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Man can never choose to be born as what, where, and with whom. The life we will live will never know what it will be like, how, how heavy or how happy. Everything is God's secret.
My destiny like this should not be much to complain about. Like the fate of a fallen leaf blown by the wind, he never complained or refused his way of life.
Can I be envious of those leaves? Because it feels like their fall is not as sweet as the strands of my breath story. Everything happened beautifully. While I am ...
Zura, stop complaining. God has decided what your future will be like. Who will be with you and how will you be happy. Not infrequently what is good according to man is not necessarily good according to God. So believe me, everything is arranged in such a way that the good comes at the right time.
A glass blocked my view of the fallen leaves there. Hot steam billowed from the glass, and I turned to the man who had thrust the glass at me. In his other hand was his glass.
"Warm yourself."
I gave a smile as my hand received the drink.
"Be careful a little hot." again he noticed me.
"Thank you."
A glass of warm chocolate for the cold air in the morning feels very fitting, and I like it. I tried to sip it a little and I put the glass immediately on the table in front of me.
"How do you feel?"
"Hm, better."
Really, I also don't know why my heart feels light right now. The comfort I felt exceeded the days before when I was with Kenneth. No, I don't mean to compare. It's just that, honestly I felt this calmness since yesterday afternoon when Reiki took me out of town. Being alone is just me and him.
Her smile was sweet as she looked at me now. And it made me a little nervous and then took my warm chocolate for another sip.
"You're beautiful when you're happy."
I don't understand what he's saying. After everything that's happened in my life, which part of it seems happy according to him?
"Now. You look beautiful, honey. When your heart is calm, your beauty radiates beautifully."
The sound of birds in the distance was like a song that made my heart calm. Then, how did he know that right now I was ...
"We're leaving this country,"
Reiki's words inevitably surprised me. "Mommy mean?"
This time he sipped his glass coolly. That's what I see in my eyes now. And may the man not realize how much my heart craves him even though time has passed not a moment. I realized that this taste never seems to go out. He once cracked, dimmed and now appears again to the surface. But let it be, let it be this way. Let him remain in the deepest corner of my heart.
What say? Wait, this is too sudden. It's not that I prefer to be where and where, I only need one thing .. which is to tell Alya and Radit. Truly, only those two people will remain in my heart and mind forever.
I'm already numb. Passing more precisely. I like this guy. Despite all the problems behind him, behind 'we', but I'm not able to think about anything else. I feel helpless and I don't want to hope for anything.
Actually with or without Reiki even though I was sincere. There is no desire for a beautiful world, a world full of love and such. However, when Reiki had just given me such a wish I had no intention of resisting. It's not that I want Reiki without her whole family. That's not. From now on I will face whatever I have to face.
Reiki wants me? Alright. I accept this path of my destiny. Like a leaf that falls sincerely, then I will sincerely accept complete Reiki with millions of obstacles. If I lose, for example. If I fail to accept my destiny with Reiki, that's okay. Again, I just have to be sincere about my destiny.
"Hm ... Where to?"
"Where do you want it?"
"Mas's plan?"
"Madrid."
"Why?"
"I'm comfortable there. And I'll make you comfortable too. Just the two of us, happy. That's it."
Will it be that easy? Oh come on, Zura. Haven't you decided to accept all sorts of good bad luck? If it were going to be bad again, why? Like never feeling pain alone ...
"Hm?" Reiki was waiting for my answer.
Then I smiled knot. "So much for me."
"No word but whatever?"
His words made me chuckle slowly. After that, I was with him. I know that I'm strong with him, though the shadow of trouble will continue to haunt me. I believe Reiki can take care of me.
"I want to go wherever I take me" I said sincerely. My smile was even more sincere. There's nothing I have to cover up for anything that makes me comfortable.
Then the world looked so beautiful when she replied to me with a smile. A sweet smile too. And the same feeling. Am I overreacting? No problem, Zura.
"I'm sorry for all the painful things that have happened to you, dear. I'll pay for everything, I'll make up for everything. I will never let you go again, even if you intend to die near me. Never try anything, honey. We should be together, together forever."
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Want to end again. Let this run, then focus on Nana and Ares, Nasywa and Erlangga, Gea and Andre. Yes, the PR is a lot. 😂
Thank's for reading! ❤❤