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At 22:45 when I arrived at the contract. I deliberately didn't offer Kenneth to stop by, because it was too late for a guy to meet. But .. apparently even the man who volunteered.
"Don't stop by!" I firmly concluded.
"But I want to, Ra ..."
"Say you're waiting for Sam?"
"Sam is easy, Ra. I'm going in first, right?!"
"NO! Can't!"
"Kenawhy?"
"I'm tired, Ken. I'm going to bed. Take a break. You know me dong. Anyway it's been a gini night, it's not good if you stop by."
Ken seemed to think for a moment, "Yes," he said later. "You look so tired. Come on in, rest! Bobo straight yes, do not chat with anyone."
Cup.
As light as that Kenneth peeped at my forehead, and then he passed. He nodded for a while before entering his car and leaving.
Huff ...
What an exhausting day.
Why isn't what happened the way I wanted? Not as I planned. Everything is not going over my wishes.
Oh my God .. I feel tired of body soul.
I opened the contract door. The lights were turned off, which meant that Alya was already asleep in her room. Indeed, since he started working, his bedtime became early so he could get up early and not be late to work.
After taking the time to drink a glass of water, I just headed to my room which was dark as well. After closing the door and turning around, he,
Lights immediately light.
And ...
I'm appalled.
Whats?
Wh-why is he here?
My feet were glued to the spot, right behind the door. I saw on my bed right now someone was sitting leaning on the head of the bed. Someone who is very impossible I imagine right now to be here.
But, uh,
The man .. real.
How can?
The man who is still in my heart. Butwhy? Why is he even here now? What made him want to see me again? After everything happened and passed, what did he want now?
Silent.
My tongue was silent for a moment.
The alarm in my head went off instantly. This is not true. He already has a fiancee. And I ... Well, I have Kenneth next to me, I don't know what our relationship is. Because my version and Kenneth's version are clearly different. But clearly, that was more than enough to give me a reason.
Soon I opened my bedroom door again. Expand it, so that I can remember the limits of our status. Come on, Zura ... Since long ago you didn't have a clear status with that man, did you?
Oh my God, Reiki was looking at me sharply.
But I'm not afraid. "Why is Mas Rei here? If Mas Rei wants to see you, won't it be necessary to go straight to my room? Can come and wait in the living roomβ"
"I'm not a guest." The cold voice successfully intimidated me. It's been a long time since I've heard his voice at this distance. Damn, don't tell me I miss his voice. "I'm the owner of this place, and it's up to me where I want to be" he continued, which left me a little stunned.
Okay, I believe that now he's the owner of this contract. Somehow the owner of this place sold it. But I knew that Reiki would be able to do whatever he wanted.
"I-I'm going to sleep. Please Mas out, "fuck, why am I nervous? I've tried to calm down, but why is that man so very capable of influencing me.
Reiki came down from my bed. Slowly his feet moved towards me. Pimply. It's hazardous. I fear. I was really afraid of the aura that that beautiful man had. I was afraid that I would be beguiled by him again, and ended up with heartache that accompanied the rest of my life.
"You're getting pretty, sweetie .." whispered the tease. I don't know when he's been trapping me against the wall on the right side of the door. My hair goosebumps instantly as she kisses me gently on the cheek.
Why like this? Why am I always weak when I dominate?
Conscious, Zura!
I'm not the Azzura you knew a few months ago. I am now much more mature in the face of various tastes of life. That's how I should be.
"What's the need for a gas?" tanyaku. I want this to be sorted out quickly. I mean, about the reason for his arrival.
Reiki leaned against the doorpost of my room with both hands in her pants pocket. A few steps were between us. He looked at me with a look I didn't understand. Oya, I've turned on the lights while walking just now.
"I miss u ..."
His hoarse voice tickled my hearing. It still has that much effect on my heart. On defense. But I can't lose. Yeah, I gotta be firm this time.
"Then?"
Pause for a long time when he spoke through the look of his eyes only to me. I definitely avoided that look in his eyes. I don't want to mean anything. Because we are not like before.
"I'm sleepy" I said in response when my eyes finally looked back at him.
He calmly moved his face with a glance. "Please, comein! I'm gonna go,"
Buty?
I'm sure his words aren't finished. And I doubt, rather I'm afraid to go through it standing in the way of my bedroom door.
I swallowed the saliva.
My heart was pounding believing that the man wanted something from me before he actually left.
"Mas Rei go first, I want to lock the door after Mas Rei comes out." I still keep my tone calm. I hope he doesn't hear that the sound I'm actually making is a little vibrating.
Again, he looked at me intensely.
"I won't leave until I see you in your room."
Hufftts.
When does this end? The men I met were born to rule and did not like to be denied.
It's peevedful.
Reiki is not good for my mental health.
"I'm tired, Mas .. plis go ...."
"Lake in!"
I wanted to get in but I was afraid he'd touch me. Geez, can't anyone save me from him? I hope Alya suddenly wakes up. Then help me face Thanos in front of me.
With doubt I finally stepped up as well. The thinner I was from him, the louder the thump in my heart. Until finally I managed to get through it without any problems, butβ
Just a step I set foot on the floor of my room, my arm restrained.
It was all too short before I realized that Reiki had already pulled me into his arms, and his lips immediately invaded my lips.
My eyes glared in surprise. But that doesn't stop her from continuing******my lips are merciless.
Not long. Just a few seconds.
Because of my strong thrust on his field chest was apparently able to remove his lips from mine. I think he's off guard.
His eyes stared in disbelief at me, "Newly for a moment, honey .." the protest was unacceptable.
Crazy jerk.
I slammed my door hard and locked it. The slot did not forget. To take refuge from the ferocity of a man full of charm.
My heart that has been pounding since then is now becoming more and more. I'm afraid I'm having a heart attack. Reiki is really not good for my peace of mind. I have to keep as far away from him as possible. Like a magnet, if my radius is close to him then I will be strongly attracted to him.
Danger. It's really dangerous.
The status is that he already has a fiancee. And I who .. 'may' have hope in Ken - even if that hope is very small - then it is impossible to be close to him. Don't let me look 'anything' with Reiki again. Because the world doesn't approve of me with that man. At all.
I touched my lips for a moment. Geez, even I still remember that feeling. The feeling when his lips stopped on my lips. And bad, I'm sure there's a speck of joy I'm denying in the corner of my heart.
Tok tok tok tok
The knock on my door made me hold my breath. So apparently the guy's still here?
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