Mistakes

Ch.33

A week has passed since I started working at that hospital. Those days I passed not with Kirana, but with Dara.

I think Kirana's starting to change. She who usually wears thin makeup, since that day she wears makeup that is quite obvious.

He wasn't waiting for me either. He set out alone even though I had been waiting for him at the door of his room. He gave no clear reason every time I asked.

And, that guy. I managed to avoid meeting him for that week. But, can it last long?

"Lun, don't daydream, it'll stumble!" Dara.

I just turned my head and answered him with a nod and a faint smile. Dara is a really good woman. Every time I was treated like a sister. He took care of me.

Looking at Kirana who was changing more and more, a bad thought suddenly came to me.

'If one day he goes from my side, maybe I won't regret it.'

There are 2 reasons why God separates us from the one who is by our side. First, because God wants to make us realize how valuable that person is. Second, because God wants to show that person is not good for us.

I looked at Dara who was walking beside me. I don't trust people easily, but I think I can trust them.

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It's been almost 9 p.m., and it's been almost 1 hour that Kirana hasn't replied to my message. Did I do anything wrong with him?

^^^'Sir, want to go out for a night snack?'^^^

I sent a message to Dara. It's not fair that I didn't tell him the truth about myself.

5 Minutes, up to 10 minutes passed, but there was no reply. He didn't open my message either. Could he have slept?

ting tong~

Soon I approached the door that was there and saw who was coming. I opened it after the familiar face was seen.

"Sister?"

Dara smiled thinly then shook her head slowly.

"Come on.." she said.

I tilt my head in confusion. He answered directly, ridiculous. I chuckled then ran over and grabbed my jacket lying in the living room.

"Come," I said.

As usual we walk while enjoying the night air that pleases the brain and releases fatigue.

While walking with Dara, I felt like her sister. Not only because of his height that surpasses mine, but also because of my sometimes childlike behavior.

It has been a long time since I have been able to express myself freely. But, even so I still feel sadness that does not know the obvious cause.

A few days ago, I still thought that Kirana was the only person who would be next to me, and would never leave me.

But who would have thought, that soon his position was replaced. Soon he turned away. I don't know what made him change.

Is it because of Chris? But what does that have to do with it?

"You're thinking about Kirana?" ask Dara who happened to be on target.

Is that as clear as I am? Or can he read my mind? No. gabe. I think he's the sensitive type.

"Hmm~" I nodded.

"He's a hard person to guess." he murmured.

I glanced at him at a glance, then turned and looked back at the crowd ahead.

In the past, I could always read what Kirana was thinking just by looking into her eyes. But now, everything has changed.

Maybe because I was separated from him for too long. Or maybe for some other reason. I didn't know that.