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I am well aware of its charm. The charm of an adult man that makes every woman who looks at him will be washed in the face of his handsome.

No exception to me. As hard as I tried not to get entangled in her charm, in fact my heart thumped as her figure passed through my room.

No. gabe.

I'll never be that easy to fall in love again. At least until now, I was a girl who had a heart as strong as steel from the influence of handsome men, especially idols like the ones judged by women like me.

But things were different when I met him. My heart piqued as if longing to run into his arms.

I saw his intense eyes piercing into my heart. Her cold and sweet attitude together made me worry.

Is it wrong that I am interested in him?

Is it wrong that I feel a special sense for her?

Or am I just going to get hurt for losing to compete with the grown women around her?

I don't want to risk getting hurt. I will guard my heart in such a way from all its charm and aura.

Merely, I was afraid that my defense would collapse upon sensing its existence that should be present in my life.

***

"Are you sure you don't want to come, Ra?" My mother once again convinced me. We are currently at the airport.

I shook my head slowly. "No, Ma. Rara was sure this time it could."

Mama looks at me softly. Of course, as a mere princess, I will be the favorite of both of them.

"But you should always call Mama yes,"

"Yesn ...."

"If you're going on vacation, follow Mama Papa huh?!"

"Yes, Mama... Rara will follow Mama Papa later, as soon as possible. But" I looked at the man I love most on this earth. "Pa, I'm doing it ..." My unrelenting whine. Even until this moment I have not given up pleading for my desire to live independently.

Papa took me into his arms. "Never try again, dear. Until whenever Papa still disagrees if you sniff."

"Until anytime? Seriously, Pa?" I protested of course. Age over 20 years but I haven't been allowed to spend time? Is it not too outrageous of his name? "'And there's Alya, can you?"

Papa smiled after a brief peek at my head. "Propsy. Papa is only worried about the company of the present day. Because you're Papa's only daughter. Therefore, you must obey. At least until we get together again, son. Papa really hopes you'll understand."

"Papa too" added Papa.

I let out a breath.

Surrender?

It seems.

"But right, there's still Aunt Lia or or Aunt Deva, Ma. Surely in one of their homes I feel more comfortable and trusting."

"Mama, did you say that Mama Papa's intentions were like that, but since this was beyond our expectations, and Mama's best friend insisted, how else? Mama can what?"

"Yes, understand.. but, 'kan–"

"Patience, Ra .." said Papa again. "Later if you really can't be there, yes already, Papa allow you to move to Alya or Radit's house."

"Are you, Pa?"

"Yes. So try it first, son, let's not worry too much."

I finally smiled at them again. "Okay, Pa." This time I'm sincere. At least there's still a chance of me getting out of that house. Maybe a week I'll try, just a mere formality for the sake of both my parents.

"But it's better if you come with us, Ra." My mother still persuaded me.

"Stage, Ma. Later if I graduated. I really want to live there."

"Well, if Papa's job is over?"

"Yes ask for a lengthen, Pa."

Papa took the tip of my nose. "Basically yes, it's not that easy, you know."

I chuckle. It feels good that this temporary farewell is filled with laughter. Because a week ago, Mama always cried because she had to leave me. I just don't feel that hard to try to live alone. Because for me, there is still Alya and Radit that has made me much better than alone.

"Be careful, Pa, Ma." I greeted them and hugged them in turns.

"Part yourself, honey. If anything happens, tell Papa. Papa will fly right here to pick you up."

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