
I only ducked what I could when I finally got back to my cubicle forty-five minutes later. It's not easy for me to get off Reiki's radar. However, an important phone for him that then makes me able to return to the office without lingering.
It's not an easy thing for me to show my face again at the office after Om Johan's exclusive pickup. There will definitely be a lot of questions that I get when the break time comes.
Then somehow I was able to return to the office naturally, without any doubt or reprimand, from anyone.
Is this Reiki power too?
"Where from?" abel asked half a whisper to me.
I just shakes reluctantly to explain. Kulrikik mas Anjas who was apparently glancing at me also in the distance.
Huhhh .. I don't know what will happen again after this. I will only focus on my work, before being busy answering the curiosity of my colleagues later.
It didn't feel like two hours had passed when I again had a surprise. Only, this time not from Reiki or his minions anymore. I think, after today, my story will spread to one company. And I need to get ready if I get fired sooner than I thought.
Wow, my life is amazing!
Always get into trouble wherever and whenever.
I was reluctant to look at the others, the others in this room I maxed out. My focus was only on the gaze of the man who was now standing in front of my cubicle. Who else if not Kenneth?
Never mind, I've given up dealing with those two Maheswara. How great I am to keep my closeness to them, still in the end those who will blatantly "disrupt" the normalcy of my life.
"Lunch?"
I shook my head, "No laper." My problems with them made me lose my hunger.
"You'll be sick, Ra. Come on," Kenneth pulled my hand to stand. Then after I stood up, she instead of taking me away, but she instead attracted everyone's attention.
"Zura is really my girlfriend" he said with eyes running around to my colleagues. I swear, I don't have a face here anymore. "But it wasn't that easy to get his heart. So, pray for us so that we can really be a pair–"
I pulled Kenneth to leave the place immediately, before he rambled even further.
"What the hell, Ken?" my spray got angry, once we arrived at a quiet corner. Because almost everyone is enjoying their break. "Why is that?"
"What the hell is that, Ra? I'm just telling you the truth."
"Yes but I don't like it."
"Why? Are you ashamed?"
Hard gel I gave you. "It's not just that. I don't know what to do anymore, Ken. I myself– confused ...."
I felt Kenneth's fingers caressing my head with love. His soft voice said, "Without what the hell, Ra, honey? Just tell me,"
Gambang. Feeling Ken's warmth brings guilt into my heart. How could he come back like this after what happened last night between the three of us. After he found out the facts between me and his cousin. In fact, after he was disappointed and hurt because of me.
.......
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"Ken ..."
"Eat first. Make your stomach warm first, just finished it we talk again ya."
I comply. I try to focus on the lunch that Kenneth ordered while I don't want any food. However, it is not good if I let the food that he has chosen for me.
Every now and then I glanced at this handsome man in front of me. Then when he realized and our gazes met each other then that was when he smiled sweetly at me. Immediately I bow my eyes back to the food.
"You ... aren't angry with me?" I asked quietly without seeing it.
"angry? Angry why? Ahh ... Which this morning you left not to say? Well ... As long as you're all right, it's a lot calmer for me."
"Not that."
"Trus?"
I saw him looking at me waiting for an answer.
"On last night,"
Kenneth sighed for a moment before saying, "I've decided."
Whahuh? Don't worry about me anymore, plis .. I can hardly stay among them any longer.
"I'll fight for you .. us."
Her words really made me stop my half-lent lunch. It was no longer tasteful when I was confused by my life that never calmed down.
What about Reiki who had broken off her engagement, even as if I had accepted it. I don't know if I know my own body language or not.
It really makes me unable to think.
I love Ken. I don't know how much it's worth, somehow it's in position, I just know that I love it. I don't want to be his enemy.
Besides, I also cannot lie to my happy heart when Reiki is near me. Even I still clearly remember the kiss this morning, even though it still makes me angry because Reiki does not know the place and situation. Does that mean I want it in the right place and situation? Seriously, I don't understand what my heart wants either.
Oh my God .. This is so confusing.
I love both, but that doesn't mean I want to have both. Not at all. I was more afraid that one of them would get hurt and disappointed. I am not worthy enough to be showered with much love.
Oh my God, what am I supposed to do?
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