I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

IS THIS THE RESULT?

I go through the days ahead with anxious expectations. Worried about Arif's threat the other day at the police station. He said it with anger. And it's not a bad boy's threat because of the toys I call.

But until the change of weeks it all passed without any obstacles. Vika calmed me down by saying that Arif would not dare because of his cut stool because he had almost nothing. We are on the strongest side because we have money. Yeah, how not... I can hire a bodyguard for Vika and also a lawyer to take care of her divorce which is still hanging because of Arif's unclear address and no maden.

I can kind of breathe a little. Even this week the four of us could have a picnic to Bandung and have fun.

Vika is so happy. He didn't think that I would also take him with Ranti and Orange. I honestly can't just ignore Vika, especially now that she's pregnant with my son. My flesh-blood.

Sometimes tucked to say this situation to Ranti. Asking her sincerity to accept Vika as her honey. Even so, I'm still a cowardly loser. I have not dared to be honest with Ranti until now. Hhh...

We look more and more happy and compact with each other. I happy. But also saddened by the sin I committed on those two women I loved so much. I still hang Vika with her status. Besides because Vika also has not officially held the status of a widow, also because my attitude is still hesitant to express my desire to marry Vika to Ranti.

Ranti is also insensitive to my condition and Vika. Even in some moments, Vika and I almost out of control showed our affection in front of him, but Ranti enjoyed just not having the slightest suspicion on us. I sometimes get excited to see Ranti relax in response to my closeness with Vika who is starting to be unusual. Does Ranti not care about me anymore? Or has it diminished in love? Or did he believe me so much that he threw away any bad thoughts in his brain about me? Hhh... I sometimes think negatively about Ranti.

These weeks are safely under control. Everything is fine without any problems. Of course, thanks to the permission of Allah SWT. I had thought, maybe God loves me so much because from childhood to adolescence, always giving me trials full of pain and tears. Now all the happiness of God spilled on me is endless even though I was so misguided. I accept it with pride.

Which man does not clap the chest, loved by two women who each have advantages. Living with happiness. Love and enough money. Enjoy where else you lie, Dika!... My arrogant smile expands.

The moon changed, I started to forget about Arif's threat. Vika returned to a normal life with no bodyguard behind her anymore. I think that instead of spending money on the uncertain, it is better to save it or play through the business of Vika and Ranti who began to increase.

For lawyers, I still need it because they are the ones who take care of Vika and Arif divorce through official legal channels. So if Vika one day meet and get a KDRT from Arif again, it will facilitate their separation. And I began to be able to organize my life with Vika and also Ranti with the right path as well. Until my baby and Vika were born into the world without having to bear the status of an extramarital child.

Vika sometimes makes me go awry because several times sulking asking me to occasionally stay overnight to accompany his sleep. She was sometimes spoiled and somewhat threatening because of our baby's request.

Honestly I want to. But right now the orange is also getting sticky with me at night. Either the bathin contact of my cute daughter with Ranti was so good in Orange. He was so clingy that he always wanted to sleep with me at night. I admit I haven't been so close to an orange since he was born. Besides I do not like small children, I also can not be relied on as a good father because my busyness is also in my job to make the quality of my relationship with Orange is not as good as Ranti who is 24 hours to take care of Orange. Luckily, Ranti understood me and understood me. But lately the orange has always wanted to be with me. Playing, joking until drinking bottle milk because now the orange has been weaned. Just for diaper changing business I still can't and won't take care of it.

Vika is jealous. I understand, but I can do nothing but ask for his understanding. He said, the sacrifice is so much, even for a little attention. Yes I know, I can't be fair to him and Ranti. I still can't because Ranti doesn't know about my relationship with Vika. Hhh, my head is dizzy.

"Good night! We from Kebon Kacang Regional Police, intend to pick up Dika Dewantara's brother. This is evidence of a brother's arrest warrant. For further details, please be later stated in our office."

Ranti and I were shocked.

"Sir, sir, on what charges was my husband arrested?" Ranti cut off the words of the police officer who picked me up in the detention car.

"On the charge of carrying away the wife of the person, committing acts of immorality to impregnate the wife of the person. Sorry, mom! We have a formal arrest warrant from Kebon Kacang Police."

"Sorry, sir! I'll call my lawyer first."

"We'll give you 5 minutes to call!"

"Thank you!"

Ranti huffles. Trying to contact Vika like her while holding an orange. Right now at 8pm, we're still joking around in front of the house before the police car is parked right in front of our house.

I called my lawyer and Vika myself. Asking to accompany me during the examination.

I was led to the Kebon Kacang police station, accompanied by the tears of Ranti and Jingga.

The police chief there explained that there was a whistleblower named Arifin Borne complete with evidence on the charges earlier. Hhh.... It turned out that all this time he was investigating me and even stalked up my relationship with Vika. I already have a feeling.

I don't bother to see the evidence presented by the police in front of me and my lawyer. That's right indeed, that I have a special relationship with Vika. That's right, Vika is currently pregnant with my son almost 4 months. But I balk at being accused of running away Vika who incidentally is still Arif's wife.

The lawyer asked for time for us to discuss 4 points. Mas Fadil reminded me that my position is quite weak at the moment. Even after our plotting debate with the police, I still couldn't get a hold of detention for fear of escaping and eliminating evidence.

It turns out that Arif's politics are smart enough to hang up his divorce from Vika in order to drag me to jail. He deliberately moved places until Vika's divorce filing letter had not reached his hands but he guerrilla infiltrated my relationship with Vika who was sticky.

In the morning Vika came to see me with 2 of our lawyers. Vika was crying. I close my body to her deep guilt. I tried to calm him down. Reminds him that there is a baby we have to keep in his cage.

Vika kept clutching my finger. Until suddenly Ranti came and stunned to see our closeness.

Ranti hugged me, asked about my situation and handed me a package of clothes and food.

"Can you leave the three of us?" ranti told our lawyer. They obey. Now the three of us sit together.

"Please give me an explanation!" he said firmly but calmly.

"Until who's home, who?" I tried to shift the question.

"Mas Dika or Vika, I'm waiting for your explanation!" he said ignoring my question.

Vika grabs Ranti's fingers but is pushed over by Ranti's delicate fingers.

"Explain that! I waited patiently!"

"Replace! We're... We're in touch." I was nervous to start my words.

"What kind of relationship? Ordinary friendship? The romance? Or just love one night?"

"Mmmh.we, we, we. have more relationship than that." Vika looked down at my words. While Ranti still looks at me as if looking for the truth there.

"And is it true that Vika is currently pregnant with your child?" ask Ranti full search. He began to look angry.

I nodded in agreement. Ranti suddenly slapped me. Pushed me back a few steps.

"What's it like to be a defendant? Yummy?" ask Ranti. I just kept quiet and didn't answer.

While Vika hugged Ranti's body by crying.

"I'm sorry, Ranti!"

"Shut up! This is my household business with Mas Dika. Don't interfere!" ranti snapped making Vika flinch and sat back down.

Ranti was silent. Adjusting his breathing that began to sting. I saw tears begin to fall on his cheeks.

"How you are, ma'am! Is it my fault that you gave me this cruel punishment? What is my sin that you dare to do evil behind me?... And you're Vika! I don't think you're the one I consider a brother.Dare to take my husband for your pleasure!"

Ranti let out all her anger despite still seeming to hold back as much as possible. I know enough, Ranti is a respectable woman who is good at keeping herself from any situation to stay elegant and not drop her self-esteem even lower due to uncontrollable emotions. That's why I look up to Ranti's value in my eyes. She's a great strong woman.

I just kept quiet despite being cornered. Can't talk dare not defend. Even though I know, I could have attacked Ranti back on her keteledor first who always told me it was taking care of her best friend at that time. I don't want to defend myself. Because I am still guilty.

I calmed down a bit after getting Ranti to vent all her anger on me and Vika. I believe Ranti can handle anything out there.

Also for Vika, there are many people now around her who take care of her. Especially Iksan. I trust him. Vika has also received 3 billion new home sales due late last month.

It is only me who is still complaining about the fate of this prisoner. I've been covering all my wrong actions. I don't know. Until when I was like this. Waiting for the verdict of the trial seemed to wait for when the angel of death picked me up from life.

In a row