
Accept, obviously not. But Irsyad can do what. I can only cry and regret. Angry, who is it? It all started because of him. Sha was not wrong in the end chose to love Arsyad.
Irsyad came out of the cafe with mixed feelings, holding back anger, annoyed, disappointed. Either when he returns home, he can arrive safely or not. Understandably, once you see the steering wheel of the car. His anger peaked, he tightened his grip until the books of his hands turned white.
"Gue love you, Sha. Very fond of. My heart aches, it hurts when you are happy with Arsyad. Really, my heart is not willing. I even married Farah with no heart." Irsyad kept on raving. No matter the speed of the car is so high, even the car alarm has sounded. If he could die, it would be better.
Huf..huf...
Irsyad's breathing was hunting, his hands still tightly holding the steering wheel of the car. He stared straight at the street, lucky to be lonely until there was no consecutive accident.
"Help me, help me on Street S." Forced he contacted a friend who might be able to give enlightenment for the turmoil of his heart.
She needs friends, reassuring her heart that staying away is the right path. Irsyad pulled her car over, waiting for her friend to arrive by looking at a portrait of Sha on the phone.
The beautiful girl, kind and full of heart wounds was taken off so that she could not reach back. Regrets come at the end. "Beautiful" praised Irsyad with a sweet smile as the photo of Sha passed S1. The memories he remembered were clear.
On graduation, Irsyad gets an invitation to accompany Sha's mother. Because of one invitation to two people, Sha chose Irsyad as an important person in his life, watching Sha pass. Irsyad looked at her girl in awe as Sha was appointed by the department to give her a word of farewell. He mentioned his gratitude to his wonderful mother for fighting for him to this point.
Irsyad who sat next to his future father-in-law very clearly heard his murmur, "If indeed you are a match for my son. She was as happy as I could be right now. I really do approve of you."
But in fact the blessing is only speech, because the blessing is never manifested in deeds. Irsyad is too busy going out, until the intention of getting married is still half-hearted. Every time Sha discussed marriage, Irsyad indeed we live a career first yes, so that our future is more organized. Always, and in the end Sha did not discuss anymore, until diversity appeared in the heart of the girl.
Irsyad remembers very well when Irsyad's mother asked Sha for her fiance, subtly rejected by Sha. But he was not aware of the rejection because of doubts in Sha.
"Open!" said a woman who is none other than Mita. Fortunately he kept the night, until noon this afternoon could pick up the prince heartbroken.
"Lo why the hell call me. I don't want to be considered an actor by your wife. Lagian lo tuh mengapain the same car left pulled over like this. Bizarrely. I'm fast walking, if over time the oarkir can be raided us. I married you the same."
Irsyad breathed a heavy sigh, as if it was wrong to call Mita. Just came chattering for mercy, especially later confided about Sha. Mita is Sha's best friend who does not like Irsyad's betrayal. He desperately tries to keep Sha away from Irsyad. However, Irsyad has dead-end heart and mind, he will be more heartbroken if Mita will scold him.
"Mit....murut lo I'm right not to take off Sha?" ask Irsyad who is now sitting opposite in the cafe. Mita still sips lemon squash.
"Truly, only this time I agree with you!'
"Is that so? Even though I still love?"
"Lo the doctor is stupid, Syad. Sha tuh has become the husband of people, and you also include people who are present in their marriage qabul ijab. Yes obviously you have to let Sha go, even though you're still in love. Like the dust blown by Arsyad is gone without a trace."
"It's so cruel."
"Yes lo the bego. The wife of a loved one."
"Because people's wives are more seductive."
Irsyad fell silent, "Yes, he does look very happy with Arsyad."
"Don't you know that, and you want to take him back?"
Irsyad. "Free!" mita ceplas ceplos.
"Gue knows. It's just I can't take it."
"Then what do you want? Force him to make it back to you, knitting polished love with betrayal. Helooowww Irsyad. Sha is not the type of girl who is full of stupidity. Notwithstanding. He is more of a logical unit. As much as he loves you, once the one night stand lo is revealed, he will not beg you. She from childhood was educated into independent women without relying on someone, let alone a boyfriend kayak lo. I'm a single year offered a guy kayak lo, I refuse."
"Who would offer lo!" reply Irsyad upset. It was predicted that talking to Mita made her heart hotter.
"My advice, forget about Sha. You can go back to Farah, your wife the one and only" Mita said. Though not his love story, but Mita followed angry at Farah.
Irsyad. "Gue doesn't want to come back, I hate him."
"Lo hates him, but if you want to also hook him, healthy is not actually your brain. Heart not love but 'sister' lo doyan!" see more and more bouncing, but it's true.
"I still enjoy his body, free marriage but not repeated."
"Well ..that's how, a marriage that from the beginning has been wrong, if continued will be increasingly wrong."
"Mit, if I had killed myself for love wrongly not!"
Without ba bi bu, Mita immediately plucked Irsyad's head with a tissue box, until she complained.
"Newly tucked tissue box, you complain how you want to bunub yourself. Listen to Syad. You may fall in love, may be bucin but plis don't be stupid. There are broken hearts every day. People lose love every day. But many also rose from the brink. Don't feel the most pain because you're not the victim."
"Who would be old if not Sha?"
"Do not be too confident, by looking at your condition like this, your life will not be long. Given a healthy body is not grateful, given the pleasure of heartbreak even not introspection and blame the situation. I want to be Sha's husband, not pantes!"
"Lo I had a discussion to let my brain clear, reassuring me that Sha was happy with another man."
Mita puts her shoulder up, "Gue is not a traitor, although I know you're hurt but I don't have any empathy for you. My empathy has been encouraged Sha, with no left for anyone who ever hurt Sha. Including lo."
"Evilly, very sadistic!"
"I thought!" added Mita with her jutek.