Special Journey

New 10 Day Episode

The word Hijrah is derived from the word hajara which means to move (place of circumstances or nature).

Or it can be interpreted to BREAK his relationship with other parties who are able to damage the faith.

Bismillah I started a new day and a new story in my life.

Right at one o'clock in the afternoon.

I was at the terminal waiting for the bus to depart.

I decided to go back to my parents' house one day ahead of my promise to Haikal which means tomorrow.

All my business in Jakarta is done, I also have paid attention to my in-laws.

They had no choice but to allow it. They only asked not to hinder them from meeting Kia.

Obviously I'm willing to. After all, Kia is their family.

But I'm not happy with Haikal. After the incident that night we never rebuked again.

"So I say yes, please forgive me all my mistakes and khilaf, brother, hopefully one day we can meet again."

I hugged them alternately, Brother Nada, sister Ana and sister Valen.

Obviously we were crying, no matter how much we have been through the days for the past few years. They have become a family to me.

"Don't forget to invite me when you're married okay!" I grabbed Ana and Valen's shoulders while smiling seductively, perhaps precisely to change this sad atmosphere.

"You should be happy there, Fah, don't forget to always tell us!" sister Nada hugged me back.

"Wish we can mate well, who knows our soul mate will be near you, Fah."

As soon as I laughed at Ana's words, forcing myself to laugh, I wanted to look stronger in front of them.

"Aami... Who knows, right? god's arranged soul mate." sister Ana did not accept my laughter.

"Yes yes aamiin, yes we already say yes brother, Kia salim used to be the same aunt as Aunt." I guided Kia's hand.

We waved at each other as the bus I was riding with Kia started speeding away.

"Yes Allah... I know it's your will, I know it's all happening with your permission, I believe there will be wisdom in every problem. Please make me your servant in your path, become stronger.guide me to become more believer after this, please take care of Kia, give us happiness. Help me to be a good mother to Kia, help me to guide Kia to be a child who believes in you."

I promise to learn to forgive Haikal and Felli.

In my heart I wish they were happy.

I prayed in my heart that Felli would not feel what I was feeling.

Well... Hating is not the solution to start the calm.

Well... Hating will only make me continue to feel pain.

I believe there is a God with me.

"Mothers..We're going to Om Fariz's house, right? Brother loves to ride this bus, Mom." Kia's voice gave me a daydream.

"Yes... We'll move to Grandma and Atok's house, so you can meet Om Fariz every day." I said with a smile.

"Sister happy?" my smile grew even more excited at how excited I was.

"Happy Mother." she kissed my left cheek and hugged me.

"Thank you Mom, you love me so much." she kissed me again, and it was more than enough to make this heart calm again and strong, Kia was my greatest source of strength.

I hugged her back too.

"Let's go to sleep, when you get to the ship you wake up."

I gently stroked the top of his head.

I chose the bus as my means of return, besides I want to take longer to get to my hometown. I want to see and enjoy my journey this time.

Understandably all this time I have never returned ball jakarta - Jambi using the services of a bus, usually I always use a plane to get there quickly.

I don't know why this time my choice was to use the bus service.

Maybe I want to try sailing while enjoying the vast sea view later. In an hour the bus I was riding on would reach the port of peacock.

Peacock Port is a port in peacock pulo, in the city of Cilegon Banten. This port is the only access crossing as a link between Java and Sumatra Island, through the port of Bekauhuni Lampung.

Kia must be very happy on the trip this time, understand this is the first experience Kia felt in the middle of the sea.

I can't wait to get on that big ship.

Of course large, the ship was not only carrying passengers but also buses and other vehicles that were about to cross.

"Mother when do we get to the ship? Mom said we'd get on a big boat? " hhh it turns out we're awake and can't wait to get on the ship.

" patiently yes.. Hmmm we'll be up to " soon "

" excuse me how much longer will we get to the peacock port? " i ventured to ask a woman who was sitting on the bench behind me with a man who might just be her husband, I didn't see her look because she fell asleep covering her face with the book. My guess is that woman is younger than me, probably fariz.

Ahh stupid, but I don't want to know who that man is either. My inner.

" in a minute ma'am, in about 30 minutes "he smiled answering my question.

" thank you "I nod my head in my gratitude.

" uh mbak who in the back said soon we arrive, patience yes "I tell you the answer to the question earlier.

Spontaneous alone kia stood up from her seat.

" are we really going through the sea? " kia asked the figure of the woman behind us.

" right, you like the sea? " ask the woman to Kia.

" like... Really like my brother "

kia clenched both her hands in front of her chest while smiling as she closed her eyes, maybe she imagined how beautiful the scenery would be.

Kia returned to her sitting position.

" later on the boat do not run around, danger "I remind you before you get to the ship.

Of course I know how hard and active he is, he will not be able to stay in his place.

" he... Is there a lot on the ship, ma'am? " now I know that we must be hungry.

" hmmm there may be, but I don't know what food there is, mother is also like sister has never been on a ship "I snooped her nose.

" sister... Is there a lot of food on the boat? " kia stood back up and asked the woman.

" kia's.. Can't do that, must be patient, don't disturb his sister, his sister wants to rest son "I pull kia's back so that kia back sitting in her position.

" no papa ma'am, I am also sad again, thank God there is entertainment "answered the woman.

" what do you want to eat? " now the woman's eyes are on Kia.

" hmmm fried chicken may be " replied kia while thinking.

" there's... Many even, adek can eat as much as later "the woman smiled kindly at kia.

Honestly, he is very sweet, wear an also syar'i violet gamis combined with black khimar dangling length close perfectly throughout his aurat.

" my name is kia kak, even I'm brother, not adek " protest kia while smiling.

" ohhh called brother dad? " the woman smiled again. This time I looked back and smiled back.

" greetings know kia, sister annisa's name "she smiles again. Subhanallah.. It was so sad to see her smile so sweet.

" this is my mom, "kia pulled my hand.

" i am afiifah mbak nisa, her mother kia "I extend my hand as a sign of introduction.

" it's nice to meet mbak afiifah and kia "he welcomed my helping hand.

" well we've reached kia, soon we can go down "

ahh right now the bus we were riding had started to get into the ship.

" asikkk " Cheers.

god how happy I am to see you so happy.

" may you always smile and laugh like this, God '

The fear of happiness now comes suddenly without me expecting.

I'm afraid I can't make you happy.

I was afraid I could not meet the needs of my life.

It's true that it hasn't crossed my mind what kind of work I'm going to do in the future.

Will I be a burden to my parents again?

How'this?

"Astagfirulah... "

Quickly I wastighfar, what am I afraid of, right?

Is not god rich?

Am I not healthy and strong enough to work?

Any work does not matter as long as God's effort will certainly open the way.

Astagfirullah.. Forgive the servant who doubts your goodness and riches, O Allah.

Now this bus is parked on this very large ferry.

I also led her out of the bus following Anisa who had just met me earlier.

I walked without looking back.

" wah this is very beautiful mom "enthusiastic kia.

" god doth my brother, very wide "I murmured in admiration while tightening my grip on kia.

To be honest, I was afraid that the installment was out of my grasp and sight.

Kia can loose anytime like a slippery eel fish.

But really I am grateful to have kia and see the growth and development of kia perfectly.

I followed where I pulled my hand.

Sometimes going up to the top of the ship and back down, I don't know what he was looking for.

I just follow without asking.

And then I know what he wants.

" my inner "eating place.

It is fitting that he went up and down independent pacing upstream downstream walking as if tirelessly.

" sister wanted chicken 2 y bu "he pointed to fried chicken wrapped in flour commonly called chicken.

" two?, a lot of very sis, one before if it is up and still want again, mother can buy again, if directly two trus later can not be redundant you know "

I explained to kia meekly and looked her in the eyes.

This is my habit. I've heard a child psychologist tell me how good it is to talk to or counsel a child by looking into the child's eyes.

Alhamdulillahot... Science really does provide good benefits.

Kia knows better, although sometimes has also denied. His name is also children.

" if tubazir will be his friend who? " i am still in a half-sitting position aligning my gaze with my eyes.

" his friend the devil "kia smiled, if his response was like this, it means his kia received my input and advice.

I looked around looking for an empty table after buying the order earlier, I also ordered each other like kia. I'm also laper.hehee

" sister anisa "kia pulled my robe towards the table where anisa and her husband were sitting.

" uh sister kia, here sitting next to sister "anisa shifts her seat more straight to her husband and lets me and kia sit join them.

To be honest I was a little awkward and felt bad bothering Anisa and her husband.

But how else you will definitely not want me to move any empty desk was almost no more.

" sister brother again later kia fell "anisa encouraged her husband to shift a little.

" hmmm "her husband then shifted a little without a certain reaction.

I'm getting bad. Like she doesn't like me and me.

I just kept quiet while enjoying my meal and occasionally gave kia a drink.

" where are you and where are you going? " anisa's divided our interests.

If you eat an unusual way of talking, he will be very focused and enjoy his meal.

" from jakarta mbak nis, and want to go back to Jambi "

answer me if there is. Of course I was still awkward sitting among them.

" ohhh "his answer made me even more awkward, as if Anisa was just a small talk to me without any real intention to chat.

" where did Anisa come from and where did she go? "

ask me to vent, maybe right to familiarize yourself. Who knows can be a cool friend during the trip so as not to be too bored.

" same mbak, I am also from Jakarta going to Jambi, my parents sometimes live in Jakarta sometimes also in Jambi, I happen to want an event in Jambi "

I didn't think he would respond to my question with such a long explanation.

" ohhh that's "I'm smiling.

" now her parents Anisa's in Jakarta?" ask me again. Why am I so kepo and curious gini anyway?, my mind regrets because I want to know many things about this sweet girl.

" they also returned to Jambi mbak, but they use the services of aircraft " replied ny again.

" why is Anisa even using a bus? " i keep asking.

" let it be long until Jambi mbak heheh, alhamdulillah.. You can meet this beautiful little girl and mbak afiifah it turns out "

God, why do his words make me happy.

" mbak afiifah just this time yes use the bus back to Jambi? " the t again.

There was fear in my heart she asked about my husband.

" yes, "my answer is short.

" just go home together? " he asked back.

My feelings are getting scared. I am not ready to reveal my status as a widow. I was afraid of being looked down upon and looked down upon by others, not unlike Nisa.

" yes mbak nisa, I went home together sma kia only "I still continue eating me without seeing anisa in front of me.

'please don't ask where my husband's hoping in my mind.

" abi Kia is no longer dear to kia kak nisa"