Not Him
21
Afraid of being late, I tried to come as soon as possible. So I ran to get here. But in the cafe I did not find Kyuhyun at all. I turned to the kitchen, maybe it was there.
I spread my eyes across the kitchen, but still couldn't find them. Where the hell is he? Why is it so hard to find him today?
“search Kyuhyun?”
I immediately turned around, as I thought it was indeed Jongwoon. Why was he so happy to appear suddenly like this?
“ah, no. I just.”
Jongwoon grinned, “just what? honestly, you're looking for him, right?”
“i..iya.did you see it?” many doubt.
“i also don't know, today he didn't enter work.”
“then.didn't he bring the cafe key?” many confused.
“actually I held the spare key. I don't know why today he didn't come.” explains Jongwoon again. Why didn't he tell me if he didn't go to work?
“ah, Jongwoon-sshi. Do you know Kyuhyun's address?”
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I looked doubtfully at this small apartment building in front of me. I once again matched the address. Right, this is indeed the Kyuhyun residence that Jongwoon told me about earlier. But I still doubt if I'll go in or not. What if he's not happy if I come and kick me out? Ah, I'm confused myself. On the one hand I was worried about him –ia did not pick up the phone or reply to messages from me. But on the other hand I'm also afraid he's still mad at me –even though I don't know what my fault is with him. His attitude yesterday was really strange.
But I have to see him anyway. I want to know how he is right now.Could it be that he is sick?
I got to door 47. With all my heart I gathered all my courage. I pressed the doorbell once, but there was no word from the inside.
Once again I pressed the bell, still no one opened the door.
“CHO KYUHYUN, I KNOW YOU'RE INSIDE. QUICKLY EXIT!” I screamed out loud, hopefully no pan floated towards me because of the disturbed neighbor.
This time I had to go back to being disappointed. That door was not opened at all. The person I was expecting to emerge from either door did not come out at all.
Ah, should I just break it down? but it's against the law. No, I better go home. It seems that he did not want my presence at all.
I immediately turned around to leave, but just a few steps this leg felt very heavy to step.
“ah, let it be if he'll kick me out. I'll accept whatever happens.” My leg turned back to the door of his apartment. I was about to forcefully push the door, but when I touched the knob the door was instantly open.
“unlocked?” I realized the door was unlocked. If you know this, I should have been able to get in.
I looked around the room, and how surprised I was to see a creature (?) lying on the floor, his head rested on the sofa. I approached her, patted her shoulder slowly trying to wake her up but she never woke up.
Finally giving up, I shook his body even harder. For a moment his body just fell to the floor. And to my surprise, aigo.his face was full of bruises. Has Kyuhyun been gang-raped by villagers?
“Yes! Kyuhyun why?” I patted her cheek gently trying to resuscitate her. Either he was sleeping or fainted.
“Kyuhyun!”
“nggh..” he squirms, then rubs his eyes.
“ah, thank goodness you woke up. What's wrong with you? Why did it get like this?” I asked in panic while holding onto his injured face.
Quickly he brushed my hand, “What are you doing here?”
“aku.. I'm worried about you. You don't go to work without news.”
“not your business.” He said cynically, then he got up and sat on the floor, leaning on the sofa.
“you're okay? does the wound hurt?” I tried to touch the injured part of his face, but he pulled my hand back.
“I'm fine.” he turned his face away from me, trying to hide his wounds.
“wounds this bad you said it's okay? are you crazy?” I then stood up and looked around. “where is your P3K box?”
He looked at me confused, “for what?”
“of course to treat your wound stupid!”
“YA! don't call me stupid!”
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“just be quiet if you don't want this getting sick.” I compress his face with warm water. It's so sorry for him. After this it may take a while to restore the good looks of his face.
“why did you get this way? Did you fight?” ask again.
“not so. Last night there were some thugs who suddenly hit me.” He said as he grimaced with the pain as I slightly pressed his wound.
“if you come home with me last night, it won't happen.”
“nonsense.” Said sneering. I pressed her wound hard until she screamed loudly.
“YA! michyeoso!”
“hahaha.. Are you namja or not? Just like that already shrieking like a woman.” He glared at me when I said so.
“finished. Are there any other injuries?” ask me while putting the towel I used to compress the wound earlier.
Kyuhyun shook his head trying to convince, but my eyes were immediately fixed on his dirty clothes on the stomach.
“fast open!” my orders while hinting with my eyes towards his clothes.
“k..you want what?” tanyanya nervous.
“I said quickly open!” my hand moved to pull the shirt he was wearing.
“Yes! basic ! why are you such a pervert?” he crossed his arms in front of his chest.
“M..A MWO? I'm not a pervert. Do you want to be treated no?”
He finally gave up, and immediately took off his shirt. True my guess, in his body there are also many wounds. With trembling hands I began compressing the chest to his stomach. Actually I don't want to do this, my chest keeps beating. But I feel sorry for him, if not me who would want to treat his wound? I don't think he's going to the hospital.
“k..you were fucked by those thugs to be like this?” I try to get rid of nervousness.
“do I have to tell you?” tanyanya cynic. It seems he doesn't want to tell it. Ah, right too. He must be ashamed of losing a fight with those thugs.
“you're why since yesterday have been so tight with me?”
“i was like this from the beginning right?”
I stopped the movement of my hand, then looked into her eyes wistfully, “I'm more like you're getting angry than ignoring me constantly. You know how much I hurt?”
“aku the sicker.”
I looked at him questioningly, “what do you mean? Your attitude is always unclear. If I'm guilty tell me what's my fault. I'm really-beanr confused with you.”
“you're wrong for constantly being near me. Ilove you. You satisfied?” Kyuhyun immediately stood up and disappeared behind the door of a room. I'm still trying to understand what he meant earlier.
So he loves me?
Can't be!
“hahaha.You are so smart to joke Kyuhyun.” I forced myself to laugh. His expression earlier, whether he was joking or was really serious. I don't know.
I heard the sound of water coming from the shower, like she was taking a shower. I think I need to clear my head first. It feels like my heart is exploding right now.Ah, what's wrong with me?
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- Author’POV
“you're wrong for constantly being near me. Ilove you. You satisfied?”
Kyuhyun immediately walked away from Hyunjin's presence after saying that line. He could not believe the words just came out of his lips.
Kyuhyun went into the bathroom, and directly turned on the shower.
“hah, have I gone crazy?” mumbling slowly.
“Kyuhyun, I go home first! don't force yourself to go anywhere. Just rest at home until healed.” The girl shouted from behind the door. He can still act ordinary, is Kyuhyun's speech just considered the wind then only?
Kyuhyun flushed his body under the shower, wanting to cool his mind first. Everything seems clear to him now. The girl only looked at him as a cruel person who liked to oppress her, there would never be any reply from this feeling.
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