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I sat in the corner, on the floor, waiting for the doctor who was treating Radit in the emergency room. I hugged both of my knees with tears that kept melting without me wanting to wipe them. There was Alya who was pacing around impatiently. His cries were still as silent as his relentless will.
Earlier, after I begged, two neighbors kosan and Alya also pleaded, finally Reiki wanted to also take Radit to the hospital with his car. Because in my boarding house there are no other cars other than Reiki cars.
His words calling me a traitor still ring in my head. But Radit's circumstances are more worried about me.
After arriving at the hospital, we were busy taking care of Radit who was in desperate need of help. Reiki just left. He just sent me a short chat that our business wasn't done yet. And I ignored it, no matter.
Only Radit is filling my feelings right now.
After a long wait, finally a doctor came out of the emergency room who handled Radit and immediately asked questions by Alya. I can only watch from my place. I felt like my body was too weak to get up.
"How's my friend doing, Doc?" alya asked while holding her sob.
"Now we have dealt with this but the patient is still unconscious" the doctor said as he stepped foot. "Patience, Ma'am. We'll review the situation further."
Alya nodded slowly and cried again. Same with me sobbing in the corner. It's really painful. Radit is a part of me and Alya. We've been triad since high school, since we were teenagers. I remembered the short joke I had that even brought disaster for him.
I cursed myself.
Radit was transferred to the ward shortly, while we have not been able to see him, the nurse said. So Alya and I sat down next to each other in the waiting chair.
For several tens of minutes in silence, Alya finally started to open her voice. I didn't want to say anything since. I think my sin is too big right now. "Lo what Radit, Ra?" I asked slowly but I heard clearly enough.
"I'm sorry, Al ... Hiks," I cried again while covering my face with both palms.
I felt Alya holding me tightly and taking me into her arms. She was crying again. We sniffled together.
"It's not wrong, Raju ... I know it's not your fault ..."
My crying is getting louder.
Alya patted my back slowly. He stopped the crying first. "Udah, already, you're throwing snot on my shirt. Slovenly, erased."
I pulled my head and received the tissue that Alya thrust. Then I began to wipe my face, and still with a whim.
"I'm glad I moved out of there .." I said slowly. Given how sorry I feel if I still live in the Maheswara family home.
"It's so scary for people!"
"Crazy for him ..."
"What are you doing with Radit and Reiki?" alya asked carefully.
I looked and shook my head. "Well, what? Just kidding, Al. The three of us are that close, right?! Why do we like to joke around with kayak sodara ... what's wrong?"
Alya smiled slightly. "That's my fault for not being on the scene."
"Huh?"
"Well, if there was me, Reiki wouldn't have misunderstood. Yeah, no?! Then that's a guy whose blind jealousy is getting too bad."
I let out a breath. What jealousy is it like that? I'm getting away from whoever the Maheswara family is . Really, I want to run into the arms of both my parents and we live all the way from here. Of course, an exception for Radit and Alya. They are the packers of my life.
After a moment of silence I said with a sore, "Gue has made Radit suffer, Al ... Radit deserves to piss me off and blame me."
"Mrc ..." Alya stroked my back. "We know old Radit, Ra. I'm sure she won't be guilty of it." The girl seemed to have just remembered something. "Eh, my boarding neighbor wants to call the police,"
"Trus?" i'm appalled. But I hope they're right to report the bad guy to the police. The evil reiki.
"Gue ban it."
"Cock?"
"Gue was sure that Reiki and his family would not be that easy to punish, right?! We're just commoners, Ra .. We're gonna lose."
Also true.
Ahhh ... The Maheswara family was too big, powerful, and influential.
Alya is right, we are nothing when it comes to this incident. But with Radit's situation like this, it makes me hate Reiki. The bad guy ...
I hate him.
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I had just returned from the toilet when I found Reiki standing up while putting both his hands in his pants pocket. He leaned against the wall facing the room where Radit was getting treatment.
I was worried, should I go back to the toilet to avoid her? or did I just barge into Radit's room? The important thing is that I don't want to meet Reiki right now, whatever the reason.
Finally I chose the second option, I immediately walked towards the door of the room without even looking at him. But not yet reaching the door, I felt my arm being held firmly by someone. Who else? it's definitely Reiki.
"Azzura, wait! We need to talk." he said firmly.
I tried to let go of his hand check even though I knew it would be useless. "No! There's nothing to talk about."
"Should. We need to talk."
"I don't want to."
I was lazy to make a sound. Besides not wanting to attract the attention of the people who were in the hospital, I was also very very vengeful with the man who was dragging me right now.
He took me to the hospital canteen. After forcing my body to sit on one of the chairs, his hands still did not let go of me. He definitely didn't want me to run away of course.
I threw away my face. Tired of seeing his ugly face. I want to get back to the third floor where Radit is.
"Look at me, honey" he said slowly but firmly.
I didn't obey him.
"Look at me, or you I kiss here." the threat made me turn to him.
He's wrong, but he's more fierce.
I looked at him with hate. Seriously, I hate him so much right now.
"Don't look at me like that, I don't like it."
My gaze did not change until he peeked at me for a moment. My reflexes turned left-right at the people in the canteen. I was worried that the man's actions had just been seen by someone else.
It just makes me more upset. Why does this man always impose his will on me? Even just my gaze he set it. My eyes! Oi ...
"She wants to talk? Scribbles! I have to accompany Radit." I said impatiently. I was more than holding back my emotions.
"He's still more important than me?" ask her in a dislike tone.
Oh God.
What kind of a human is this?
It's obvious he's guilty of wounding Radit, of almost killing Radit, but he's still thinking about himself.
Now I look at him fiercely. Bodo time. "Mas Rei doesn't feel guilty huh? Mas Rei almost killed Radit and Mas Rei still doesn't like it when I think of Radit?"
He just kept staring at me.
"Mas said I was a traitor?" my continue. "When I'm the same Radit has been like a brother since school. We used to joke like that, because there was no feeling. But why–"
I jerked my hand which finally slipped off as well. I rubbed my face so I wouldn't cry anymore. And I looked down at the table.
He kissed my forehead briefly while whispering, "Sorry .. I was just angry because you guys were too intimate. And I don't like that."
Just angry he said?
Just angry and almost killed?
Maddened.
I looked at him again sharply.
"Don't be surprised, I got a tip from my guy that you and your friend are just the two of you in the house" he said again without guilt.
So he spied on me?
I thought he was lost to the earth but apparently he always wanted me from far away?
Getting crazy.
"I only got out of control a little because of emotions, and I've been explained earlier by Alya about the relationship between the three of you. I'll make sure that your brother will heal as he was."
I'm breaking the table.
He lightly said it all without any remorse?
He said it was only a little out of control when Radit almost died?
I.hate.Reiki.
My hand was held back when I was about to leave that place. "Where are you going, honey?"
"I 'm supposed to' accompany Radit."
"no need. His mother has come."
"What?" oh God ... Even Aunt Vera has come. He must be very sad to see Radit's condition now. I should comfort him too.
Since I knew Reiki would definitely not let go of my hand, then one step I took. I bite the man's hand. But there was no reaction from him. He did not scream or speak. His face was just flat as if all I did was a mere ant bite. But one thing's for sure, the check in my hand stretched. And that's the germ used to break away and run away as soon as possible to stay away from him.
After successfully leaving the hospital canteen, and I made sure he didn't come after me, I finally breathed a sigh of relief in the elevator that would take me to the third floor. I just felt like I had to go see Aunt Vera and explain everything that happened. That's my responsibility.
I am the guilty one.
Ting's.
It wasn't an open elevator sound, it was a chat notification coming into my phone. I'll call my jacket pocket and see who's sending me a chat.
Baby, you've dared to fight yes. I can't wait to punish you soon.Reiki-
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