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Seventy three

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The phone alarm I used to set up to wake me up is now ringing. My hand fumbled over the existence of that thing to turn it off. And yes, now my eyes are open too even though it feels heavy and reluctant. After the ceiling of the room I stared for a while, with the consciousness that had begun to be perfect now I felt my heartbeat beating faster. I realized something was encircling my stomach right now. A big hand, and I was still afraid to look to my right side and find that a reality was happening.

Not that I enjoyed this warm position, but I was too afraid to believe it was real. I still wish it was just a dream, a fantasy, or my imagination.

Don't again. Don't get him again. Dan–

A move towards the recess of my neck made me hold my breath for a moment. Regular breaths felt around my neck that finally forced me to turn my head with great difficulty as well. I'm afraid, I'm trying to get up and get away and–

"WHY ARE YOU HERE?" I shouted loudly at the man. The man who blinked for a moment then continued his sleep again after muttering did not clearly tell me. "MAS–"

Die me.

I found out a horrible reality again. Just now the blanket I was wearing had slid into my lap when I sat down from my position, now I found the upper part of my body that was not using anything.

Without .. what .. what ...

I screamed in frustration as I put my blanket back up. My feet immediately brought me up to descend from my cramped bed. I looked at those eyes that had opened with anger.

"Kamu–" somehow what words are the most disgusting and most appropriate to throw at him. My perfectly glaring eyes did not change the slightest gentle look at me. "Mas Rei is crazy! I'M DIAPAIN, HUH? THE VILLAIN IS YOU!"

I pulled my blanket rough. Oh good thing my pajamas pants are still intact in their place. And as my eyes glanced briefly at the man, it turned out that his condition was the same as mine, without a superior.

The swearing, the curse, and the swearing in my heart were not enough to reduce my anger. What the hell did he do to me? Why would he touch me without my permission?

"I haven't said anything, dear .." she said. His head was still leaning lazily on his pillow. He looked at me intensely. "I'm just a short reunion with the fragrance of your body that I miss. Even if it works to give me a headache from being tormented."

"Mas Rei touch .. me?"

"Hm? Want me to clear up the details?"

God fucking.

"NO NEED!" tears just escaped and flowed down my cheeks. This incredible frustration and anger has frustrated me. How could he touch my body while I was sleeping? Does this mean I betrayed Ken? What if Ken finds out? What if Ken gets angry with me? How ... "Mas Rei is evil ..."

He breathed slowly. He lifted his body lazily, then leaned against the bed with his hands crossed in front of his chest. Do not forget the shirtless man who made my eyes reluctant to look at him.

"Here, dear .." she called me softly with her hand gesture for me to come closer.

I averted my eyes for a moment. Maybe I am willing to get closer to myself. It was like giving up my body for its prey.

"Don't think far, Azzura. In the meantime I can hold back. Evidence last night. You don't know how I'm gonna handle it."

The discussion made the heat of my face instantaneously. Really, I don't like to talk about things like that. So to avoid it, I intend to step into the closet in order to find a superior that I can use to cover my body. After that, I will leave my room.

However, not even my feet have stepped, his voice has held me back. "Where are you going? here I say,"

Ignore what he says. Now I've opened the closet and picked up a piece of clothing. But, the problem now is where should I wear this shirt? In front of him? that's not possible. Out of the bathroom at risk of meeting Alya? That's not the right choice either.

"Trus where should I think? My circumstances are not worth this."

"Don't say that, honey. I'm not ready to touch you completely yet. I can still survive."

I looked rough with delicacies. "Trus why don't I wear clothes? Who's the shirt I'm wearing, huh?" I'm facing him again now. "Mas Rei tuh why can't he appreciate women? Mas Rei already has a fiancee. Why do I have to take me again? I also have a boyfriend. And my girlfriend is your own cousin."

Of course I don't think about this guy. A man who clearly has a fiancee but still annoys his cousin's sister's lover. If it's not b*jantan, what's it called?

"OKAY. Now you must listen to me," he said firmly. "Sooner or later, I will definitely cancel my engagement."

"Whatever. I want to marry Ken" I said not wholeheartedly. Just so that he doesn't carelessly play with my feelings anymore. Because honestly I can't make myself deserve to be by his side, like the standard his family wants me to be.

"Don't you dare, Azzura," his hiss that made my hair goosebumps instantly. His eyes looked at me sharply, and the look on his face was far from soft like a moment ago.

Does that mean I'll never be married in my entire life?

Oh, poor Azzura ...

"You'll never marry anyone" she said.

well, I'm going to live my life alone forever. Tragic!

"You'll only be mine. I'm definitely married to me."

I'm shaking. But he doesn't want to be disputed. "Sway Ken! Because I will never allow you to be his. Not as long as I'm alive, Azzura."

I'm sure he said seriously just now. Somehow her thinking, for sure I don't intend to start again with her. The risk I must bear must be not small. And how do I face the world when I have no family to support me?

"Actually I would like to be very angry because of your behavior last night at the restaurant" he continued. "But apparently, right now my longing is much greater than my anger."

"Plis ... jauhin me ..." I pleaded. My hands were busy wiping my tears again, for feeling the pain of my deepest heart. "I want to live a normal life, Mom. I want to live ordinary. Sick at seeing Mas Rei being with others, it was not as painful as when I realized that in this world I had no one else as the place where I complained. I'm as broken as that .. Then please, you don't make me any more broken ...."

He quickly approached me and led me forcefully into his arms. I was sobbing without being able to prevent it. This man, indeed brings his own happiness in my heart. However, he also brought pain and pain in my life.

My tears are falling. And it feels like it will never stop for some reason. When my parents left me, I couldn't cry like a child left behind by their parents. It was as if my tears were holding back then.

Why is everything flowing today? Why should I be in this man's arms? What's the matter with me exactly?

I don't know since when our position has been sitting on the edge of the mattress, with him still hugging me warmly.

I'm still as excited. Memories of both of my parents were just there in tears. All the events of a few months ago filled my head. Until I was tired of crying, and he who was still patient hugged me with a gentle rub on my back.

wait up!

I pushed his chest to keep my body away from him. The realization that I had not used any superior, now managed to draw my sanity. Indeed, just now I was like broken, melted, and released the tightness that had inhabited my heart. In fact, I had to hide the feeling of relief –that's what– is, from him.

"Eat him, since last night I've been determined to–"

"Don't!" my prevent. I don't want him to say anything that would make my heart wish big. Indeed, Cinderella would never be happy if forced to live in the palace. This relationship will never work. "Mas Rei already has a fiancee. Be a responsible man,"

Her fingers wiped the remaining tears on my cheeks. His gaze was now soft, but I did not understand what he was thinking. "You're mine, Azzura. Forever."

I loudly shook my head. "Help me, Mas. Please stay away from me. How should I say it so you understand? We can't be 'us'."

From the look on his face, I was sure that my words just now meant nothing to him. Which means, he will stick with his desires, his obsessions, or the like. It was as if he could resolve the pain I felt when I was with him.

"At the same time I have Kenneth," I said slowly. Somewhat afraid to actually discuss Kenneth in front of him. But how will you, Kenneth is another fact of mine.

"Only I, only I have you .. and only I you have."

"Sugary."

"I am."

"Kenneth can make me happy" unconsciously the sentence slid from my lips. But my gaze was not necessarily direction, because my mind floated on the figure of a handsome artist whose pedenya was exorbitant, as well as pleasant. Right, Kenneth made me feel comfortable.

I realized, I was currently trying to bury the hope that suddenly appeared in my deepest heart because of this man near me.

"What if Kenneth sees you as you are now?"

Reiki's words sounded a little challenging in my ears. I looked back at his eyes sharply. "So it was apparently Mas Rei's plan to me. Destroying relationships? My happiness?" Something hurt when I thought about how Kenneth would know about my relationship with this man. Error, a relationship that once existed.

"The feeling of love I have is still the same as it was a few months ago, dear," she said softly as she stroked my tel*jaj arm with the back of her hand. "I did all this just to mark that you were mine, my lover, and–"

I clasped his hand.

"I don't want to hear anything else. So mending now Mas Rei gets out of here before Alya wakes up and catches us."

"Hm." just a mutter came out of his lips. He rested his body on the head of the bed in a relaxed manner. "This bed is very small and narrow."

"Who told you to sleep here!" seruku. Now I move away from her and put up a blanket to cover my body from my head. I hid in it just to put on a sweatshirt to keep my body covered. "Well, if Mas Rei dares to touch me again" I threatened after making sure my shirt was properly fitted. Even so, the blanket still I hold, so that the shadow of my chest that does not use this bra does not need to be exposed.

Where is that fucking bra?

Aghh!

"Do you know that I touched you?"

"I wouldn't lose my shirt if Mas Rei wasn't naughty."

"This room's too hot because it's without ac, honey. Not to mention that your fan is very small. We're both hot. I feel sorry for you, so I take off your clothes, so you don't get hot. Well, that's fine, isn't it me?!" he said seductively.

"Crazy."

Reiki smiled sweetly. His eyes looked at me gently and as if full .. love?

Oh my God, I can't do this.

Avoid the temptation of the damned shetan, Zura ...

"Go there, Mas .." I beg again. This guy is too hard to fight. I can only beg and plead.

"Yes, Honey. Patience dong. I still miss you."

"Mas Rei tuh–"

tok tok tok tok

My sentence was cut off by a knocking sound on my bedroom door. I turned my head in panic when I heard Alya's voice then behind it.

"Rajuuu! Wake up! It's almost dawn, tau!"

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sorry for typo