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"AZZURA UP! IF YOU DON'T COME OUT RIGHT NOW THEN YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO HERE!"
reiki's thunderous voice made my guts squeak out instantly. It is clear that I know for sure what actions the man can do when he is angry and angry.
Part .... Why should he be so angry? Why doesn't he just take care of his fiancee? Why would he bother my life again?
With the force of force, at midnight like this, I also walked towards the living room to approach the two men. Everyone who has a story in my life.
When I appeared, Reiki and Ken both turned their heads towards me. If Reiki looked at me sharply and intimidatedly, then my eyes immediately turned and were fixed on Ken's gaze which was ...
saddened?
Oh my God ...
Ken, I'm sorry I let you down.
As my steps were about to approach them, I saw the movement of Reiki's legs that seemed to want to walk towards me. However, I hurriedly occupied Ken's right side and grabbed him by the arm, hoping he would protect me from Reiki's rampage.
"Azzura ..." Reiki's soft warning voice gave me goosebumps. Want me to stay on Ken's side like now –because it looks like this is truer– but I'm also worried that Ken got a tantrum from Reiki. Although they're cousins, but I'm sure Reiki can do everything. Including hurting Ken.
"Why, Mas?" Ken challenged. Apparently, my boyfriend doesn't look scared at all. And it gave me so much strength to keep standing nearby. "Why did Mas Rei treat my girlfriend like this? Mas Rei should have remembered that Janeta has already gained status as your fiancee. Then why go after my girlfriend, huh?"
Thank goodness Ken is still on my side, like. I hope he listens well to my story after this.
Reiki's slanted smile, which once looked cool in my day, now looks terrible. Yes, although I believe my feelings for the man are still there, but I am unable to deny the different feelings I suddenly felt for Kenneth. It's a small comparison of my feelings for the two of them, but against Ken I feel much more secure and comfortable.
Geez, now I don't understand how exactly my heart turned.
"Why is Mas Rei looking for Rara?" ask Ken sharply.
My thumb reflex that was attached to his arm was now rubbing slowly, as my hope was that Ken would be much calmer and patient not to be provoked by Reiki's emotions.
"Azzuran ..." Reiki called me slowly.
I raised my face instinctively.
"Well remember what we did last night?"
Oh dammit. The question makes me angry. "What indeed? I should have asked that, right?! It was definitely not me who wanted it at all" I said spontaneously.
In fact, my words just made Ken look at me. Now I stammer to explain something beyond my control, but I don't know where to start. Coupled with my fear of Ken's disappointment with me.
"Ken, I–"
"What are you doing, Ra?" asked Ken in a bitter voice.
I shook my head hard. I don't feel the rain falling for a moment. My hand is getting stronger to him. "Ken, I want a story–"
"This is what you wanted to tell me, huh? That you just cheated on my cousin?"
Again, I shook my head, rejecting his words.
Slowly Ken took my hand off his arm. And I feel lost.
"Listen first, Ken–"
"What, Ra? What else?"
"It's not what you think."
"Then what am I thinking until you're sure you can figure it out clearly, huh?"
"I–" Just opened my mouth to reply to Ken, I suddenly felt that my hand had been grabbed by someone to pull it.
Who else if not Reiki?
The man had already grasped my hand firmly and tightened my body near him.
"Don't do this again, dear."
"What?" I replied with eyes full of anger. Yes, I'm angry now at him. Although I do not know for sure who my heart is bigger to feel that special feeling, but I know that right now I am wrong. Ah not really, Reiki is the most guilty of this situation. The situation where I look like Ken's ex-former.
"Never ... go again .. from me."
It's good that he said so easily. Who is he? Why is he always in control of my life?
As hard as I can try to let go of my hand, so much more powerful Reiki grasped it. "Please! Mas Rei is evil!"
But Reiki didn't crush my anger. Then he turned to Ken, "This matter is over here. But you must know one thing, Ken .. that this time it's not the same as before. It wasn't your woman who turned to chase me and leave you. But here, it is you who are present in the midst between me .. and my woman."
I disagree with his words just now.
"No! That's not it!" I shook my head again while looking at Ken. I hope he doesn't believe Reiki's untrue words. Almost a year ago, that might have been true. But the situation now? These few months? That's not true at all.
I looked at Ken in frustration. Not only did I explain to him about the actual circumstances, but he didn't give me a chance. Ken just looked at me expressionlessly. Maybe for him I was that bad.
Yes sudalah.
I violently wiped my tears. There's no point in me crying. After all, who should have such a debt. Between the two of them, no one cares about how I feel. No one wants to listen to my heart. Why do I feel this pain? any more?
No, Zura ...
Don't bother accepting the heartache you've been trying to bury for a while. They are just pain. Yes, no matter how much happiness they are able to give, there will be much greater suffering that they can decide for my life.
Never mind, I don't want to try harder. Let everything happen as they wish.
"Come, Honey!" Reiki turned around by taking me who had resigned with her.
However, just as my feet were about to step, I felt that my other hand was restrained. Arrested someone more precisely.
"I told you, it's you, Mom. That this time, I won't give up. Whatever happens, I won't just hand him over and let him go. Bullshit with whom to seize and seize. I don't give a shit. All I know is that I'm going to fight for my girlfriend this time. Don't expect Mas Rei to easily separate me from her."
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