SEBANGKU

CRY

*You took my husband.

You are just a past that you don't need to remember.

Realize yourself you have a daughter don't be an actor

Hey, you know this woman is becoming a destroyer of my household, taking my husband's attention.

Ma'am Sha I didn't think you were like that.

Sha you're a hypocrite

Sha you can find another man

I didn't expect you to be educated by your mother to be an actor*.

"Yetoooooo!" sha shouted immediately woke up, sweat had spread in the temple and part of his body. Really the story of the mother before going to bed last night so entered into the subconscious of Sha.About the father, about Irsyad and the accusations of others to him make the subconscious of Sha depressed. Although Sha's appearance is fine.

"Astaghfirullah," he said with hunting breath.

Drt....

Sha turned to the vibrating phone. He took it trying to divert from the dream. "Yes, Syad?" answer Sha on Arsyad's call.

"Later when you get to the office, please open my work desk drawer, there is a blue-clothed file please send the design of the clothes that are there. Thanks." Thanks."

"Yes, " answered Sha.

"Why are you Sha?"

"No pa-pa, I want to get ready first."

"OKAY. I'm not waiting until 10."

"Yes bringel."

"You make clothes line but the design of the clothes is not carried, strange," grumbled Sha then moved to the bathroom.

When Sha was about to leave for work, he saw the mother struggling with the customers. "Sha's leaving, Mom!"

"Yes!" mother replied as she welcomed Sha's hand, salim.

"If there's anything directly contact Sha," pinta Sha full of intent. And mom just nodded really understanding what Sha said.

For a moment Sha looked around the house, nothing suspicious, Sha still thought that the arrival of the father would lurk his house continuously.

Along the way to the office Sha kept thinking Actually what happened. He was left married, met Arsyad, was considered an actor and now the father came. Sha's brain can't think clearly, it can't guess what's going to happen. Yes, Sha is not a shaman.

"What if I met that guy?" sha's heart kept thinking about him. Lying if he says he doesn't care or isn't curious. Because since the story with his mother, in his little heart he wanted to meet his father. Wanted to ask why he had to give a bitter story in his childhood so that he could not believe in men.

God, it is wrong if the child does not want to see his father. I am just a human being, God, I am not forgiving.

Sha was crying on the bike, trying to focus on the road but the inner struggle about a father continued.

Once at the office, he did not show a lot of smiles, even meeting Diva only he just waved his hand. At his desk, he wiped the remaining tears and was coughed up by Danu.

"Once crying, Mr. Danu. You see, old date again," he said chiming in Danu jokes. He immediately entered the room of Arshad, doing as Arshad had commanded this morning.

Sha opened the blue map, and there was a clothing line design designed by the Arsyad team. Maybe this backup design until missed is not brought.

Sha's phone is vibrating, he's just about to scan the design at Arsyad's request, uh the handsome boss is impatient to make a video call.

"Assalamualaikum to wb, Syad. Immediately nap, this again I scan," ceplos Sha even forgot to call sir in the office area.

"Why are you crying?" ask Arsyad to the point. She just finished taking a shower, and heard a message coming in from Danu. Said Sha was crying again.

"I'm not crying, sir. I'm again scanning the design you asked for!"

"Tapu said Danu..."

"Sir Danu aja lebay, people again wipe the eyes using tissue already pitted. To be honest." sewot Sha who does not like the attitude of Danu.

"It's not him who's better, but it's me who gave the order that he look out for you."

"You don't have to be overprotect that time Syad," Sha's mood is not good, want him to tuh people around him do not need to ask why crying and over attitude. Because Sha himself has been used to crying in silence since childhood.

"Yes, sorry. I'm just worried."

"Crying girls are common, tired again, badmood again, and grin is also easy to cry."

"Yes. I see," Arsyad relented, from Sha's tone he knew that the girl was not well. It is better that he immediately finish the business here to see firsthand the state of Sha.

Sure enough, after receiving a scan of the design. Arsyad got no reply from Sha. Danu Sha said she was focusing on working on the laptop. At lunch Sha was seen eating lunch with financial children first. Note the importance, Sha's smile is no longer as cheerful as usual. Really Danu very reliable to give a report.

Arsyad was impatient to hear the news Sha, after the maghrib prayer he immediately made a video call to Sha. Lucky to be lifted. The beautiful girl was still wearing a face, very beautiful.

"What's wrong?" sha asked, he knew that Arsyad would interrogate his condition today.

"Girl Sholehah, hail napa first!" arsyad protesting who was still wearing a shirt, it seemed like the handsome boss had just arrived at the hotel.

"Yes Assalamualaikum" he replied.

"If that's more and more affectionate," seductive Arsyad melted the atmosphere, he saw Sha's eyes are a bit cute, maybe just finished crying.

"What the hell, Syad. If you want to fight not now, I want to pay a salary."

"Yes, I'm going to take a shower too. Sha you consider me your life partner, right?"

Sha just twisting the lazy eye, friends just do not need to be added to life friends as well. "Friends and boss, why the hell?" annoyed already Sha.

"Lo there's another problem, right? I'm ready to be a listener, Sha."

Sha was silent, his eyes were teary. Her tiny nose was flushed, and Arsyad was looking at her intensely. "Don't cry first napa Sha."

"I want to cry, Syad. You can be arrested!" sewotnya while wiping tears with the strands of the face.

"It looks like it will be a long time, okay I take a shower first, I pray it out I video call again. I love you!" this is how Arsyad, as good as he just played close the call, Sha has already cried even left. Really sucks. But Sha suddenly smiled faintly, if only that Irsyad would have waited for Sha to finish telling a story. No matter what he hasn't prayed yet, anyway for Irsyad, Sha number one.

Why should I compare you guys. Obviously different, and I hope Arsyad always keep his prayers. Thanks Arsyad ..at least you can divert my sadness. Inner Sha before opening the Qur'an mushaf.