I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM
SECOND ROUND OF COMMOTION



I don't know what way I'm going. Just keep walking fast sometimes half-run trying to see around in case there is an orange and Vika there.


Adhan maghrib was not able to penetrate my troubled heart because I lost my only gold.


My phone rang, I picked it up immediately.


"They! Orange and Vika have been found! They are now at the Kebon Jeruk Police Station in Jakarta!"


Arif's voice was like a long rain.


Subhannaah! Alhamdulillaah! Thank you God! Thank you, Arif!... I immediately cried down in the street. I thank God for sending someone as a friend and now a brother, whose name is Arif.


I called Anang!


"Mas, where are you? I'm around the Citayam station. The orange has been found! Now it's in the Jakarta Oranges police station! Get me first, mas!"


I cheered cheerfully. My son has met! ******** the bitch named Vika! Damn it!!! Look what I'll do if I see his face!


I was picked up by Anang a quarter of an hour later. We're sliding into Jakarta. Find the address of the Orange Garden Police to immediately pick up Orange.


Ranti was so hysterically happy that she immediately grabbed the orange in the lap of the police mother who was guarding her.


"God, are you okay, son?" ask me to slowly make sure it is. Orange cried loudly while hugging me and Ranti. He seemed to be in shock with this incident and was shocked by this crowded situation.


I kissed the left-right orange cheek.


"Ga nothing, baby! Orange is safe now, baby! There's mom, there's papa too! Cup, cup dear. Great kid! Orange is papa's favorite son who is a hotshot!" I tried to calm down Orange with words of comfort while Ranti still sobbed speechless while clutching the tiny body of Orange.


I rushed inside the police station and found "a bag of worthless meat named Vika". I broke through some cops that were there. Slapped Vika on the cheek a few times and almost my hands floated to her face "which was full of patches" because of the operation if my body was not ambushed by the police.


"Take me off, sir! Let me kill that dajjal in front of you! You can catch me after that!!" I shouted annoyed with the anger already at the top of the crown.


"Already, Dika, already! Be aware! What matters is that Orange has met!" mas Anang pulled my body out. This was the first time he yelled at me making me obey him out of the interrogation room temporarily.


"He took my son, mas!!!"


"I know, Dika! I know how you feel!!" mas Anang hugged me. Clapping my shoulders calms me down. I took a breath a few times. Istighfar said in my heart. Hhhh... I could go crazy and be lost because of Vika's behavior!


After a few minutes I was able to control my emotions, I met Vika who was still in the interrogation room.


"What's your motive for bringing my son? If you have a problem with me, find me! Don't involve Ranti let alone Orange!! Whatdoyouwant?" my half yelling made her cry sobbing with a red face and wet tears.


The tears of the female crocodile! You who used to sympathize and pity my heart because of the tears of your falsehood, to the point of breaking into my household's pieces are not left because of the tears of your falsehood!


I want to beat Vika all out if it's not blocked by some police there.


"Sick bitch!!! Shameless!!! I told you, we're no longer in a relationship. You decided it yourself first and I accepted it! You're crazy, so you forgot to talk to yourself?"


"You lied to me, man! You said you had nothing left! You are building your own company. You are even preparing a new factory in Citayam. Don't tell me you lied to me on purpose, Mom! I've heard and seen it myself!"


"Female demon! Which company??? Which factory? Woi wakup from your hallucinations!!! Find some rich men you can take the money from and you ruin his life! You've seen my destruction, haven't you? You've been following me until I've drowned in misery! You're still not satisfied with destroying me, Vika??? What's my fault with you? Whataaa??? I'm just a despicable man who's getting old! I can't please your tempestuous desires! You can find another man who is more everything than me!!! You're just playing me, and I told you I quit your game!!"


"Mas, I love you, mas! I can't help thinking about you!!"


"*******!! Rot you in jail, Vika!!!"


I left Vika in the interrogation room. I'm taking care of the kidnapping report with suspect Vika in a different room with Arif. Ranti has returned to bring Orange with ushered Rosa and mas Anang.


I am very grateful with the help of Arif and the Orange Garden police who were very alert until my son Jingga returned to our arms, Ranti and I.


I went back to Bojong just to see Orange. My little daughter is sleeping. Now Ranti and I are just sitting in the living room of Ranti's house.


"You'd better get back to Vika, mas!" suddenly Ranti let out words that made my emotions go back up.


"You think it could be that easy, Ranti?"


"I don't want to deal with Vika anymore! Especially if he comes back to disturb the orange!"


"You looking for Ranti's safety?? You want to be calm and peaceful, don't you???... Oooh it turns out that now I also know your heart. You're the same as me. Didn't love me wholeheartedly even when we were married and Vika wasn't among us yet!"


"What do you mean, mas?"


"Haha.ee! You never loved me, Ranti! You just pity me! You just want to hear the sad story of my life, don't you? You married me because you were forced by the circumstances where your extended family urged you to marry because you were 25. Betulkhan what I say?"


"What are you talking about?"


"I'm talking ngasal? If you really love me, there's no way you're pushing me to Vika, your best friend. If you love me you will surely burn jealous when Vika with her symbol even to fool you into exchanging money with me whose notebook is your husband! You won't keep letting me in with my filth, if you really love me!!!"


"You know Ranti??? You also contributed to the sins I committed with Vika. You...who made me do that!! Didn't you realize??? You know what, Ranti? When we stormed back from the Bogor Botanical Garden because you said Vika wanted me to get out of my workplace just to take care of her and her money? You recall? You know I'd go to the tavern if I was dizzy with a lot of thoughts! But you.., you just called the dajjal woman to meet me in that illegal place. How did he know I was there if you hadn't told me. You told him to spy on me, didn't you?? Didn't you realize I was under the influence of alcohol until the demonic woman took me to her house! The house he bought from our deposit savings loan, Ranti!!! You remember??? You remember??? I finally ended up in her bed. Fuck her until all the demons dance with me for a moment, Ranti! Open your eyes Ranti!!! If you love me, it's impossible to let anyone touch me let alone have me! And you said, you already have a feeling, if your feeling is stronger wants me, you should be able to see how often I give you the codes to get us to break up with your beloved friend!"


"One more, Ranti! You're right, I love myself and the world. I think about my life for better and better. You right! I'm crazy for honor because since I was a kid I've been used to being insulted by people. People beat me up because I'm poor. Because I'm a smelly, disgusting market boy. But you know what, Ranti! Ever since I decided to marry you. Not for a second did I let myself glitter let alone play with other women, because in my brain there is only work. There's also just you and Orange! I worked desperately to improve my standard of living, for you. For son. For us! Wh why? Because I don't want my wife and son to experience the bitter life I lived. Because I don't want my wife and children insulted because we're poor! Because I'm thinking about your future! You know what, Ranti? Why don't I protest when we can afford a house, a car, a motorcycle all you want on your behalf? Because I know, it is your right and the right of Orange!!!... You said I didn't know the true meaning of love!! Did I ever complain to you, when work tormented me. When I had to fight for my attention and position with some of my friends until we were elbowed each other to bring what was called success, which I could proudly take home and present to you and our children. All for our future!"


"And now even though we are no longer husband and wife, you lightly told me to take the unlucky woman back in my life! I know you don't love me! For that, stop taking care of my life! You deserve to be happy. I can't give you happiness! But that doesn't mean you keep pushing me as you like. You can leave me, Ranti!!! You can be happy with your brother. He's a good guy. The one responsible for daring to come to me 8 months ago only to ask for my permission as his father Jingga!"


Ranti just cried letting me chirp open all the contents of my heart that was suddenly spilled out of direction. Just slumped on his living room table.


I hurt him again. I made her cry, God!


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