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"So you slept with him?" welcome Alya as soon as I get back into our room. His tone of question sounded cynical and sharp. Well, I get it.
I had taken clothes on the walk in closet earlier and intended to bathe in my room when I found Alya was awake when there was no 5 am. He is usually the hardest to wake up.
"Yes and no" I replied as I sat on the edge of the bed. Alya is still in his sleep position with a cellphone that is still on after use. Or still used.
"meaning?"
"Lo knows we slept here together last night."
"Well, since when did you sneak into a man's room?"
I let out a breath. "I didn't sneak in, Al. Just crazy! I'm still very sane for not doing things like that. ."
"So?"
"Gue also never realized when he kidnapped me from this room." I had to convince Alya. "Trust me the same?"
Alya changed her position to lying on her stomach near me. His eyes looked at me seriously. "Truthfully me, Ra ... Do you sleep with her often?"
I nodded slowly. But before Alya had any worse thoughts, I hurriedly explained. "Ordinary sleep, Al. Believe me not, I'm still 'safe'. Seal. Yes, he slept hugging me, but only up to that limit. Just sleeping."
"That's not the limit, it's tacky. Yeah anyways, where the hell is it, Ra? Logically, he is a normal adult. Sleeping with girls but nothing? Bullshit is lo!"
Hm ...
"And I said, believe me I can't believe I'm still safe. There was nothing strange in my body" I said half-thought while fumbling a little.
"Jiaaahhh Rajuu's innocence ..."
"At first he said yes" I continued.
"What's how?"
"Should I have jabarin?"
"need. Lo that's the girl I'm looking after, you know!"
I'm confused how to explain it. And it's a little embarrassing for me. Seriously, I'm still innocent in terms of adult-smelling confusions.
"At first he couldn't sleep because 'nothing' that, '" I explained. "But the more here, he's used to it! Do not accuse me who does not refuse, because of course I have rejected him as hard as possible, and if I can just run away. But, I lost, Al. He can do whatever he wants." I sigh. "But I'm sure one thing just .. I'm still safe."
Alya looked at me for a long time. I'm sure he's assessing whether I'm lying or not.
"Married there! Oops-I mean, get married there!" tell Alya flatly.
"From that on, my mending goes away from her life, Al .." I said a little to keep my voice down. I don't know why it's like something's stuck in my throat. Am I sad? Wh why?
Now I am convinced that soon I must change my life by stopping my steps within the scope of Maheswara Reiki. Couldn't I have to stay away. Whatever I have to do to get away from it. Because there is no future if I accept it in my life. I was too incapable and unable to enter his world, fight his world, and become part of his world.
No. .. It's not me.
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Alya poked my waist. When I turned her head she moved her lips without a sound to say; may I eat?
Oh gosh. He was as fond of Reiki as we were at the dinner table for breakfast.
"Eat, Al," I told Alya to eat my bread. Kulirik Alya smiled awkwardly at Reiki. While the man was flat. Not reacting anything. On the contrary, when I glanced at Reiki, I instead got a perverted look.
I ignored him and continued to eat breakfast.
"Mas Rei didn't go to the office?" alya asked on the sidelines. His face looked more relaxed now.
"To office. But kind of a shit."
"Oh ..."
Suddenly I felt a touch on the corner of my lips. And apparently it was Reiki's fingers that seemed to wipe something left there. Whether it's bread crumbs or chocolate jam. Then I saw the man licking his thumb which he just used to touch my lips. The success of her sweet treatment made me slightly flushed. Reflexes also I glanced slowly towards Alya. My friend saw me drinking water in a hurry as if choking.
"Gue wants to get my phone first" Alya told me. He got up and walked towards the room.
When I looked forward again, Reiki had already stood up from his chair and came straight for me to grab my lips. He forced a kiss that even I was never ready for. I'm eating loh!
I tried to push her because I was worried that Alya would see us. Reiki cannot be fought. That's absolute. As a result, I can always only resign if he wants my lips.
The kiss was not very deep but it was enough to make my breath sting. It's even hard to breathe.
"There's Alya, Mas" my hiss as he finally finished his kiss.
Reiki still locked me with one hand on the table, the other on the back of my chair. The distance of his face was still very close to mine.
"I can't stand to see your lips, honey. And when did your friend leave, hm?"
"Alya will continue here" I replied slowly. But I hurriedly added, "Don't keep me away from Alya, or I'll hate you forever."
"Don't threaten me, honey," her hand pulled the dangling boy over my face and slipped him behind my ear. "You just have to obey me" he said slowly but full of intimidation. It's always like that.
I wanted to say a lot, but it felt like my tongue wasn't brave enough to speak. Because I understand too much what Reiki is like. I can only hope that there will be some strength someday for me to be able to get away from her, from her life.
Alya returned from the room and Reiki was already sitting back in his seat.
"Radit came home, Ra, last night." Alya spoke while watching her phone. Forgetting that there are not only the two of us, but also the selfish master of the order, Reiki. "We're going to cafe yuk ntar!"
My eyes are still staring at Alya. I hope Alya can read my eyes more deeply. And I'm really reluctant to stare at Reiki right now. Or rather, I don't want to hear what Reiki will say in a moment.
"Azzura will come with me to the office."
Tuh.
The sharp and short voice of Reiki was lazy for me. But, "I don't want to," I said looking back at his eyes that were looking at me sharply. I should try to fight him from now on. And hopefully my annoying attitude will make her slowly hate me.
"No objection, dear," he sighed softly but creepily. Do not forget his faint smile as if warning me of a threat behind his wish sentence.
That's Reiki.
A man who always gets what he wants.
"Raju, I go alone aj-"
"Gue's coming with you, Al." My tone actually felt like it was shaking from trying to fight that guy. But I kept my voice and tried to have myself back. Yeah, I have to get back to myself, with no control over anyone.
Reiki pulled the corner of her lips next to her as I glanced back at her, and it made me even more anxious about what the man would do because I dared to fight back.
Oh my gosh, don't let him attack Radit again! I forget. He's a crazy guy.
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