin.

"This is a spending report not Mei Ma." Morin handed me some sheets of paper in the green folder.

"Ohh yes, yes." I immediately picked up and read the new report in Morin's handover.

"There's still need for more Mor?" I saw Morin still standing in front of my desk.

"Hmmmm, can I ask you something, ma'am?" Morin replied hesitantly.

"What's Mor?" I smiled at her.

"Hmmm," Morin still hesitated.

"Sit down first, like it's very important." I put the pen I was holding onto the table, then looked at Morin closely.

"But promise don't get mad y ma'am, I'm very curious." Morin settled I'm serious.

"Let's say it first, and then I decide whether to be angry or not." I said to Morin with my hand on my chin.

"Afiifa's mother has any relationship with Joseph?"

"Bright..." Suddenly I laughed at Morin's question.

"I'm serious Mom." I stopped my laughter after seeing Morin's frown.

"Everyone knows that I'm so awesome Mr. Yusuf, I have expressed my feelings for him recently, but Mr. Joseph rejected me on the grounds that He already had a woman of choice." Now Morin's gaze bowed, as if to withstand disappointment.

"Do you think that woman is Me Mor?"

"Yes, I saw Mr. Joseph looking at Mother very differently, Mr. Joseph also treated Mother special."

"Haha... How do you know Mor that Joseph treated me special? just so you know Mor, I'm also often not even considered by Him, "I look at Morin with a smile, "So this is what you want to ask Me?" Ask Morin.

"Yes Ma'am, I think it's Mother, if it's true Mother, I intend to stop hoping and chasing after Mr. Yusuf Bu."

"Morin, believe me, if you don't have to pursue a soul mate, he'll come closer, there's no harm in you trying to get close to Joseph, if you know the limits for Men and Women, do not let you lower your pride only for love that does not know the truth."

I smiled back at Morin who was also staring at me.

"But Joseph and I have nothing to do, we are really just a little more friends." I convinced Morin.

"But, do you have feelings for Joseph?" Ask morin.

"Hmmm, for now maybe not, I'm still comfortable myself, I want to focus on Kia," I saw Morin slightly smiling, "but don't know next." I held back a smile as I looked at Morin's current expression.

"Haha." I really can't help my laughter.

I don't know why I doubt my answer. Without me knowing slowly there is a sense of comfort when with Joseph. And I don't know since when I didn't like to see Joseph with other women, just as much as I do today.

"Okay, Mom, I've been bothering you, and thank you for listening to my story."

I just smiled and nodded to see Morin coming out of my room.

Not until Morin was outside my room, Joseph suddenly appeared at the door.

"Sir Joseph!" Morin looked surprised and for a moment Morin looked at me.

I know Morin must be worried lest Joseph hear my conversation with him.

Joseph simply passed by the morin without being concerned with the existence of the morin at the door.

"Please continue with your work Mor." I brought up the daydream of Morin still standing at the door.

"Good Mom." Reply Morin stammered.

"Aren't you going to the Suf campus?" I'm trying to melt the mood.

His article since arriving Joseph's face looks sour, like in the bend.

But Joseph ignored my question.

"What are you looking for Suf?" I approached Joseph and helped him find something, but I did not know what he was looking for. I'm just trying to melt her mood.

"Yusuf...What are you looking for?" This time the tone of voice slightly rose, who knows, he did not hear my question.

"My phone." Joseph answered briefly.

"Ohh... Let me help ya." I volunteered to help her. Although I have to be in his bag again.

We searched almost all corners of the room but could not find Joseph's cell phone.

"Maybe missed in Mu Suf's car." I tried to help Yusuf to remember where his phone was.

"Or maybe stay home." I'm still trying to guess - guess where the phone is.

But Joseph was still unresponsive, again searching all over the corner of his desk.

The results are still nil.

"Yusuf, I didn't see the phone from earlier on in your desk, try to think again, where is the possibility that you left it."

I also helped her tear apart her workbench and her whole thing.

"I can't think anymore." Reply Yusuf.

"Maybe in the car, here I help you find in your car." I asked Yusuf for the keys to check who knew his phone was missing in the car.

"I didn't bring a car." Answer Joseph again.

"Keep you here wearing what? a taxi? or maybe your phone missed in the Suf taxi, you still remember the license plate number? If you miss it in a taxi, how about donk? inside her must be a lot of important things." I even turned into a panic.

Hearing my long rant Joseph paused for a moment.

"Khoiratul Afiifah bint Muhammad Zain, can you help me find my phone without asking? Or at least stop blabbering, I can't even think Fah." Joseph turned his body towards me.

"I'm getting dizzy Fah heard you say ". Connect His.

"You why the hell? Why even jutekin me anyway?" I was a little upset with who Joseph was.

I sat back in my seat with no intention of helping Joseph find his cell phone again.

"Here's your phone!" Joseph came to me to my seat.

"Why what?" I asked in a hostile tone.

"You borrow, I don't want to sell, here's the hunt!"

Without ba bi mom I gave my phone to Yusuf.

"Where's my phone number?" Yusuf asked after a while of scanning my phone.

"Ohh so you want to call your number? Say donk from earlier."

"Community, where's my phone number?" Joseph's face seemed increasingly hostile.

"Fariz Friend." Answer me briefly.

Joseph immediately called his cell phone.

There was a sound of vibration, but out of nowhere, Joseph was still looking around his desk and mine.

But like her I heard the vibration of the phone coming from the prayer room.

I immediately checked the small room, and I was right... Yusuf's cell phone is on a small table where the prayer equipment is.

"Here's your phone, next time don't forget it, and have to be patient again." I gave the phone to Yusuf.

"Hmmm, thank you." He was grateful but not sincere. Fucking Yusuf.

After finding his cellphone, Yusuf immediately left without saying hello.

After Joseph's departure, I resumed my work.

I refocused on the monthly report file on my desk, baby I can't focus, my mood is ruined by Joseph's nature.

I leaned my head against the chair with my eyes closed while pinching my head that did not hurt.

Dret..

I heard the vibration of my phone, I lazily opened my eyes, saw who was calling me.

"Priest candidate?" I said shiver. "Whose number is this?"

***connect....