Special Journey

Chapter 2

After leaving Kia to the home of her grandparents (parents of my husband) I immediately drove to my workplace. Indeed, all this time when I work Kia always I leave at home mom and dad, I'm still grateful Kia in foster care of my two in-laws, at least I don't need an entrepreneur when working, I'm still grateful, because I also know that my two in-laws love Kia very much, understand that all this time they do not have a daughter, the meaning of her to my husband's three brothers is all men, he said, his grandchildren are all men, Kia is really treated like a princess, sometimes she acts really spoiled and selfish.

Once in the hospital I went straight to one of the rooms that read ICU, in this room I was on duty right, the beginning I was a little heavy to receive my SK in this room, I was in this room, because I know his work must be very heavy, but at the end of it I am grateful.

there are so many lessons and knowledge that I can get in this room, ranging from tools that used to be very foreign, counting the doses of drugs that always make me dizzy and others like that, it's true that the saying "we'll be able to when we get used to it" is what happens now. It's as if my brain has gone smoothly like a highway in the middle of the night.

Well. understand me this is the first time I served in the hospital, because at first I was just a nurse in a puskesmas in my village, my birth village. After graduating from college and getting a "registration letter" I decided to live in the village, all living with my grandmother and my wife.

In this room, aside from the knowledge, which I got, not a little I take care of the corpse, I am very timid if it has been the care of the corpse of course I will trouble anyone my friend on duty that night, boy I don't care, hehehe...

"Assalamualaikum sis." My greeting. Looks like a nurse who focuses on a very large report sheet in front of him.

He was a coworker with me, one of my closest friends. Friends, yes we have changed our friendship title to the level of friends.

"Wa'alaikumussalam! why is the tumben not late?" At first glance he glanced at the watch in his hand which then looked at me as if he could not believe tonight I came quite quickly, 15 minutes before the time was up.

"Hehehe... I am again very diligent." Answer me casually.

"You came by yourself, isn't it the same ana?" Ask that beautiful woman again whom I used to call sister Nada.

"Lho doesn't know. Is it sister Ana night service, brother? he used to call me, take me along, so I really don't know." Heading to locker number 04, and I immediately changed clothes for service. And approaching brother Nada. This room is semi-sterile. There should be special clothing to keep watch.

Tok...

"Assynnya!" KreKK... The sound of the door being pushed. At once I and Brother Nada looked over.

"Well this is what is said to come, your longevity brother." Connect me

"The answer was her greeting." protested sister Ana, "Your habit." He also passed away leaving me, immediately heading for the dressing room.

"Hehe... Waalaikumussalam sis." I hugged her. "What food did you bring? Why don't you know if my brother is also in service tonight?, the feeling on the schedule is not my sister?" I tried to stop last night on the service schedule I saw.

"Am I wrong?" I pointed at my nose.

"Ah, that's it." I'm shaking. Turning to the right of my head while my eyes are closed.

I sat next to Ana's sister, picking up her freshly brought fruit salad, which was in front of us. We're used to eating a spoonful for a crowd. There was never any disgust or disgust again.

Understandably, we are not just friends in the hospital but we often gather together. We are even like a family, because we have been together long enough, almost five years and thank God we never quarrel.

I am so grateful to have them here because I have no other siblings besides my husband's family.

"Yes, it had to be Fahran who served, but he suddenly had business so ask me to change his schedule!" Samsung sister Ana, while observing the monitor screen from my side.

We are already used to exchange service hours, what else. if there is a sudden need. because if you want permission it is definitely not possible, there must be another replacement, so the other alternative... Yes, like sister Ana and bang Brfan gini, if in the world of work we name her DEBT SERVICE hahahaha....

This is what makes me a little tired, actually I am the type of person who is covered in my household problems. Not because I do not believe in those who I consider to be brothers, just that I was afraid to be too tired to tell stories to forget to open the disgrace of family, I really keep my husband's good name. In the eyes of my friends, our family is perfect, a husband so kind, patient, well-established and humorous!

"Okay..is there anything you want to ask?" kak Nada ends the overship. That means, hours of service and patient responsibility are already in my hands and sister Ana.

"So later if the drug in this dopamine shiring pump runs out immediately I stop?" Sister Ana pointed to one device attached to the infusion pole. "no need to report the guard doctor again?" Kak Ana clarifies and repeats the explanation of Kak Nada.

"Yes, but if you want to report to reconfirm also not papa the eonni, at least later there will be no mistake, because the tension is not up, said Doctor Dara try to stop first one, we try to use a single dose of dobutamine, the matter is already a week but not yet stable eonni." We steady the face of the patient in front of us who appears to be asleep. Still fully conscious.

Kak Nada made it clear again while looking at the faces of our patients.

"Okay, I understand. Who's the doctor looking after tonight?" I don't know who that question Ana's sister asked.

"Don't know brother, hmmm was like a doctor nadia deh." My answer with doubt.

Ana and I started working, yes, our patient is only one but, make sure we won't sleep tonight, other than his unstable condition, also the atmosphere of the room is very cold, understand only here AC 24 hours mandatory stanbay. Because having to cool the tools are always on, and shit again, sister Ana and I are both allergic to cold, this is the biggest problem we both have, she said, we can be sure we're going to file all night.

To overcome this filek problem that never healed, alternatively we wear masks, sometimes even all night. If you can't stand it, cure our escape.

"Aki go home first ya nun, Fah." said Nada.

"Be careful, big brother, kiss your handsome son."

"OK..." Kak Nada formed his hand letter O, "I'm back well, fighting, spirit Fah, spirit eonni, hopefully Safe-safe well."

He walked away from the two of us while raising his two arms his hands excited us.

Eonnian... It almost became a call dear to us, (friends in the gankku) we were friends quite a lot, and of course we were all lovers of drakor, hahaha...

Unlike it with me, different I do not like the drama that actors like them, I prefer commercial drama aka kingdom.

Eonni. which means sisters, sometimes they also without special learning can memorize vocabulary in Korean.

Dret... Dret... Dret.....

The sound of my cell phone vibration,

I smiled to see who called me.

" Mom's son Assalamualaikum." I saw a cheerful face from behind the phone.

"Wa'alaikumussalam Mommy, I'm busy again huh?"

"Yes, I'm not working, why baby?" I put my phone in front, so that our video call connection is clearer and I can while continuing my work.

"No papa, sister Kia also just want to call Mom, yes already yes! assalamualaikum." What a encouragement to me and a healer to my tiredness.

" Wa'alaikumussalam dear." He also ended his call.

I carved the contacts on my phone looking for the name that says "husband" there, then I press call.

Tutt's..

My call was cut off, and I tried calling again, until many times but still with the same result. Finally I gave up, I started to get a little agitated, my heart started to fret and wonder about my husband.

I continued my work responsibly.

it was almost midnight, our work began to relax, but my eyes began to be unfriendly sometimes I fell asleep in my chair with a table to support my head, I'm still waiting for my husband to call but in vain, I decided to call him back.

This time my call is in rijec.

Dreet... My phone vibrates, I open the whatshap app, from it.

"Don't call, I'll walk." ⁇ ️ the contents of the message.

Jamb.... Spontaneously rippling my heart, this chest tightness, it's midnight but he just got home

"Where are you from?" I replied to her message.

"Friends' house, it's home." Reply to messages again.

I closed my phone, I ignored the message, I was still trying to give peace to my heart and mind

Maybe he's tired of looking for work all day, my mind.

Already have... I decided to watch Korean dramas only, I tried to find funny dramas on drakor sites. Id.

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After my job, I got home thinking the first thing I wanted to do was sleep, after staying up all night.

indeed, during this time he used to go home to night service if he could not sleep in the hospital, I ignored all my duties and responsibilities at home, I would choose to rest first, I would choose to rest first, not because I completely ignored or lazed around, I only gave a little energy to my body, I also had to be healthy.

"Would you sleep?" Suddenly I woke up to hear the man I called my husband startling me.

"Yes, for a short time two hours was not papa, last night I did not sleep at all." Amu changed his facing position.

"Don't sleep for long, mama called to pick up Kia, mom and dad want to go to the wedding of her friend's son papa." he talks to me but his gaze pokus on his cell phone.

"Can't you take care of us first? I'm really tired, you haven't worked."

Braackkk....

He hit the table in front of him,

"What if I don't work? I don't work nor do I want to, right? if you are tired of working do not have to work, just also work for a while already tired, indeed your policy was from the past too often lazing."

"I'm not lying! I'm really tired mas, I'm just asking for a little help mas, I only need two hours to sleep." My tone began to clear.

"Gee! no lust I saw your face." he got up from his seat and left the house.

'I must be patient, must be patient. ' my inner self while rubbing my chest.

Already my sleepiness, already lost to my desire to sleep, I began to be really tired, almost every day always fights like this that happened.

Finally I woke up, I decided to cook and wash, my drowsiness was really gone, as if afraid to return because of the clash of my husband earlier.

"Assalamualaikum... " Kia came with my mom and dad.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat... Ulu... Good son's mom's home?" I stretched out to my two hands to welcome her hug, I kissed her whole face with all the love and longing, parting all night with kia makes me really miss.

"Mama wants to go first yes, later if you bring Kia he must be fussy asking to go home quickly." Mom appears behind Kia.

"Yes, no papa, Kia's staying." Answer me, don't forget to smile.

"Where's Haiikal?"

"Hmmm didn't tell me I wanted to go." Answer me again.

Haikal is my automatic son, Haikal Efendi. He is the 2nd of 4 children, whom I have been calling husband.

"Ohh yeah, mama go first yeah."

"Yes ma."

I drove the woman who was no longer young to the front of the house, the two in-laws did not know that my husband did not work and liked to play forbidden, but they just kept quiet, he said, just advising never, whether they do not want to interfere, or do not care or they do not want their children tired at work.

Because all this time my two in-laws had a little pampering for my husband, because only his son Haik mas near them, their three sons chose to live in another city.

Mas Haikal never felt restless when at home there was no food, or kitchen equipment to cook, because he was more often at his parents' house.

"Did you drink milk?" I looked at my daughter's face with uneasiness and sadness, so much as I thought about her future, I was too afraid to not be a good mother to her.

"Yet Ma'am, it was out of the bath said the grandmother would drink her milk at home alone, grandma and grandpa hurried." Kia replied with a smile, how happy it is to be a child, not having to think about things and not having to be afraid for other things, as long as there are both of her parents on her side.

"Mom made milk well, wait a minute!" I rubbed his head.

"Yes ma'am." he started taking all his toys out of the basket, if it's like this can be ascertained, there's almost no gap without toys in his room, he said, all of it scattered everywhere. If this is the case, I can only breathe deeply.

"No papa son, I'll fix it again when I play." That's always my answer, when your little one asks for permission to unload all his toys.

After taking care of the house and Kia I decided to rest for a while, my drowsiness was no longer able to hold.