Not Him

4

“Mwo? So the name you are betrothed to is Donghae sunbae?” jiyoo screamed as we sat under a tree while there were no lecture hours.

I immediately smothered his mouth with a thump, “can you not scream like that? can be critical if anyone hears.” He nodded, then I took my hand out of his mouth. He immediately took a breath, breathing as much air as he could. “you want to kill me huh?” his protest.

“after you screamed like that.”

“Not should you be happy ? you like Donghae sunbae, don't you? you yourself said it would be very happy if the one you were paired with was her.”

“that's how.. but the problem is he doesn't like me.” Ratapku.

“So, he refused in a match with you?” ask again.

I nodded, “it's obvious that he really doesn't want to be paired, especially with me.”

Donghae suddenly came, and I don't know what he's talking to me about. “can we talk to him for a minute? I have something to say.”

“nde” I nodded in agreement and followed him to a place not too many people.

Donghae let out a heavy sigh before speaking, it seems like he looks doubtful. “I only asked you for one thing. You have to reject this matchmaking.I don't think they'll continue if we both reject it.”

‘No! You're wrong! I didn't reject it at all. I love you Lee Donghae!’ reject me but of course only in my heart. I don't want this match canceled. But what if he doesn't love me? It's the same as my love clapping one hand.

“hei.. You hear me not?” he shook his hand in front of my face, making me realize from my daydream.

“Nde, okay. I'll talk to my parents and your parents to cancel this match.We can't continue it if we don't love each other, right?” I said with a crisp laugh. hypocrite! It's really not my true feelings.

“ya. I think it's best. Besides, I love other girls too. And I'm sure you love other people too right?” his eyes now became shady, no longer as cynical as before. She already loves another girl? daebak! I was the only one obsessed with her love. And what did he say? I do love someone, but it's you Lee Donghae!

“Alright, I go first. I hope we can be friends after this.” he smiled, again that smile is what I like the most from him.

“Of course.”

He immediately turned away. I'd be lying if I said I was okay. Who wouldn't be sad if you were rejected even before expressing your feelings to the one you love? I don't even know how it feels to love someone this deep before he is present in my life.Is it wrong if I love him who has absolutely no feelings for me?

I walked back and forth to where Jiyoo was faithfully still waiting for me. He immediately greeted me with a series of questions as soon as I sat next to him. “what did he say? Does he regret refusing the matchmaking and finally agree?” tanyanya enthusiastic.

“ absolutely not.”I only shook my head weakly, if only the reality was like that.

“last?” this girl seems really curious. Aigo.. Why is he so excited?

“and you agreed?”

“mau how else? I wouldn't have married her if she didn't like me.” I said while breathing heavily. It's hard to breathe oxygen now. “Jiyoo.. Come accompany me to eat.”

“ alright, to the usual cafe yes?” he gave a proposal.

“As far as you are. I'm really dizzy now.”

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From then on I could only keep quiet while looking out the window. I don't care Jiyoo who has been talking to me since. He was very excited to tell about his new kitten, but he knew I would not be interested in it at all. He just wanted to cheer me up so I wouldn't be too sad about my problems.

“hei, look at that woman.jeez.. she is old enough but her makeup is like a young child. Jiyoo giggled amusedly looking at the woman with a flashy makeup who was sitting alone with a much younger man.

“hah.His girlfriend is very young. Don't-don't now be in the trend of young men dating ahjumma-ahjumma.” He shook his head to know the reality of this world that is getting strange.

“jiyoo-ya, I go to the toilet first huh?” Jiyoo simply responded with a nod.

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After coming from the toilet, I hurried to the point of not paying attention to the road. Suddenly a servant was in front of me, carrying a pile of plates in both hands. And without being able to prevent it, I directly hit him.

“ya! don't you have eyes?” he was angry and angry. I can only bend over many times to apologize. “jweisonghamnida.

“You think sorry is enough? All these plates will be back to full as before with your apologies huh?” he said fiercely, it looks like he is angry. I admit I was wrong, but not entirely my fault, right? He was suddenly in front of me.

“So I have to how to make up for my mistake?” I said timidly. This is so scary. Uh, but his face doesn't seem foreign. I thought I'd met him, but I forgot when and where.

“my salary can be cut because of this.” now he folds both his hands in front of his chest, and looks at me cynically. Again I could only bow down not daring to look at him. Even now some people are looking towards us. How humiliating.

“aku will replace the loss.” Finally said. It seems like the only best solution.

“of course. You do have to replace the loss, but not with money.” I looked at him questioningly. Not with money? Thenwhat?

To Be Continue's..