I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

OUR SHIP SAILED

I kept my promise to go to the operating room. I walk with Him in All His Power and Will. I do not want to be a proud and selfish human being by asking God to grant all my prayers. It's up to him. Whatever is best for me. I accept.

I am thankful that God warms my heart with sweet love. Lovely love filled the space of my heart that was empty.

I believe God has arranged it so well for me and my loved ones.

I entrust my body to the medical team of oncologists who are ready to dissect my disease.

After weeks of treatment with all the treatment and methods, thank God.doctor gave me happy news, if my surgery was successful and the cancer cells that once lodged in my lungs are now clean to the roots.

Even so, I am still required to check up control every week and still have to take some pendetox drugs as well as vitamins to strengthen my body's immune cell tissue after surgery and other treatments.

I'm excited to remember after all this is done, Ranti and Ijab kabul will. Walimahan again recited the sacred promise I had torn. I just ask God to bring happiness to my loved ones. The people who have always loved me, supported me and supported me so I could get through all this.

Mobile phones were deliberately deactivated during my healing process. Because the radiation is quite high also because I want to focus on undergoing treatment.

That's why neither Hera nor Ranti, including Rosa and Mas Anang knew at all the news of my news and the time of my return.

I went home but went straight to Hardi's, Ranti's sister. I expressed my intention to marry Ranti again. And also informed that Ranti also agreed. I asked her to be Ranti's marriage guardian later. Hardi and Gina were crying. They are happy if their beloved sister is happy. I was happy, Hardi and Gina no longer bothered about my cruel past to Ranti. I asked her again to take care of all her preparations including taking care of the paperwork as a condition of marriage that we had to fulfill. Hardi and Gina are willing to help us. I bowed in amazement. I can't make a lot of promises to them. But I want them to know how much I want to make Ranti and Orange happy forever. As long as this breath is still blowing and this body is still spirited, I will do anything for them.

I came home to Ranti's tears. He seemed to want to hug me but just stood still considering we still couldn't touch just yet.

"I'm cured, Ranti! Will you marry me?" I took out a ring box I bought the other day and I haven't had time to pin it.

"Rings are cheap, don't look at the price!" I whispered to her after Ranti nodded and received me pairing a tiny blue sapphire rocky ring.

Orange also looks at me who looks friendly with Ranti. I smiled, as if I could read the heart of my beloved daughter. I crouched down on him, picked up another small box nailed to my cloak.

"This is for the Orange!" Orange with open mouth. It prancing pleasure. A set of necklaces and bracelets with orange-colored gemstone pendants lives up to its name. I put it on an orange that looks so enthusiastic with a happy glowing face.

"Don't be angry, Ranti! I bought you more orange!" my whisper to Ranti made Ranti smile shyly directly kissed Orange cheeks.

Ranti and I got married a week later after all the marriage requirements files were complete. We do everything simply. Held in Ranti's house with our little families watching. Rosa and Mas Anang as well as Arif and Nana attended our happy moment. There's Mul and Jabrik, Hana and Lina. There are also RT sir and some neighbors who we invited. Alhamdullah.... Thank you God!

After the magnitude of the storm hit, until our ship was wrecked in the middle of the road. Now we are trying to make a new ship and slowly go back to sailing. Thankfullillaah...!

Arif told me that Vika passed away 3 days ago at Sumber Waras Hospital. Vika hanged herself on her bedroom bed.

Ranti and I can only look at it. Clenching our hands together and hoping that no other Vika-Vika would interfere with our relationship.

What I regret is that Vika cannot take the opportunity that God has given her all this time. Finally he just slumped and completely drowned over all his attitudes and actions in the past. Without being able to feel happiness and gratitude how much God loves him with all the trials of life to be better. I sighed with Istighfar in my heart. I can't be arrogant and laugh like I'm better than him.

Every human being has God set his way of life. Allah Who Knows More and Knows. Laa haula wala quwata illabilla hil'ali....

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"Maaa.... What are you doing?" Ranti was surprised to see me. I just smiled looking at her beautiful innocent face in the morning. Subhanallah!! I kissed her forehead and led her to sit in the dining chair. My homemade fried rice is already available for Ranti and Orange.

"Sit sweet, breakfast first! I'll go ahead, a minute!... Eit..don't walk first, the floor is slippery, Ranti!" I said whispering in his ear while winking and returning to work.

I went back to mopping the floor. Dry it immediately with a dry cloth and rush to dry clothes.

"Maaas..this is my job, mas!"

"Sorry, mom! I woke up not praying at dawn because I was menstruating."

I just smiled at him with a blink of an eye. Ranti slammed towards me. Hugging my body tightly, I kissed my face. I kissed her more fiercely. I know he's embarrassed because I took his share of taking care of the house. I've been used to it during my graduation. Take care of yourself and do everything I can.

"Don't tempt me when you can't give me 'that', Ranti!" I like to tease her. Looking at the pink tinge on his face. Looking at her sweet smile that was held back behind her lips. I really like it!

Ranti returned to the dining table with a timid smile. The orange also got up and stood at the door of the room looking at us confused.

I carried the tiny body of Orange and gave it to Ranti.

"Papa makein fried rice. Breakfast, baby!"

"Papa koq is here?" the question is plain. Makes me and Ranti shy.

"What is papa nginap, ma?" Jorge asked Ranti again.

"Now papa lives with us, baby!" Ranti explained in her soft voice.

"Yesterday papa never caught up! Now can we stay with us?"

"It's papa's khan too, son!" said Ranti again.

"House that papa placein have om Arif same aunt Nana huh?"

"Yes, Son!"

"Papa got kicked out, mah? So stay here?"

"It's not honey!.." Ranti is confused how else to explain it to Orange. While I was just smiling just watching the two beautiful women in my life chatting.

"Mama and papa are now husband and wife dear, so can stay together. Orange's happy, papa's staying with you?" I finally made a sound. Orange looked at me with wide smiling lips.

"Boyak mother with her father Elin yes pa?"

"Yes. Smart, Orange!"

I hold Ranti and Jingga's fingers. Smear them and also kiss their forehead one by one.

"Now mama is the same Orange breakfast. Papa take a shower first, keep orange also shower. We're going to go after him, will you?"

"Okeeeee.....!!!"

I smile to see the joy of my son and my wife.

"Say what kind of papa has worked so hard to make us breakfast?" ranti on Orange.

"Thank you, papa!"

"Together, Orange!"

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