
A mother's love really gives her peace because she always assures me that everything will be fine, I'm really grateful to still have my mother by my side.
A father's love can make me strong, a father who always gives me strength to keep going, a father who makes me believe, I can face all the problems of my life.
Thank you, mother.. It always made me feel so valuable.
Thank you Fariz, for being the sister who was ready to stand in front to protect me.
Which other favors do I lie about, right?.
And I know that happiness is not something that is created by itself, it comes from myself. I chose her.
After telling my father and Fariz I felt relieved but to be honest there was another burden on my heart.
Where should I start my life?.
Where should I start to rise?
I lay my body on the side of my bed.
I looked for Fariz's name on my phone screen, and I called Fariz immediately.
Didn't wait long for Fariz to answer my call.
" assalamualaikum, what's up, brother?? " answer fariz from there.
" waalaikumussalam, hmmm again in the office y deck? " answer me.
" yes, why? ".
" long time to go home? If you go to the office, can you? " ask me again.
" don't it be night, if there is a need or want to tell a story wait for me to come home, or tomorrow morning ".
" sister wants to see your cafe ". I'm still trying to be allowed to go to the cafe.
" tomorrow, me and bang satria are also ready to go home ".
" hmmm, yes, assalamualaikum ". I also ended my call.
***
Fariz and POV.
At Cafe.
After the call was interrupted, Fariz seemed to think of something.
" bang, hmmm do you remember my sister? ".
Fariz approached the knight and Fariz spoke to the knight with some hesitation.
" what is it? ". Satria opened the work files on her desk without looking at Fariz.
" do you remember or not? ". Fariz repeated the question while sliding the chair and sitting in front of Fariz.
" yes, if I remember why? If you don't remember why?. "stria still read the files.
" hmmm he's come home here you know bang ". Fariz replied hesitatingly.
" continues? ". Setria glanced at fariz at a glance.
" yeah not constantly, I just tell you, who knows brother still remember my brother ". Fariz was disappointed by the attitude of the knight.
Either get the thoughts and ideas from which fariz intends to match the knight with his brother, afiifah..
Seeing the smiling satria without meaning to fariz became confused.
" why are you smiling? ". Ask fariz.
But satria was still smiling.
" no brother wants to play at my house? " ask fariz again.
" dad sama mother has also not met brother for a long time, if there is time to play to the house bang ".
Seeing the still-silent satria ahir his fariz offers a satria to be able to play at his house, the real reason his father and his mother want to meet, actually, but fariz's real intention was to bring together the knight and his older brother.
" god willing, my brother will come home ". Satria smiled looking at Fariz who first smiled at him.
" brother really want to move here not back to Jakarta again? ". Fariz stood up from the front of the knight and sat down on the sofa.
" yes, brother has taken care of the letter moved here ". Now the knight also moved to the sofa.
" alhamdulillah.. I'm so much calmer there's a brother here, honestly I don't really understand the employees here bang ".
" you are the only one who still likes to mess around and not seriously work ".
" how are your applications prepared? ". Stria.
" there is no preparation anyway bang, tomorrow week I'm the same filen plan want to find the goods for shipment ". Answer fariz.
" bang, are you seriously not interested in my sister anymore? ".fariz is still trying to bring closer the satria floor plan of his brother, afiifah.
Setria laughed at Fariz's question.
" i'm serious you know bang, brother affiifah has separated from her husband, honestly I'm a little happy and grateful they separated ". Fariz.
" you it, not her sad even happy to see her sister separated ". Satria sipped the coffee that was in front of her.
" well bang, I feel like kak afiifah has never been happy all this time ". Fariz glanced back at Satria.
" hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. " Satria blows her breath.
" brother tau afiifah has gone home, and brother has met him, even with his son, kia also ". Satria smiled as she looked towards Fariz who was confused by Satria's reply.
" brother met brother afiifah where bang? " fariz stared at the sharp knight with curiosity.
" aha... There is, yes we have gone home, it is night, the cafe is also closed ". Setria stood up to go home.
" bang.. Answer me first, where did you meet my brother? " fariz half ran down one by one the stairs immediately following the satrai in front of him.
" time on the bus ". Answer Satria briefly.
" yes already, brother went home first yes, send greetings to father and mother, and do not forget to send greetings to afiifah and kia ". Satria got into the car and immediately left fariz who was still silent to see the knight car speeding quite fast.
" on the bus?, when did you leave the house? What else is on the bus? Same with me again, I don't know ". Fariz muttered to himself while scratching his non-itchy shoulders.
" or don't don't.., ahh no way ". Fariz was unsure of what he was thinking at the moment.
" i'd better go home soon and ask the same brother affiifah ". Fariz also left the cafe area to his house.
On the trip fariz was very curious where his co-worker who was about to make his brother-in-law met the brother, the brother, fariz could not wait to get home and hunt down the older brother with questions - questions that are very important according to him.
***
In-house.
" assalamualaikum, brother, brother affiifah ". Fariz went into the depths of the house and immediately looked for an affiifa in the lower room, who knows he can find an affiifa in the kitchen or in the lower living room, although that is a little impossible, he said, they rarely gather in the lower room.
" waalaikumussalam, you why the deck came home screaming ". Suddenly she came out of the kitchen with a glass of warm milk.
Fariz's steps stopped hearing the voice of the woman he knew so well.
Fariz came down from the stairs that were about to find the affiifa to the upper room, he approached the mother who was still standing in the original place.
" no, this is for your beloved mother's husband, you are the habit of screaming, try to see what time it is now "mother pointed at the direction of the clock on the wall.
" heee, at 11pm "answer fariz while ponytails.
" already know almost midnight still screams disturb your sleeping people ". Mother pinched fariz's arm.
" godmother, sick.. Mother habit deh pinch-cubit ". Fariz rubbed his arm.
" anything is only the mother who heard, so the others must not be disturbed, mother why not sleep? Where to make milk at midnight again?, want to make a strong father to love fariz sister again ". Fariz nagging long.
" eleh.. Already old mother mah, taking care of you two mothers can stress, let alone add children, mother enough to add grandchildren from you ". Mother stepped into the upper room followed by fariz.
" you why the midnight squeals? " the mother asked again.
" there's something important I want to ask my sister "answered Fariz.
" your sister is asleep, already a new husband's dream may hehehe ".
Fariz laughed very loudly at my mother's words.
" aamin ". Fariz mengamiin mother's speech while rubbing her two hands into the face.
" aha... You even seriously deck "mother laughs with fariz reaction.
" no papa lah bun, who knows kak afiifah the happier, yes already fariz want to rest first, good night bun ". Fariz kissed the mother's cheek before passing away leaving the mother.
***
* Back to afiifah. *
This morning I somehow woke up a little lazy, probably because I was still sleepy because I slept a little longer than usual last night.
After returning home I did get a little sleepless at night, maybe for no reason, I again tried and learned to always pray at night.
I want to be a night prayer as a necessity for me.
Slowly I wanted to get better, besides that I had read in an article that the prayer at the time of tahajud or prayer that night was like the right arrow hit the target.
I felt a sense of calm as I got close to my robb.
I will always try to be a man of fear. Let time heal and heal these wounds and sorrows, may I always be ready to accept them.
Just like this morning, after the evening prayer I read a variety of Islamic books to increase my insight and knowledge about Islam, or sometimes I read the holy verse of the Koran so that my heart is calmer, waiting for dawn.
After the morning prayers I sometimes go to the kitchen to help mom siti prepare breakfast for all of us. But sometimes I also continue to sleep, understand that I am still learning to be really good.
Exactly at 07:00 Wib.
This time we all had to gather in the dining room, without having to be called. Because this has become a tradition in my family, I realize I'm small.
I'm starting to see people heading to the kitchen for breakfast.
" sister, I have an important question ". Fariz suddenly startled me from behind.
" it's still morning deck, brother's stomach is empty again, so sister hasn't received any questions now ". I refused for a while before Fariz actually asked. I don't really know what he wants to ask.
" okay after eating I'll ask brother ". Fariz sat down on my side chair.
" good morning and enjoy the super-beautiful food of om fariz ". Fariz rubbed his head so as to make his curly hair a little messy.
" on fariz oh.. Messy hair kia so her "kia upset to see Fariz's behavior.
" heheh.. Sorry om fariz well, today I want to join om fariz streets with aunt filen no? " fariz glanced at kia while winking her left eye.
" who's aunt filen? " ask kia.
" hmmm aunt who will be friends kia and om fariz later her ". Answer fariz.
" ohhh. , kia want to go on her walks om "kia smile.
" his word tomorrow week you just want to go with filen riz ". Mother spoke up.
" yes mother, but last night Filen changed his mind today, he also can't wait to meet the father of the same mother ". Say fariz again.
" want to take mbak also? ". I was hoping Fariz would take me for a walk, because I was getting bored at home.
Fariz glanced at me" but answered Fariz's question first ".
" sister said, brother has not received any questions, sister can not answer in to the hungry ". I looked towards Fariz.
" what do you want to ask me about the deck,? From last night it was a big ". Mother spoke up.
" ahh already, the point is answer, this is very important, fariz was impatient to wait brother finished eating ". Fariz put the spoon in his hand, then looked at me with a full glance.
" what the hell is that ngeliatin kayak deck? Yes, I will answer, do you want to ask what? " i put a spoon on my plate.
" sister still remember not the same fatner I work at Cafe?, bang satria ". Fariz looked at me getting weird.
" remember, why? ". Answer me cuek.
" when did you ever meet her? " fariz is still staring at me.
" hmmm, meet? I guess he never met deh, after all brother did not remember the same face, sister met also only one time doank, when father was sick ". I continued eating.
" honestly brother ". Fariz was still staring at me strangely.
" ihh you what the heck ngeliatin deck brother until so much ". I started to get annoyed with Fariz's gaze.
" then he was honest ". Fariz still forced me.
" why the hell deck? ". The father who had been silent as before began to be disturbed by fariz questions.
" know this kid, weird ". My timpal.
" sister has been honest, brother never met him again, look like his brother had forgotten ". Connect me.
" oh yeah, what are you wearing here for? ". Ahh hearing Fariz's question this time I immediately fell silent.
I did not say that I went back to Jambi using the services of a bus, because my father and mother never gave permission, what was their reason.
I ignored Fariz's question, then resumed eating.
" sister, let's answer, brother on the bus to come back here? ". Hearing Fariz's words, my father and mother looked at me.
" kia, baby.. Om fariz want to ask kemaren here from jakarta kia wear what? Take a bus or plane? ". Fariz chose to ask kia after not getting an answer from me.
" use the bus om, kia saaaangat like, there is a ship there is the sea, there continues to be a good sister nisa, and a handsome om yusuf ". Kia told me enthusiastically.
Hearing her answer, Fariz smiled. Many times Fariz seemed to hold back his smile.
" are you really using the bus? ". Dad looked at me, then looked at me.
I replied with a nod of the head.
" i'm sorry well, if you know the father of the mother not if the afiifah is honest, after all the afiifah has also reached home safely with kia ". I tried to defend myself.
" Ning nong's..
" Ning nong's..
Suddenly I heard the sound of the house bell ringing.
Seriate...