
...Happy Reading's!...
I've been holding back from this afternoon, because apparently Reiki changed my number, without my knowledge. She want? it's mundane. It's always like that when it comes to me. I didn't think of the reason that I couldn't be contacted by Kenneth anymore.
Yeah but I don't have to change my number either, do I!
Thirst made me step into the kitchen and open the fridge. A glass of water was still in my grasp when the man came home and immediately gave me a brief peek at my wet lips. Then his hand pulled my hand which was holding the glass and he brought it near his mouth. He drank my drink.
"I'm still upset" I said slowly. "Now I don't memorize my new number."
"Not memorized yet, dear." He corrected me.
"Alya same Radit I told you." Fortunately this possessive man did not blacklist my two best friends. Especially after I said that Alya and Radit now have a special relationship. He's getting loose letting me contact them.
Reiki nodded as her fingers twisted my hair.
"They want to come here. Can you, right?!"
"There's no Kenneth, I can."
I breathe silently. Guilt filled my chest when Kenneth's name was called. Really, Ken is such a good friend. She loves me. He is impeccable except for me who does not repay his love.
"Can't we just make peace with Ken?" askaku.
Instantly Reiki's eyes turned dislikeful. I know that the man in front of me is very irritable especially when it comes to his cousin.
"I ..."
"Stop, Honey. Don't make me angry."
"I feel sorry for him, Mom. He was once part of my life that loved–"
"That's exactly it" the voice in Reiki gave me goosebumps. He was not a man who liked to snap, but his dislike speech that sounded creepy enough to make me instantly silent. "We have to leave the past behind to start a happy life, Zura. Without exception. If they want to make peace with us, please let them accept us completely. It's not us trying to convince them anymore, because no matter how hard we try only we will accept the pain."
Reiki made me very happy. He always tells us to represent my senses, my fate, and my problems. That means he won't leave me alone again no matter what.
Instantly I hit his chest because I was moved. The glass that was still in my hand was now taken over by her, which I heard she put on the table. Then his hand was moving to hold me tightly while the other hand rubbed my head.
I understand, Mas. I understand now you mean to protect me. My guilt towards Kenneth just now disappeared. It is true that now is the time for me to be happy. For both of us to be happy.
"Sorry," I said with a warm kiss on the top of my head. I don't want anything anymore now. Enough of a Reiki, then happiness is already mine.
"Bath it there. He said he'd like dinner?" I looked up at him without letting go of our embrace.
He shortened the tip of my nose. "alright. But you're the one who got my clothes ready."
I smiled and nodded.
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"Here" Reiki ordered, patting the side of the bed he was in. "You're not suddenly afraid to sleep with me, are you?!"
I was hesitant to climb the same bed as him. If the previous nights I had resignedly slept in his arms because my heart was not very well, but tonight I somehow hesitated to sleep with him. Indeed before we just really slept without more, which I know for sure how much he was trying to keep and wallow me.
I nodded slowly in response.
"Why have you been away from me since? Come, Honey. I'm so sensitive to every distance you give."
"Not so," I said as I walked over to him as well. Even my feet had just climbed into the bed, but his hands had already pulled my waist first and brought me into his lap. "Mas–"
"Hm?" her fingers really like to caress my dangling hair. Sometimes I feel like my son because he picks me up and carries me everywhere.
"I ...," how do I say that I want to marry her. It's not because of me, madness or anything like that. I'm just afraid that he's finally touching me when we haven't got a marriage yet. Especially if every night since we slept together, he always lost my nightgown top.
"What, Honey?"
I'm shaking. Where can I ask to marry first. That's not possible for me to do. "I want to take a walk tomorrow, but Mas Rei is still busy." I reasoned.
"Who said? Tomorrow I'm off. Twenty-four hours of my time is just for you."
My smile. "really?"
He returned my smile as well. He even kissed my lips, which, if I let him, would be******* and dangerous.
"Where are you going?"
"Mount."
"Easy."
"Thank you."
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