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Twenty Eight's

"Grandma said what?" urge Reiki on me who came home just half an hour after the grandma left. And no need to be told that the man certainly knows who has entered his apartment.

"Nothing" I replied as casually as I could. Honestly, my heart is broken right now. And luckily my tears were blocked, so it didn't seem like I was harboring any wounds. I really cannot show my sad look to him, at all.

I had expected from the beginning that there would be no future between me and Reiki. Everything was too heavy for me to handle because it was not comparable between the two of us. I am a nobody who can be side by side with him who has a high degree. Classic, but this is the truth. That the difference in possessions will always be one of the reasons why a person cannot unite with his lover.

Oh even I don't have any status with him yet.

"He just left the files that he said were projects in Jogja," I said cheerfully as I pointed at the papers on the table.

Reiki. I know what that look means. He was reading my face. I just have to act as normal as possible. Acting. Like drama's.

"That's all?" he made sure again.

I'm nodding.

"Grandma didn't ask about your whereabouts here?"

I'm shaking. "Maybe grandma understood," I said with a slight smile. Surely the smile I've trained to look real. "Where will Mas Rei take me for a walk? Come on now!" I'm acting enthusiastic. And it managed to make him sing a happy smile at my behavior that seemed interested in him and a little spoiled.

Sungh it's not my style.

"You'll know later, too, dear. I'll change my clothes first."

I just nodded while replying with a thin smile at the sweet smile she threw at me. Then he went into his room. I waited for him on the sofa.

I knew one day a time like this would happen. But this is too soon. I haven't even graduated yet. And it feels like my brain has become full because of the Reiki thing.

This is what exactly?

Me why?

Yeah, I'm stuck on a guy who's not right for me. Even now my feelings for her feel different. His presence that always forced me had become commonplace. It's just. without status. And to continue being a status it felt too impossible.

All the insults of grandma can not I refuse even though in fact it is not true. But I can what? I'm just here, alone. Without possessions, parents, and no one.

Ah .. I'd like to go through my script hearing next week. I want to go to Japan and meet my parents. Possibly ... Japan is my next destination to move on without Reiki. I expected that.

.

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"Say he'll take a walk" I muttered as I got out of the car.

I don't know what his name is other than home, where Reiki takes me now.

"There's something I need to show you, honey." Reiki. He hugged my waist tightly, and led me into the courtyard of a large house in front of me.

This is a house that is no less luxurious than the Maheswara family home that I once occupied. It's just that, there are still some workers who mill around. It may not have finished construction.

When we entered the interior of the house, it turns out there were no items, it was different from the house Om Mandala.  Some of the workers still seemed busy completing some parts. They bowed respectfully to Reiki as they passed by.  But only a small nod was answered by this man beside me. Reiki's hand didn't come off my waist. Although I feel uncomfortable with the workers who are there, but I can not let go. He's too strong.

"Do you want our room to be above or below?" reiki's voice spoke to me for sure. Because we are just the two of us.

I looked at him. And Reiki was staring at the second-floor staircase while talking. Then his eyes turned to look at me.

"What?" many confused.

"Do I need to repeat?"

"What?" I really don't understand that one human being.

Cup.

He kissed my lips briefly. I can only blink innocently.

"You want our room upstairs or downstairs, hm?"

"Huh? Ka–room?"

Reiki fingers stroked next to my cheeks. "of course. This is our home, baby. And you have the right to decide where the room is for us later."

Huh huh?

Whahuh?

A home?

The chamber?

Did I hear wrong?

Or am I hallucinating?

"I don't feel like I own this house" I said later. I'm thumping. No. gabe. Never take the next step about me and him. Never have one! That's too horrible.

"What I have is yours, honey. Never forget that. I'd be so happy if you'd come and arrange it with me."

It's insanity.

{'After expensive clothes and bags, you will ask especially from Reiki.'}

The words of the grandma ringed back in my ears. What if he finds out about this, about Reiki –sang grandson–who intends to make his home my home too? Wouldn't this be perfect about all the grandma's accusations against me?

After looking around the house and correcting this and that, Reiki took me to the back garden of the house. We sat for a while and enjoyed a drink.

"He said he would take a walk .." Again, I still collect his promise. Because right now I need a lot of entertainment. My head feels full and my heart feels tight. With entertainment it might make me forget this pain a little.

"Where do you want it?" he looked at me. His hand has changed so hold my hand tightly.

"Watch can. The amusement park can also. Play ice skating can. What can I do."

"Khas children."

"That young man" I err.

He raised both eyebrows. "I'm not old."

I'm grinning. "Auctioning old."

He pinched my nose gently with one of his free hands. "You're so sweet like this."

"I've always been a sweet .. from birth."

Now her fingers that had pinched my nose had turned to caress my lower lip. His eyes also go where his fingers move.

Oh my God my heart beats. I know what he wants now.

"But you who are full of smiles, really become perfectly sweet" he whispered softly. "You've always been able to make me want you more than anything."

Instantly Reiki kissed my lips without even having a chance to reply to her words. Her demanding kiss and leading always made me fall asleep. But before I lost control, my brain made me realize that in our place there were not only the two of us.

"Stop!" I forced her to let go of her kiss. My breaths. "Many people, Mommy."

"They won't dare peek, honey. Or they'll lose their jobs .. even their lives."

Reiki seemed to want to continue kissing her again, but I hurriedly said, "I'm already hungry."

He also glanced at his watch. "It's 11."

"I want to eat and watch. Ah not so watch–" I have to avoid a place where Reiki might kiss me freely again. Not a dark place like a movie theater. I had to control the euphoria in my heart when she treated me with love. Must. I have to stop it all immediately. Because I had to leave him. Stay away from his life. And awakened back to my real life .. as before.

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