I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

DOWN TIMES

"Later!... I'd like to take Jingga to Seaworld on Sunday. Can ya?" tanyaku asked Ranti for permission when he came home from work and saw Ranti was sitting casually in the room.

Ranti looked at me with a sad look. It seems he has other plans. My permission is probably a bit problematic this time.

Ranti lowered her head while sighing.

"If you already have other plans, it's okay Ranti! I can take the Orange next time. Sorry!"

"Mas!"

"Yes?"

"Am I no longer attractive in your eyes?" I was surprised by his sudden question like that. I was silent just gulping.

Who said it, Ranti? You've always been good at attracting my attention. You're always circling my brain. Tickling my heart that sometimes misses wanting to look at your face even from a distance. Although it must be secretly.

"You don't seem to want to go with me. You just want to go with the orange." Ranti crying again makes me more silent petrified. I made your tears fall again, Ranti! I'm sorry...I'm sorry!

I'm falling down Ranti! I'm on the verge of death. I may saturate you for no longer wanting to have you. I don't want to use you again like I used to.

Don't look at me, Ranti! I'm afraid you'll fall back into my arms just because of your deep motherhood. If that happens, then all our stories go back to the past. And I will only trouble you with my illness.

Ja. I need you. I need an orange. I need someone who can encourage my life to continue fighting and not be discouraged. But how evil would I be if I would use you again just so that someone could take care of me in my midst with the pain that torments me.

I don't want to keep torturing you. Trouble you let alone make you cry again for thinking of this near-death me.

Look at the outside world, Ranti! The warm morning sun still shines timidly and the tinge still amazes many. Many people love you. There are a lot of good guys out there watching you. Move on it! Be happy! Wail your day Ranti!

Lordy! Maybe I was wrong to decide to live next door to you. Maybe I'll just make your heart hurt deeper. For God's sake, I have no such intention. I'm sorry, Ranti!

I'm just silent I can't give you an answer let alone an explanation. Hhh.... Sorry Ranti!

Maybe the reader will be sad and washed away by my story. Thank ye. I am a half old man. Plus it turns out that the influence of drugs also seems to play a big role in my psychology that goes up and down and becomes unstable even more towards sadness. For that I need your support and your spirit just like when you blasphemed and scolded me when I fell into disobedience.

I need a spirit injection. I'm lucky that two violent friends that I thought that little brother would stay with me even if only a few days each week.

Hera forced me to go into surgery immediately. Then I should inform Rosa and Anjar of my condition. I will automatically take a 3-week leave of absence from work.

Rosa was shocked to hear my story and Anang's dazed on her desk.

"Ayolaaah... perangati me! If you are sad, my heart is even sadder! I asked for a leave of absence of less than one month for surgery and healing. Pleaseee....!!! I'll be back with you!" I tried to comfort them when in fact I was just amusing myself.

"Great khan me? Hihihihi. story of my life has been like a soap opera bermini series full of mystery and tragedy. Jiaaaaah... hahahaha. Come on Ros! We make a movie if our factory succeeds later!"

"Parents are crazy, crazy, oblique!!!"

"Naaaah that's dong! Come on, let out your anger to burn my spirit!" Rosa smiled upset but resignedly because I was always sneering and even deliberately aroused her frustration.

Come, come, come! The spirit!!!!

Howoooooo!!!!!!!

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😎AUGUST OF DULUT😎

"Papa..... Jingga already want to participate in the August race at the house of RT sir!"

"Waaah, great papa boy! What race, son?"

"Eat crackers."

"Kereeeen.ntar yaaa lombanya spirit!"

"okay!!! Pahs.... Why is every August there is always a race at home, RT????" ask Orange innocently.

"That race, held to enliven the Independence day of our beloved Country, dear! The Republic of Indonesia!"

"Ooooh.... When the war era was the same Netherlands as Japan, we lost the race continue huh reward them? So every year must practice the race, so if there is another race war, Indonesia will win!!! Yeeey.... Orange has to win!!!! Howaaaat!!!"

😅😂😂😂😂

"It's not like that, I'm going to!!!!"

Hadeeeeuh, confused about the same 5-year-old boy. Sok atuh, who has a suggestion... or input, how to explain to my King dear readers!!!

See you next time....🤗😇😎

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