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"It's my boyfriend."

The three words from Kenneth made me startle in silence. But I remember one thing Sam said, that it was okay to make a scandal, because it would mean nothing.

Okay, I just kept quiet when Kenneth pulled me into the ballroom where his cousin's engagement was held.

Kenneth blinked one eye at me. Shortly before we entered the door, a whisper from him sounded in my ear. "I hope tomorrow you will answer as I said before in front of the reporters."

Sorry, Ken. That's not gonna happen. I don't intend to be your girlfriend even though I feel comfortable with you. No, I just wouldn't be able to face her world that would never be ordinary to me. I will not repeat the same mistake a second time.

I had intended that someday I would only be in a relationship with ordinary people.

We walked through a room full of guests. I feel a little bit less. If it's foreign, that's for sure. It's just .. well, they look like people who wear something for a price that's not cheap on their bodies. Nothing is cheap. I-i understand.

Kenneth now clasped my hand tightly. He took me as he greeted many familiar guests. I just smiled in response and took on my role tonight as Kenneth's girlfriend.

Not long ago it finally arrived also when I had to deal with both parents. Kenneth's parents must have been there.

Oh God ...

I wasn't ready. Really am.

A beautiful woman who smiled sweetly at me had been introduced to Kenneth as her mother. I like his smile. That looks sincere. And her eyes glared warmly at me. At least, I have no reason to immediately leave this place.

"The beauty of Azzura" said the woman, stroking my half-open back.

This is Kenneth's gown of course. I'm where there's a nice dress that's suitable for the party of famous people. Although it's a little open, but I can't protest anymore. Because I don't have any other options, do I?

"Thank you, Auntie," I said no less kindly.

"Om hear you're replacing Maya in the meantime?" ask Kenneth's father who in my eyes looks cool. Much cooler than his half-alay son.

"Yes, Om."

"Thank you yes. May you be patient with that spoiled Kenneth."

Pampered? Exactly right. Kenneth is spoiled. I am often resentful of facing his attitude that is too ... stick to me? Oh now I understand that the meaning of his long-standing attitude towards me was because of his special feelings towards me.

After chatting for a while with Kirana's aunt Kenneth, I walked over to enjoy the dishes available at the table. I need to refresh my throat and a little distance from Kenneth who always gets the spotlight from those guests. Luckily, there were no journalists in the room. This party is closed to the public. So I don't have to be afraid of the scourge of the news predators even though I'm a little far from Kenneth.

I didn't notice the sound of someone behind the loudspeaker asking for guests' attention. I finished finishing my first glass when Kenneth was already standing next to me. His hands were circular possesively on my waist. And I just let it go. That's not a problem.

It's just that the problem came when my eyes turned towards the front, where the main character of the party owner was giving his speech.

"That's my cousin getting engaged" whispered Kenneth in my ear. "Name Reiki. A successful businessman and always valued by many women. Like me too. Well, but he's more mature, I know."

Deg.

Furthermore I did not hear with certainty what was being said by Kenneth near me. I just feel like the world is at a standstill at this moment.

What the fuck is this destiny?

I feel my heart beating no muddle. I don't quite know the reason my chest is pounding. What is certain right now is that my brain is full of memories of everything related to that charming man. The memory of the past that I almost forgot about, is now dancing in my head.

And I realized that it was still peaceful in the deepest corner of my heart.

No. gabe. Its bad.

Then ...

The engagement? Isn't this an engagement? Oh I just realized .. if she .. will get engaged.

Yeah, that was enough to wake me up to everything. Then why am I still shackled by past feelings? Come on, my heart .. don't baper. Don't look back anymore. That's not really needed right now. He's gone, he's gone. I also have to live my next life.

"The engagement is beautiful huh," Kenneth's voice finally entered my hearing again.

I saw Janeta smiling so beautifully and standing side by side with Reiki there. They look very harmonious. And I felt my heart as if it were a very painful slash. This is not true, why is it as if I am not willing to witness all this? Seeing finally Reiki is engaged to the woman of her family choice.

I put my glass down a little nervously. No. gabe. I was never ready to see Reiki back in my life. At least until I really move on. Oh my God .. even moving on volume 2 is really heavy.

Especially now when I see how the happy smile is the best of the grandma Fatma who stands side by side with aunt Widia and om Mandala.

"Ken, I ..."

"Yes? Why do you look pale, Ra? You sick?"

I'm shaking. "No, Ken. I'm not okay. Hm, well .. My head does feel a little dizzy."

"Why dizziness?"

"No idea. This is sudden. Um, let's not stay here too long."

Kenneth nodded as he held my hand and led me to a chair circling the table. He encouraged me to sit quietly. "You just sit down. I'll be out there for a second. I'll be back later. Okay?!"

I nodded slowly.

Kenneth kissed my forehead briefly before it passed. Then I finished my drink as my eyes watched the ring-wearing event between Reiki and Janeta that took place a few seconds ago.

Okay, relax, Zura. It's just a new leaf when I finally meet him again. Of course in a different situation. And in fact he is just a part of the past that has ever rested in my heart.

His destiny is different from mine. We are in a different world. What happened today was a definite decision for me. That I should expect nothing more.

It's all over here.

Although I know it will be very difficult to move on, but I'm sure I can.

Geez, this move on is much more difficult than the verdict from Montana first?

Ask why?

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