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"Sorry just arrived," said Sha who was deliberately late to meet Irsyad. The former is still sitting sweetly waiting even though Sha is almost an hour late, because Sha deliberately made love to Arsyad. Evidently when meeting Irsyad her hair is still damp, and indeed that's Sha's scenario.

"No pa-pa!" irsyad said with a smile.

"I ordered it, Yang!" irsyad's smile suddenly flashed, because Arsyad came suddenly and immediately sat beside Sha. "Hey, Syad!" so it's kind of friendly.

Irsyad is straight faced. I don't like the view in front of him. Sha looked smiling and the smile was very sincere. Irsyad once received Sha's sincere smile and now belongs to someone else. His heart is very hot.

"I ask you myself" said Irsyad. Sha looked at Irsyad.

"I can't be alone now, Syad. Sora."

Irsyad smiled cynically, "At the same time I used to, you were very independent."

Sha smiled with disdain. "That means I've changed, not Sha like I used to."

Irsyad knows the meaning of Sha's speech, indirectly Sha is not his lover anymore and will not return to Sha first. "I want us back."

Irsyad finally expressed his wish. Ignoring the gaze of Arsyad who continued to intimidate him.

"Please reason I should accept you? And until I take off Arsyad?" sha asked, Arsyad turned to look at Sha's question. He also responded with Irsyad's answer. Worried that the former's answer could affect Sha.

"Because I still love you so much. And I'm sure you love me too. Our relationship has been a long time, I'm sure you still hold that feeling."

Sha smiled sickly, he folded both his hands on the table. "Surely so? Sure still want to be with me, while I'm no longer a girl. I've become someone's wife. How would you feel if I went back to you while my heart was still attached to my husband's Arsyad."

"I will be able to make you forget about Arsyad," said Irsyad steady and did not glance at Arsyad who had wanted to beat him. How not, Irsyad is very brave and does not have the brain to talk like that to people's wives. It would be nice if you said pebinor ulung.

Sha knew her husband was holding back anger, but tanga Sha grasped him tightly, even Irsyad could see him. Return jealous and hot half dead.

"the way? While my brain is embedded, Irsyad traitor!"

Deg

Irsyad didn't expect Sha to get back at him. So piercing the heart. It seems like Sha is different from what he used to be. "Sha hates that much you are like me" Irsyad said softly. This change in the nature of the girl he loved so much was drastic. Sha who used to be quite polite but firm. Now he is more assertive and does not look at his interlocutor hurt or not.

"Gur does not hate you," a change of call made Irsyad realize, Sha was very hurt in marriage first. It was evident he was reluctant to fight again for Irsyad.

"Gue only uses the brain to think normally and realistically. I went to school tall with my mom to pinter, not to be stupid. Especially about love."

Irsyad smiled faintly. "You're like you're like Arsyad won't give you betrayal. Don't be so confident, Arsyad is more famous than me. Of course, many women are after him, even willing to be his second wife. Isn't that so, Director?" ask Irsyad full of insinuations.

"Unfortunately I did not open the opportunity to find a wife again" said Arsyad firmly.

"Absolutely yes, this husband of yours. Didn't I used to be very loyal to you, Sha. But there can be betrayal as well. Be prepared."

"definitely. It's just that when I chose to be Arsyad's wife. He can make mistakes too. It's just that the wound hole hasn't been opened or even tried not to be opened. While with lo, the wound hole is wide open. If I force you along, I'll be mired in that wound. Stupid and pathetic."

"Sha's.."

"Enough! I'm here to meet you, just to say that I'm somebody's wife. I love my husband, and I want to be his wife until death do us part."

"Sha what about me?"

"Good women are only for good men. If I'm not the same, it means I'm not the best for you. Or vice-versa. You should just accept Farah without involving our feelings first."

"I did too. Just love my husband,"

"Lethisa, I don't like."

"Like not to accept. Remember, I'm sick to stay married. My heart, my mind is all muddled because of your negligence. And Gur doesn't want to repeat itself. Just so you know. I can't hurt my own sister."

"meaning?"

"Farah my sister. He's the son of a man who's also my father. I want to live without the shadow of a sad past person. You know how sick I don't have a father. Once I knew I had a father, it turns out he was my father's son and also the destroyer of my love story. If you doctor sinter, at least you can think if I come back the same you, how tormented. My future still has to do with the people who make my heart hurt."

Irsyad. Sha said it was quite stirring, the bead of the eyes was already glazed, Irsyad knew his woman was heartbroken. And he still forced her.

"We go slowly, starting at 0."

"Rather than starting again, why should you be the same. I'd better start with a new person with a new love. Forgetting the people who have hurt me."

"For the last time I said stay away from my life. Excuse me!" Sha was firm, he immediately invited Arsyad home.

"If he's still around us, and disrupts our household, your money could do him some harm, right?"

"Astaghfirullah, honey!" Arsyad fears himself with Sha's cold side. His wife smiled.

"If he can't be said to be good, you can reply him with a little cunning and rude!"

Arsyad swallowed his saliva roughly. The wife turns out there is psychopathic blood also times, so sadistic and make goosebumps. Besides saying what Arsyad can do.

Back at the Cafe. Irsyad only fell silent after Sha's departure. She cried. Actually, he also did not want to disturb Sha who looks happy as a newlywed, wanted to give to Arsyad because he knew the man had always liked Sha. But the heart is still the ego, plus its status towards the widower.

*ARRRGHHHH

If nothing had happened that night

If there were no Farah among us

If they were not brothers

Idiotically

It's happened

No need to suppose

Oh my God I'm a stupid doctor.

I'm the stupid doctor who lost his mind because of the loss of love.

Truly, You say that a good girl I will never regret ever fell in love with.

Bismillah, I lost Sha. I let you go with all my love. May you be happy with Arsyad, your old friend.

I Love You Lethisa for now and forever*.