Special Journey

Episode 52

The night wind burst in, passing through the European-style windows. The coldness stabbed to the bone. Looks like it's going to rain.

Slowly Joseph closed the window that was occasionally covered in a gray curtain that swayed in the wind.

The perfect night for a newly married couple, right? Hehe.

Ten nights.

Finished praying isa I already want to lie down immediately, either can immediately sleep or not for sure I want to straighten my bones.

"What?" I was shocked as soon as Yusuf grabbed my body from behind.

"What?" I asked again and tried to hold the hand of Joseph who had begun to mischievously pull open my hair that blocked my neck. I think the level. Hee

"I have something for you." I changed my seat, following Joseph who was sitting beside me.

"Another gift?" I looked into Joseph's eyes with a frown on me.

"About? I was just about to love this." Yusuf whose forehead was furrowed, "cock again? Did I ever give you a gift before?"

"It!" I pointed to the ring with the crown of a light purple jewel in my sweet finger.

"It's a gift from Mom." Yusuf continued with a smile.

"This one... Especially me, first gift to my beloved wife." Seeing Joseph deliberately teasing, I hid my smile deep.

"God...!" I was amazed when I saw the necklace that was also crowned with a light purple jewel in the middle.

"This is seriously mine?"

"Definitely expensive?"

"It must be very valuable." I was holding a necklace around my neck.

"It's still worth less than you and still less expensive than you." One kiss again landed on my head that was able to make me back closed, enjoying the love that Joseph gave.

"Bang!" I again ventured to look into Joseph's sharp eyes.

"I don't need any of this, the dowry you gave me yesterday is more than enough."

"I don't need the abundance of treasure, or the pleasures of the world." My eyes started to glaze over.

"I just need my brother in every step of the way."

"Don't know!" two days together, one thing I just understood, when I called Joseph Brother, he would also call himself Brother, but when I called him Joseph, he will also call me or Joseph for himself.

"Abang tau, brother also believes that Brother's favorite wife is not the type of woman who contemplates the treasures and pleasures of the world, he said,

"Abang tau, the biggest woman berkahanya, is the cheapest woman dowry. But... Giving the dowry a little more taste is also not a problem because the brother does not feel burdened by it."

"Abang ngerasa dear is so valuable, so the dowry that you give is not worth it to a woman as good as you, the dowry shows gratitude Brother can already be a part of life dear."

"So... This gift is not part of the obligation of the dowry that Abng gave. There is no harm in giving happiness to women who have also made your life the happiest."

Already have... My tears could not stand, Yusuf really made me feel happy.

"Not crying, anyway! From now on I will always make you happy, if one day I do something wrong, please remind me too, rebuke me too, is it not the duty of husband and wife to remind each other?" Yusuf embraced my body and only I retorted with a nod.

"You want me to take my Dad's grave pilgrimage?" I nodded back.

"All of us will be on the Kia kemakam pilgrimage, and next week we can go home all honeymoon." I looked up at Joseph's face, looking more handsome.

"This ring Mommy put on Mami when Mom and Dad died I really can't remember, because I was so little." I let go of Joseph's embrace to hear more of Joseph's story. I want to be a part of the story of Pilu Yusuf.

"I only remember people's cries and condolences, and people's look of pity on me."

"Even I have no memories of my parents, I can only remember them through this Fhoto." By wiping the frame of the photo that I can make sure it is the photo of Joseph's parents.

I could see the longing in Joseph's eyes, the great longing, I remembered Mami's story, as Joseph who was cold turned colder and colder as his parents went.

Mami says that Joseph was getting harder to approach, even when he was a boy Joseph never made friends with anyone, there was only one male friend He had.

"Mami said, this photo was taken during a vacation here, it seems to be our last photo together." Yusuf was still staring at Fhoto in the hand, while swiping down the photo that might be the only reminder of his parents' faces.

"I miss them so much." Now I don't think Yusuf has any intention of hiding his sadness from me. I saw Joseph's weak side tonight.

"I miss them so much, Fah! All this time even though Mami and Papi loved me so much, I still miss those whom God has called."

"So please! After this stays by my side, help me get through my every life, be a solace in my every suffering, never leave me."

Seeing Joseph's gaze on me, with tears beginning to flow, revealed a sadness that he could not hide anymore, making my heart ache and sad.

"Yes, God willing I will always be there and always accompany you under any circumstances, I will never leave you." I clasped Joseph's hands tightly and wiped away the rest of his tears.

Nah! This is not the first time I have seen Joseph become weak, first when I found out what happened to Kia, I have also seen him so fragile.

"From now on don't be afraid to cry, I'll always be there, we'll go through everything together, don't hide your sadness anymore." I try to cheer you up with a smile.

"I will learn more about being a good wife, being a sholihah wife, who is ready to accompany you under any circumstances.

"I will learn to be a healer in every wound." I stroked Joseph's face gently.

"One more time! Thank you for this wedding gift, I love it, really like it." I held the necklace that was now wrapped around my neck.

"I'm sorry I haven't thought of giving you anything, I'm confused." I'm a little disappointed in myself.

"What's wrong, you have become the most beautiful and special gift in my life, thank you for also being willing to be a backup when I am fragile,

"Wherever... I'm just an ordinary man, who can also feel weak, too,

"But inshaAllah... I will always be your back, she I inshaAllah will always make sure you are happy, this is my duty."

"It's midnight, you must be sleepy, right? Just take a break." Joseph put my head over his hand, which had also gently caressed my cheek.

"Oh yeah! From now on learn to always call me Brother, not sometimes Brother sometimes Yusuf sometimes you."

"If I call you baby, will you?" Grinned the horse, and showed me a row of teeth.

"Hm." Joseph closed his eyes and kept holding me with one kiss back to feel on my cheeks.

"Hm."

"Can't you?" I'm still trying.

"Don't fishing! Need a charger." Seeing Yusuf's gaze as if ready to pounce on me, I immediately changed position by turning my back.

"You know? I've read, positions like this make it easier for me to explore your body." Joseph tightened his arms.

"My hands are getting better at it." Now Joseph's hand had filled both mounds in my face.

"Say I was told to rest!" I stopped Joseph's mischievous hand, "But it seems you have no intention of really making me rest in peace."

"Haha. So next time don't like to tease me, without being teased I always feel tempted by your body."

"Yes, she's asleep." I feel very tired, if I can let tonight I rest in peace.

"Oh yeah!" I changed my position to face Joseph.

"What else?" The eyes of Joseph settled me.

"When are we moving here?"

"Aah!" It seemed that Joseph was not in the mood to continue this conversation, maybe he was also tired, he closed his eyes again.

"Dude." I shake his arm.

"Darling..." Okay fine! I started, one kiss was lipped as a seduction, somehow I still do not want to sleep and still feel at home to tell him.

"I don't intend to move here, Fah" Yusuf's eyes were still closed, so he could have ignored the strawberry taste of my lips.

"Why?"

"Because now I need power, so I can think."

Seeing Joseph's eyes, which were like hungry lions, fear enveloped my heart.

"Ck. Reason." I closed my eyes, and ignored the hand of Joseph that had stopped mashing my chest.

"I'm serious, just the first time I did it with you, I felt so opium, after feeling that pleasure, I felt so excited the next day." Naturally, Joseph was always hungry when he was in the room with me. At the age of almost three-headed he just felt the so-called heaven of the world.

"Reason!" I still closed my eyes, but I could feel Joseph's honesty.

He's right! After that night I saw Yusuf's face looking more and more dazzling, a clear look of happiness on his face.

"You know? I'm so grateful to have you, even I'm so grateful." I looked at Joseph inside, I wanted to find the truth in his words.

"Thankful?" my eyes are getting deeper.

"Are you grateful, even though you're not the first person in my life?"

"Yes, I don't care about your past, I only care that right now I'm the one next to you, and I want to be the last person to feel the sweetness of your love."

"I will bring heaven to your marriage this time, I will make you continue to feel grateful to have me." I just tried to smile as best I could, somehow I felt anger and disappointment in Joseph's eyes when talking about my past.

"I often hear that... To pe ra wanan... Very caring and very much looking forward to the first night, you didn't even feel and get that from me." I'm still trying to trace Joseph's eyes looking for a lie there, "Do you not regret it? And still grateful to marry me?"

"Whether, I was a bad woman, who my husband left me with all my flaws and chose another woman."

He smiled cupped my cheeks together, "That's not my priority, if indeed I want a woman who is still sealed, I can choose another."

"I believe you're a good woman, if you've been fooled and separated, maybe she's the one who's not good for you."

"In any case, the widow said that she was more experienced and more seductive of my faith." Yusuf swiftly launched his attack, locking my lips with the overflow of his passion, a moment later Joseph looked at me lovingly, it finally makes me willingly spend the night and knit the despair and as a complement to the taste in life, making the atmosphere warmer, as a complement to my and Joseph's night.

"Darling... Thank you." Thank you." Kiss after kiss rained down on my face, with a sweat that added to the impression of Joseph's courtesy, he slumped down beside me weakly, as if all his energy was drained away.

"Hmma." A kiss full of love landed on Joseph. Hugs and sweat became the cover of the story tonight, hugging each other, as if they could no longer be separated.

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Tracing the handsome face of Joseph who was still asleep, stroking slowly Joseph's long nose protruding out, many times my heart returned to gratitude.

"MashaAllah... Beautiful is God's creation." I said softly with my hands still attached to his heart.

"Hm! Am I that handsome?" The sound of a typical baritone waking up disperse my daydream.

"Oh... Already awake?"

"Hm? Am I that handsome? It seemed like you were very comfortable looking at me." he held the hand I was about to lower from his face.

"Yes, so handsome. And I'm afraid of this good looks, I'm afraid women out there are trying to get your good looks off me."

"Don't think that I too would be like that man who doesn't know gratitude." It seems that Joseph knew this heartbreak.

"I believe you won't leave me for another woman, will you? But it's only natural that I'm scared." For a moment our views met.

"Let's get up, soon dawn, brother not mosque?" I closed my upper body.

"Bring both of you!" Joseph sat down on the bed.

"Kc... Don't be naughty Bang." I pulled the blanket that Joseph had removed from my tube.

"But! I can walk on my own, I'm not a virgin who feels pain when you eat." I tried to escape when Joseph tried to lift me up.

"Let go of the Bang, it falls. I'm heavy, I can walk alone." Still trying to rebel.

"Even if you're not the virgin girl I married, it's still legit." Joseph's lips lifted up slightly.

"Don't feel worthless when you're with me, don't feel insecure, you're so meaningful and valuable to me." Hearing Yusuf's words, I relaxed my body and resigned as I was lifted into the bath.

After separating from Haikal and since knowing there are men who have asked you from Father and Mother, I am increasingly diligent in learning all things that can make a harmonious relationship between husband and wife.

A little bit I know the benefits of bathing with a partner, even the Prophet also often do it with his wives.

Because I want marriage to be the last in my life, because then I am also more active in learning to improve and strengthen myself.