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The Fourty Six

"Elo sure of your decision?" alya asked with a frown. He had probably asked her such a thing a hundred times since yesterday. The day after we graduated.

Right now I have finished tying my shoelaces and carrying my backpack comfortably. Not to forget my suitcase that was ready with my personal belongings, by my side.

"Yelvin, Al. Don't ask me why. This is me going to walk. Time not sure?"

"Yes, I'm coming .." whining Alya. He just kept getting angry then whining, getting angry again, whining again since last night.

"Can't. I don't understand it either."

"Gue nangis nih, Ra ..."

"Yes is crying. No one is forbidden either."

"It's so cruel that you ..."

"It's me who's coming" said Radit.

This again .. same.

The day after graduation I decided to take a trip. Well, a decision that suddenly came to my mind. I want to go wherever I want. What matters is that I want to make peace with my destiny. Because it's useless if I start looking for a job right now, when my heart and brain feel dead, then there is only a sense of reluctance to realize the world.

Therefore, I firmly decided, it would be better if I went traveling. Travelling the real term. But my sense of sadness doesn't want to say that this is a mere walk. Yes, I'm still mourning. So I assume this is another form of my efforts in restoring my sanity, restoring my once dim spirit of life. By going to a foreign place far from Jakarta to calm down, it feels like it will sound quite good.

There's no way I'm going back to Japan for now. It's too hard for me to remember everything, everything that happened there. Although in reality the graves of my parents were there.

"Let's take me, '" I told Radit as I stepped up. "Drug Alya!" I teased Alya who was currently at the god level to come with me. But unfortunately, his parents, namely Om Sandi and Aunt Lia, do not allow his only daughter to be away from them.

And I understand that.

"Have a son! I'm going to the airport." Alya hurriedly boarded the car and occupied the passenger seat in front, next to Radit who was driving.

"Until the airport doang loh yes, not until Bali."

"Lo told me to fly for Raju? I don't have a plane ticket" he said.

"Streetings, Al. Got legs, right?!"

"By the way I'm gonna blow your mouth with my leg, Dit."

Yes, I'm going to Bali for a week, the original intention. And so did the one that stuck with my two best friends. But ... looks like it'll be more than a week I guess. I don't know for a while I can't be sure either. It was my decision last night that I just ordered a plane ticket there right away.

Papa once expressed his desire to have a house in Bali. And I was there and I didn't mean to buy a house. Nope. I'm not ready to stay alone away from Alya and Radit. That said, I feel more at ease when there is Alya and Radit who I can easily meet immediately if I want to. Including both Alya and Radit's parents that I've considered my parents as well.

"Nak times yes vacation for a while," said Alya when we were already on our way to the airport. "It's a pity that the official letter did not come down from the nyokap bokap."

"Lo likes amnesia if it's in a good place, Al. Still not realising either!" sahut Radit's. "Ke Bandung if I don't force it home, you'll cross it in the tea garden, tau!"

"Lo likes to forget himself, Al," I added. "When I go to Bali, I can bother."

"But my intention is to nemenin lo, Raju. Not for fun. That's it."

"Gue again needs to be alone first, Al," my voice swallowed. There's a lot I have to hold just down my throat. I can't afford to say.

"Yes I understand. But I'm worried about you ..."

"Doain. Let me come back next week in a happy heart."

"Lo's not alone, dear Raju. You are never alone. There's always me with Radit where you come back home. Know?!"

"Yes, I understand."

"Cabarin every day, yes" Radit said. "Don't forget the daily news report."

"Yes-yes ...."

There was a warm feeling when my two best friends showed me their concern. I feel like I'm not alone. And I promise I'll always talk to them wherever I am.

"Remain a week?" ask Alya again. "Master, don't you binyik bingit anyway, lest you buy another house there? How am I jealous?"

"What the hell, Al?" elakku. "Gue also doesn't know how long. A minimum of a week is certain. Because I want to find peace. Want to find new air while I try to make the departure of both my parents."

"Yes yes .. I doain lo okay, selamet, and happy. Don't forget to go home!"

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