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Farah is getting divorced. Next week his trial.

So Farah's mom's message to her husband. Their communication was only limited to Farah's situation. There is no communication that concerns the relationship of the two, especially until making out, is impossible.

In chat as well as not reply, it feels mama Farah is numb with the husband. Sometimes to think, 20 years is not a short time but the husband is very difficult to give up his love for the ex. Mama Farah to think what might be dipelet, but the word pellet does not affect when crossing the ocean. Hah..indeed too love.

If you remember the early days of marriage, the in-laws to give a threat about inheritance. Until the husband was forced to marry her, and when declared pregnant since then, mama Farah has never been touched until now. Farah's mother asked for divorce because she could not stand the cold attitude of her husband, but in fact she preferred to survive.

Farah's care was not too involved, the husband was just a provider. "What about papa, Ma?" asked Farah, worried that the mother had forgotten to give the papa information.

Mama Farah did not answer just showing room chat with her husband. Farah sighed west, staring intensely at the mama with a sad look. "We are the same, Ma!"

"Instantly, yes!" mama Fatah replied briefly. Currently crying because being questioned is not the time, even if the husband responds quickly is very unnatural.

"Why don't you back off like Farah?" asked Farah suddenly. Since long ago he wanted to know the exact reason why the relationship between his parents was cold and flat. Whether the mother, papa or two large families must be the answer to compact papa has a business in Ausie. As a child, Farah may be accepted, but since High School she has started to be suspicious but has not received a satisfactory answer.

"Because of you!"

"Why me?"

"Pity you don't get a father figure, if we get divorced first."

Farah smiled grimly, "Until now Farah had felt that she had no father in the past."

"Kok say that? Papa will always be present if you need, papa also gives any item as you want."

"But papa never took my mom and I together. Indeed papa was present when I was performing, but mama there is arisan or the other. If I walk the same papa in the mall mama does not want to come along for reasons that do not make sense. And papa okay. Since then Farah has only been able to figure out what's going on with my parent? Mama realized that papa's cold attitude and mama hurt Farah."

"Flood?" mama was a little surprised. Unexpectedly, the child who grew up beautiful, cheerful and obedient kept a heart wound as a child.

"Shock it, Ma?"

The mother nodded.

"At a young age Farah always felt jealous that Farah's friends were between the two with her parents. But Farah? Never have you been delivered by papa and mama."

"When graduating from High School or nursing academy, only mama also came. Until Farah thinks maybe I'm the kid you didn't expect. Isn't it Ma?"

The mother hugged Farah. He could not hold back his tears, felt guilty and could not give a warm family.

"I'm sorry, son!"

"Mama should be the same story Farah. Farah's an adult, Ma. Farah knows how mom feels, loving yourself is not good."

Mama just nodded, "Indeed. Loving yourself is hard."

"Why is that?" ask Farah curiously. I hope my mom wants a real story. The reason behind my father not loving my mother.

"Just like you, because the ex."

"He adored her so much that he loved her so deeply. Mama doesn't know who that woman is but obviously papa you once said this Sorry I won't be able to love you, because my heart already belongs to Iswa. Since then mama has been finding out who Rahmi is, but Papa you are very close to saving the whereabouts of the woman. Mama once asked oma and opa, she didn't know."

"Related Opa doesn't know?" Farah did not believe in the wealth of the Opa could not find who Iswa was.

"Mama did not believe it at that time, she asked Uti for help to find who Iswa was, and indeed the woman was not touched until now she did not know."

"Photo?"

Mama shook her head. "You know how papa behaved towards mama, even the closet asked to be separated. Mama suspected papa had a house or apartment used to keep the former's secret."

"You never asked me to forget my ex?" Farah was very curious how the papa lived in the shadow of the former. Irsyad is also so but if you have the desire to keep looking for him.

"How to ask that from the beginning your father give an ultimatum, if you can not stand his attitude please step down."

"What a cruel thing, Ma!" even though he said it like that, he still did not get his heart angry at the papa. "There must be a secret behind this, Ma."

"definitely. And until now mama failed to pry that secret."

Farah fell silent. His household is destroyed, the trial process will run. All he wanted was to be accompanied by his parents. However, the strongest support of a child is the parents.

"Farah wants papa here as the trial goes, Ma!"

Mama Farah just nodded, "Try calling, yeah. Mama can't help."

Farah immediately sent a message to the father. He doesn't care if he's answered or not. In addition to the trial, she wanted clarity in her mother's and papa's household. Now he has entered the age of 4 heads approaching old. What wants to be like this continues, what about his old age. Because after all someone will be happier and more comfortable when in his old age to live with loved ones.

If you finally meet the ex, and choose to live with him, it's okay too. All this time he must have lived with tremendous inner torment. There is no need to turn on one side because love comes as a gift, and the heart cannot be forced.

Pa....Farah was sad again.

Farah's foe to the papa. Although he is also rarely spoiled but the mother tried to pay attention to him. The chat is always answered despite waiting a few hours or the next day.

Wh why?

Farah was amazed because of a split second the papa replied. He glanced at the mother, the phone of the mother was also no reply like it, because the object was placed on the table.

*Farah has separated from Irsyad. Maybe in the near future Farah undergoes a trial process. Papa is coming.

Oke*

Farah smiled. He showed the room chat to his mother. The beautiful woman only smiled and nodded.

"While you're so funny, Dad is a good father to you!"

"Yes, Ma!"