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Thirty Four

In the taxi my tears were breaking again. I don't care if the taxi driver gets confused because of me. What I'm thinking about now is why should this be my life? Where am I going to run now? And where should I go?

I want to run into Mom's arms right now. Or if not, hug Aunt Vera or Aunt Lia I'm already quite happy. But if I go to Radit's house or Alya's house, my brain immediately thinks what if Reiki even harms my two friends? Their families? Jeez .. don't let that happen. Or I will not be able to live anymore.

I finally decided to go to Cika's house. He was one of my best friends at college too. Although not as close as Alya and Radit, but with Cika I feel comfortable enough also to tell stories.

Incidentally in his house Ika just live with his older brother. Both of their parents are going abroad.

Cika is a caring friend but unfortunately she is too quiet to share stories like me and Alya. That's why I was kind of sad when I had to tell him about my life like I told Alya and Radit. But it's okay, Cika I can trust.

I just want a place to stop for a while, before I fly to Japan the next day. But the thing is, now I just remember that my need to go to Japan is still left in the Reiki apartment room. Clothes and some of my personal belongings of course.

Oh my God ... Has it been hard to escape from there when I have to go back again? It was his name that led his life to the lion's den.

The journey to Cika's house was not smooth. Jammed up here and there. I was only able to close my eyes when this taxi got stuck at the red light two seasons. Why would I say that? Because after finding a long red light, then turn a green light but the vehicle runs slowly until the lights turn red again. Trapped again.

Deploring.

I was shocked when the taxi door on the other side opened. Then came in someone I most did not want to meet right now in the world, Reiki.

He chased me. He was able to find me. No wonder considering how great the Maheswara family is, but .. wow! It's too soon for me to be found by him. Why can't I just fly so he can't catch me again and again?

I closed my eyes no matter what. I crossed my hands in front of my chest. Then my head tilted against the keca next to my side.

There are no more tears. I'm sick. My life is too unlucky to know this crazy guy next to me.

"Dear."

Ignore her. Ignore.

After he finished messing with another woman why did he so easily approach me again? Can't he see that I'm not comparable to his woman?

How long will he make me his toy?

The touch of his hand on my cheek made me move my head to dodge. The disgust came again. Wickedly he treated me who was still this innocent. Fortunately, I have not given up the most precious thing in my life.

Now he's closing his body to me. The scent of her perfume I had memorized had burst into my sense of smell. I know, there's no point in me fighting in this tight spot. I finally resigned as she gently pulled my head so I could lean on her chest. It's always like that, right?! I can what? My body is not mine.

My hands and eyes did not change position.

...---...

My eyes opened slowly. The light of the lamp made me close my eyes again for a moment. And when I got used to it, then what I found in my view now was that I had returned to the apartment again, to the den of criminals again.

Damnit.

It's free to run away if you're finally gonna get caught again. It's been hard getting out of here and getting stuck again.

I rubbed my head that felt dizzy. I slept for almost two hours. And how stupid of me to always be unaware that Reiki moved me while I was asleep. And this .. in his room.

I just want to take a shower now. Who knows, with my head cold, my bad mood is getting better. At least my body is more relaxed.

So after finishing the bath I was still using the bathrobe sitting leaning on the sofa on the balcony of Reiki's room. I don't know where that guy is, I don't care. I just want to enjoy the twilight while thinking again. Think of a way I can get out of here. Escape from here according to my scheduled flight tomorrow.

Should I tell the police that I'm being kidnapped?

My brain is dormant.

"Dear."

I refuse to look. Just a slow sigh I exhaled. Then I looked at him sitting next to me and about to touch my hand.

"Don't touch me!" I whispered while pulling my hand away.

"Look at me, honey!"

Ignored him. Furthermore, he had already knelt down before me so that his face was aligned right in front of my face.

He looked at me gently. But I don't care. Your life is too complicated, Mom. If I force myself to follow you, then my world will become even more complicated.

"Tell me, what's the matter, hm?" ask her gently too.

He's not angry with me?

He should have been angry, so that I would hate him and try to fight him again.

I almost burst when I saw his tender eyes and words. But I still remember clearly how she and the woman kissed. It's very disgusting.

"I want to get out of here" I replied without looking into his eyes. Because now I'm turning my gaze to the sky. I've given up too much on my fate here. And not even a single tear fell on my cheek. I was in a hurry to remove it.

"Tell me the truth,"

When I looked angrily at his eyes, it turned out that the net was still looking at me. He seemed to read me through his eyes.

"can't. You're not going anywhere."

"Why? Why can't it? I still have parents who are more entitled to me than you."

Now the look in his eyes sharpened. "You want to get married? Tonight I can do everything for you, if that's what you want."

You don't understand.

"Married it's no joke, Mas. It's not as easy as your tongue says it. Who asked to get married anyway? I didn't expect that."

Reiki gripped both of my shoulders. "You don't want to marry me?"

"Why should I want to marry someone who doesn't even understand what it means to be married?" reply sharp. "I'm lucky I didn't agree when you said you wanted to marry me some time ago. Because when that happens, then today we're divorced."

"Azzura–"

"Married it to be faithful with a partner. If Mas Rei had not been able to commit to one woman, why did Mas Rei always brag about marriage?"

"What do you mean?"

I shook my head slowly and wiped away the tears that were flowing again. "Please let me go."

"Not going to."

"I have trouble breathing. I'm too weak to face it all."

"Facing what?"

"Facing Mas Rei for example,"

He paused for a moment before continuing, "I only have you right now, dear."

Janet?

That sexy woman?

Fucking playboy!

"Would you have seen Amanda?" he asked by raising his eyebrows. I turned my face away. Lazy looking at. "He's not who I am" he continued. "My only woman right now is you, baby."

I refuse to hear his explanation. Let my already sick heart be the reason for me to leave here. Then I just keep quiet.

"Amanda .. yeah she was just part of my past life back in LA" I felt her face was getting closer. "Don't be jealous" he whispered near my cheek.

"I'm not jealous. I'm just sick of you–"

"Don't say that, honey,"

I smiled wryly as he managed to already kiss my cheek. "I'm sick of being your toy. Please let me go, Mas ..."

"You're not my toy, Azzura" he hissed, still near my ear. "You're mine."

"don't touch me.." I see.

"So it's about marriage? Right?" he's still down my cheek with his nose. My chest is pounding over this treatment. But the shadow of that woman again was able to make me feel annoyed again.

"There is no need to talk about marriage" I said, trying to keep my body away from her. But it was hard. He's holding my nape right now.

"With marriage or not, you will still be mine."

"Can! Mas Rei it will never understand about marriage–"

"What do you want, hm?"

"My mother?"

"Yes ..."

I looked into his eyes deeply. His eyes always looked at me deeply. Our distance is only a few cent. I could even feel his breath blowing near me.

I confidently said, "I want to get out of here."

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Raju aja terooos I updated. The Mimir put down first. 😆😆😆