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"I'm sorry, I hate you, Mom," I said in a soft voice. I had to lie for the good of everyone. No, there will be no future in our relationship no matter how strong Reiki keeps me. And the most important thing right now is not my feelings or my love story, but the circumstances of my parents, the circumstances of Papa.

"I don't care, honey," he said stubbornly.

I glanced at the grandma who was still watching us. Quote silence as; he gave me the opportunity to end my unclear relationship with his grandson, or else he himself would have acted in his own way.

"You should care, because I always feel like dying if you keep pushing me."

"Don't say that!"

"Truly, I always wanted to die if you were too selfish to rule over me. I've told you many times that I can barely breathe through all your treatment. Your obsession is capable of killing me, Mas."

Continue, Zura ...

"But this time .. I really want to get away from you, Mas. I'm not a really stupid girl either. I always realized that I was nothing compared to all the women around you. I– I don't deserve you."

"Who said? No one has the right to decide who I deserve but myself."

"But I can't accept you. Janeta, Amanda, Maria. And again .. I don't trust you at all. Then please ... don't force me to live the life you want. I have my own world. And my world is without you."

"Sayang–" hisses ready to explode. His face is creepy. I want to quickly disappear from this place.

"Click, if Mas Rei is still forcing me too, then I'd rather die" I said. I showed a look of seriousness on my face.

"Don't threaten me, honey."

"I'm not threatening. If you want proof of my words, I can give it to you."

"Azzura."

My threat made her look even more angry. But I don't care.

"Mas Rei wants my body? Okay!"

"YOUR AZZURA!" snapped it.

"What?" I'm desperate. Really desperate.

"Stop!"

I crouched down and cried from frustration. Why would I be stuck here? I never wanted to have a lover of a rich man, but why did my fate have to be like this? Stuck in a story like Cinderella. I'm even more convinced that he's just obsessed with me, and I'm actually in love with him. I can what?

When my eyes finally looked at the Apple knife on the table in front of the sofa in the room, I quickly moved to get close and picked up the sharp object.

I can be reckless. If this had to happen, if it was my destiny, I would never regret it.

"Mas Rei needs proof?" threaten me while putting a knife on my wrist. I'm not just threatening, but I intend to be real if he's still with his selfishness. Yeah, I'm as good as I can be to end my life in order to get away from her.

"Honey, let go of that," said Reiki sharply. Kulerik grandma also looked at me with a frown.

I have no intention of retreating. I looked back at Reiki's eyes with the same sharpness. The tears that were ceaselessly blocking my view, now even made my heart even more claustrophobic.

What the hell is going on with my life? Why should it be like this? Why everything has to happen is not what I want.

Why would fate lead me to a man like Reiki? Wh why?

"IT'S BETTER THAT I DIE IF MAS REI CONTINUES TO FORCE ME TO STAY!" my screams.

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I ran out of that building. Without caring about Johan who was ready with his car, I just drove through it. I turned my head when I sensed that a young woman was saying my name. But I didn't have time to answer, because I was crying all over. I cry for my unusual life again.

The taxi I was driving me to the airport. I hope Johan or anyone else Reiki doesn't follow me.

It works? Yes, I'm one step away from that man's life. A horrible man who's obsessed with me. I don't know, I'm not good at deciphering his attitude as what. There is, toxic relationship if I continue to be near him.

I, the fool, can now breathe a sigh of relief. At least, I still have a new life expectancy when I am far away from him.

I hope that.

Hope this is the end.

Don't look back, Zura. Go on with your life, or rather, come back to your real life.

There is still time before I have to climb Jakarta again at graduation. I will spend my days with my parents who I have long missed.

See you in Jakarta. When I come back, I hope everything is back to normal as it was.

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