I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

HE AND I AGREED TO BE UNITED

"Mas, what should I do?" ask Vika again. Still in my arms starting to run the vehicle.

"What should I do too, Vika? I don't know. The fragrance of your love interest drives me crazy. Makes my mind full of you. I'm really crazy this time. Crazy one! I am 39 years old. Not the age of adolescence. But it can be crazy for love!'

"really, mom? Is that really what you said? Then I'm not the only one who feels that madness? You either? Really?" Vika kissed my cheek. Made my face red.

"Hey, I'm driving. Don't you bother with your lips!" I said rough but with smiling lips.

"Tuh, khan.... It's not exactly the same with me!" muttered Vika scowled.

"That's because I hate you! Really love!"

"Calci, mas.... You said it like a big SD kid! Hahahaha...bucin?"

"That means I'm really unyu dong in your eyes?"

"not again. You're gemesin, sweet-sweet how that is! Make me addicted to disturb you, tempt you. You're rude, but if you're joking.bikin melts my heart. Shouting my day!"

"Our love is crazy love, Vika! You are a crazy woman, who fell in love with me, an ordinary man who already has a wife and children. And my wife is your best friend. And I'm crazier! Can fall in love with you who are so annoying and have a character opposite from me. No matter what my own daughter's feelings are!"

"Yes. We're two crazy people drunk on love!"

"You know?... These few days you disappeared from my eyes. Mind fucked. I felt like a young girl who had been so foolish as to give up her virginity to such a handsome man of experience. I just cry alone. Regretting my stupidity which is easily seduced by his deadly seduction. And I'm trying to find you, to hold you accountable to me, this innocent girl!"

Vika laughed again. Smacked my cheek again. Wiggling my hand with his anxiety.

"Mas Dikaaa... are you yaaa?! You think you're that innocent? I who made K.O keep you just living while sleeping. Just sent a message, sorry. Our filiality is quite the first and last. Forget everything, I don't want to hurt Ranti. Point. Already, just like that!"

"I don't know what to do with you and Ranti. You know, Vika. Before you.only Ranti loved me sincerely. Accepting all my shortcomings. Start everything from zero. And you came, gave me another love. Which makes my day a new color. I was amazed, but self-conscious. It turns out that your love is too intoxicating to me. Makes me go crazy and crazy."

"I love you mas! I sincerely love you. Accept all your shortcomings. Like Ranti but my love is different from Ranti's love. I will always understand me. It might be crazy if I don't care about status. Most importantly, you are always there for me. Watch over me and love me. That's it, mas! I know I'm a woman who doesn't know me. Especially with Ranti. But there's my dayaku mas! I just want you. Not another man. Just want you!"

I'm moved. Our eyes are wet with tears. I know the depth of his heart. His wound. Also condition. I can promise nothing either. Even comfort cannot be given. I was too scared to lose Ranti. Ranti is like my side of the foot that sustains me from inequality. And Vika is the embellisher of my now beautiful days studded with love.

I am greedy. I can't afford to choose. I want both of them to be mine. Standing beside me beside me in joy and sorrow. Was it wrong to think that way?

Vika told me to go home quickly because our extended family was gathered at home. They stayed for 2 nights until the departure of Father and Father to the holy land.

I kissed Vika's forehead. Actually I want to stay with him longer. But what power. Right now, I have to be home. Helping Ranti take care of the needs of both our parents.

At home, Ranti hugged me. Saying sorry that I had to take Vika home.

I just smile to answer it. Say in your heart if Ranti knows the intimacy of our relationship. Somehow his reaction. Hhh....

I'm back to being a good husband and a perfect father. We were the ideal couple, Gina my sister-in-law said. He idolized us and tried to follow us as role models.

I used to be proud when Gina talked about it in front of the family especially Hardi, Ranti's sister. But now I'm ashamed, because I'm not as good as I used to be. I feel for another woman. And share it secretly without Ranti's knowledge. I am now a heartless savage husband. Hhh... Our household is only 5 years old. Hhh... I'm not stopping to breathe. I cursed myself now.

Vika and Ranti were really standing next to me. We walked together to take the father and father to go to the holy land with the umroh travel group who took him.

I smiled proudly.

Suppose these two women were my wives. What a perfect life, my little heart murmured. But not yet. God has not made it a reality. And I hope all my fantasies are fulfilled. Aami...

"Pleaseee.. ayolaah! Take me to the car showroom. I made an appointment with the dealer. Yea? Yea?" Vika pulls Ranti's hand with spoiled.

"Where are you Dika?" ranti asked somewhat afraid of my reaction.

"We didn't want to go home first. We also want to pack up before the afternoon to go home to Depok!" chirps Hardi as if hinting for us to deliver Vika.

"Yes! Yo!" I said make Vika cheer. Hugging Ranti and Jingga who were also laughing with excitement.

"There's a nawarin oper over credit. The stuff is still smooth, too, mas! But I think mending cash aja deh. because I'm afraid I can not pay monthly. I'm the same person with debt. Hehe!"

"We'll see his condition first. Looking at the others!" Ranti and Vika looked at him with meaningful smiles. They seemed pleased with my more relaxed response. I just smile in my heart. I just want the best for Vika too. Although it is pure money, but if he transacts alone, fear of showroom people actually take advantage of his innocence.

We finally got to where we were going. Car showroom. As Vika said earlier, he immediately met with his showroom supervisor and immediately click on the talk they have talked about. I'm not in the limbo. I'm holding an orange. Just look at various vehicles of various types and brands. Let Vika be accompanied by Ranti to discuss.

"Mas Dika!" Vika called me while smiling sweetly.

"Do you like this one?"

"Yes, mas. Good khan? Ranti likes it too."

"Look at the machine. If you can fool me!" I took over the questions to the supervisor. Ask about the condition of the car that Vika estimates.

A pretty good chat because I don't want Vika to be like buying a cat in a sack. After trying to drive a car up to a radius of several hundred meters, I think the condition is quite stable. Nego is the price.

"It has to be annoying first, mas to smooth the engine sound." I said a little question about the sound of the car.

"Yes..for personal comfort sir, please serve a little. It's called a second car, but if we can be a little cocky. This engine car is still okay, sir! still ori all. Not down the engine, because the previous owner was a slick person. Please check again if you want! Compared to other stuff. I highly recommend this!"

"Price please, mas! Like I said earlier. Direct deal, okay?"

"Okay, sir.sorry! So not yet. Don't dare me! I can be in-PHK my boss. Hehehe...!"

"So how much is it! We don't have any more time, we want to agree, deal cash. How's it?"

"This is the 83 deal. Agreed, okay?" I'm still trying to negotiate. Pull over with that supervisor.

He seemed hesitant about my offer. Finally he accepted my hand.

"I take Ranti home first, how's Vik?" I asked Vika. Vika agreed.

Ranti whispered something to Vika. They were both so enthusiastic because the car buying process went smoothly.

After I drove Ranti home, I rushed back to the showroom in a taxi. Because later I will bring Vika's car after the transaction is completed.

"Thank you, my! I finally got my dream car from a young age. Cool khan my choice? Toyota sedan camry. Second but still cool for style! I've been lucky since I met you! Muacht!" The spoiled vika on my shoulder kissed my cheek. Clasping one finger tightly.

"You buy your money koq, I don't buy it!" I replied softly with a sumringah face.

"But if it's not your great hand that guides me, I can have everything now. Home in my name, car in my name. Later insyaAllah the company is also on my behalf. Papa mama must be proud of me, mama!"

"Do you like to send prayers to them?"

"Just pray a little before going to bed, ma'am!"

"When we go to the same orphanage, yes, sodakoh on behalf of your parents. They must be happy to get a prayer message!"

"You, mas! Aye! Thank you so much for ngingetin me. I'll take them sowan kemakam. Do you want khan?"

"Can. Let's find a good time later!"

Vika kissed me again and hugged my waist tightly.

"Geli, ah! Don't be kidding me, again! Oiya, you said the other day.you already have a driver candidate. How, really?"

"Yes, mas. Handsome guy. Kindness, responsibility and family. It's like mas!" vika said it made me clatter hard.

"That's yeah? Really good-looking, huh?"

"He was good too! Polite as well as honest. My type of shop is really!"

"That's yeah? Your type is really. Awesome dong!"

"You're koq ga ngegas mas? Usually, smoke comes out of the head, nose, ears. Hihi....!"

"You're teasing me again, aren't you??"

"Hahaha..mom, my! His name is Iksan. She's 54 years old. He's papa's loyal driver first, mas! Thank God we met again when I came home from the seminar the other day."

I pinched Vika's cheek slowly. Vika laughed out loud at my behavior that began to be unreasonable when he explained the profile of the driver he had chosen.

"Rogue, yes....! Seneng really saw me senewen yaaa...!" I said to Vika.

I drove Vika with a carefree heart.

"I can't take long, can I? I need to get home quick. Help Ranti get settled. What's it?"

"I still miss you, Mom!"

"Sorry, honey! I also still want to talk. But what power!" We looked at each other. There was longing and sadness in our eyes.

"I like your calling. Honey, it means honey. Pinter is this masku! I'm Ranti's honey, huh?"

"I used to call Ranti darling. And I want to call you honey. I want to try to make you both happy. Very valuable people in my life. Don't you think I'm greedy?"

Vika hugged me tightly. He nodded even though his eyes were glazed.

"I hope Ranti can accept our relationship yes, mas someday!"

"Amijin!"

I kissed Vika's forehead gently. Grasping both fingers and then I kissed the friendly. I look at her beautiful face with love.

"What are you going home for?"

"Don't think of me. I can take a koq ojek from the front of the housing!"

"What is it, Mom? If I could drive, I'd take it!"

"Hehehe... I'm not letting you take the car. I would rather agree that you are sitting sweetly behind Mr. Iksan. Okay?"

"Dear, boss!"

"Bye honeyku! Don't forget the car keys, the house also the window. Check the stove before going to bed. And prayer is always for our happiness! Sweet dream, honey!"

I walked away from Vika who kept looking at me. My heart is full of love. Makes my cheeks feel hot. Hhh. I really got swept up in it.

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