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Thirty Three

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This instant noodle is no longer attractive in my eyes. I just stirred it up indistinctly with chaotic thoughts and melted tears without excuse. So it seems true that I was just a toy for Reiki. Fortunately, I didn't know when he told me to get married.

Funnier.

All these are just toys for him. I'm getting to look like a mistress. Grandma's right. I should have kept my honor, my pride, from being treated like a mistress by Reiki.

I feel disgusted at myself. I thought I was the only woman who. But apparently, she also has many other women in her life.

Of course, Zura .. he is handsome and rich. Isn't that the perfect package every woman wants? Which woman would refuse him?

Why am I so stupid and innocent by just following him? Why do I regret everything I did? Moreover, I deeply regret the feelings I had for her. I am so sorry to call my feelings love.

Idiotically.

What am I compared to the woman who is currently having fun with him? Even the end of my life I don't deserve in comparison. I'm too .. ah .. enough to insult myself, Zura.

This is all enough.

I need to find a ticket to Japan. Or sooner I just come with Alya to Bandung tomorrow?

I don't know. My head feels dizzy. I wanted to go back to my room, but I don't think my feet can stand right now.

I slide the noodle bowl and I put my head on the table with my hands folded. Who should I complain to? Who should I tell you about all this pain?

Mama ...

Miss you.

I open my phone and I'll book a ticket to Osaka. I need Mama's hug. I want to tell my life story to Mama as long as we're apart. I have to end this. Must.

...---...

"Dear."

"Oh– I have to see Alya now yes, Mas. Alya needs to confide in me right now," I said as I carried my still-full bowl of noodles to the dishwasher. After throwing the contents into the trash, I washed the bowl hurriedly. I need to get away from her at least from now on.

"No, Honey. You're not going anywhere."

"Come, Mas. I was in a hurry. We will continue our discussion."

I walked towards the room. The sexy lady had already left. I hope my presence doesn't bother them.

Reiki followed me who walked into the room. He blocked my hand when I was ready with my bag and jacket and walked to the door.

I don't want to look him in the eye. My focus right now is as if I was communicating with Alya via chat on the phone in my hand. Though it was the original chat I sent to Alya. And my friend replied that I did not understand at all when I came from.

"We're going to lunch, honey. There's no rejection."

I threw out his hand with all my might. Wow, that's a miracle. Or is he the one who doesn't intend to hold me back as usual?

I walk again. "Click, Mom, just this time. Alya needs me."

"You prefer your friend over me?" he just keeps coming after me.

"Yes, sure. There's a time I have to choose my best friend." I wear my shoes hard. Why now is it as if I am a fool in trivial matters?

"You still choose your friends even though you know the consequences? As a result of it to your friend." His words were threatening. I know, I realize. And I realized even more that Reiki was not reluctant to do anything for himself.

I threw my shoes at the door in annoyance. "MAS REI WHAT DO YOU WANT? ALWAYS A WILLING REI! I ALWAYS CAN'T DO WHAT I WANT!" angry screams. My tears can no longer be helped. All of them just burst out with overflowing emotions.

He looked at me with a look I didn't understand.

"ALL THIS IS ENOUGH! I'M TIRED!"

"Dear,"

"I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS. I JUST WANT TO DIE!" I roared while covering my face with both palms of my hands. I sat on the floor in despair. I don't know what he thinks of me as. Because I'm still my own owner, not her.

Reiki stepped wide and approached me. He tried to touch me, but I got up and ran to the door. Next to my shoes I took without using them. And I ran with all my might.

"Azzuraaaaa!" i neglected scream.

I want to be free. I want to get out of here. Go as far as possible.

But I knew Reiki was even chasing me. Luckily, an elevator closed shortly after I entered it. With sobbing and a rumbling chest holding back my emotions, I put on my shoes while the elevator had not yet reached the ground floor.

I hate my life!

I hate Reiki!

Arrghgh!

In the lobby stood Johan who stood blocking the exit. I know it's very difficult. Just the tears I had when Johan saw me.

"I beg you, Om ... release me.. hiks ..." I said. That's all I can do. I hope that man understands.

"Sorry, Miss–"

I'm pinned down now. I hope Reiki hasn't come here yet. And my eyes finally saw a knife that was being used by someone to peel the fruit, who was sitting in a chair in the lobby. I ran over to the woman sitting in the chair. Kurampas got the knife and I brought it to Johan.

"If Om Johan doesn't want to get out of the way, I'll kill myself in front of Om Johan's eyes right now" I threatened.

Apparently it worked. Johan removed a little bit of his body from the road to the door. Slowly with the knife I now placed near my neck, my feet stepped out of the building. When I got away from Johan, I immediately ran and looked for a taxi.

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