I'M BETWEEN YOU AND HIM

NO MORE ORDINARY LOVE

I don't want any more misunderstandings between me and Ranti. Ranti is no longer my mahrom. And it's not good for us to be in a situation that will make people think negatively about me and him. I quite know myself considering Ranti who rejected me a few months ago and now I also have no desire to get closer to Ranti. Because my time is just a little longer. This kind of situation alone is enough to make me happy. At least Ranti no longer hates me because of my past behavior.

With the grab car we went back to Bojong at 9 p.m. Arif and Nana couldn't force us to stay overnight. I thank you for the time and opportunity to walk with Arif and his wife. We split back into each other's homes.

The orange is asleep. Along the way, Ranti and I did not say a word. We are busy in silence. Each has their own fantasy world.

I opened the door of Ranti's house with the key she gave because Orange was in her hand. I don't intend to take him home. I went home because it was late enough. Ranti just looked at me until I entered the house.

I let out a long sigh recalling the beautiful memory of today. The three of us being able to go on a picnic together was a historic moment and I will always remember it all my life.

I washed my face before rushing to bed for a rest today after a dense activity that made my fragile body weaken.

There's a message notice in my book. It was Ranti who sent the message.

Mas Dika's, uh,...

"Yes, Ranti?"

Thank you for today

"I should thank you for coming with me and Orange for enjoying this day"

I'm glad

"I'm also very happy. Thank you"

Mas's?

"Yes?"

May I ask you a question?

"Ask!"

What was the meaning of the hospital certificate I read earlier?

"Hehehehe✌"

Why laugh, mom?

"Sorry✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌"

Where's answer?

"I don't have the answer, Ranti!"

Why that?????

"✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌"

"😯🙁🤐✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌"

Mas....

"Yes?"

Can you trust me like you used to? We have another discussion like before?

"🤗😇💓thank you💌 Rest! You must be tired today. Good evening! Assalamualaikum salam😇"

Mas????

"Yes, Ranti?"

Alaikumussalam´s... Good night

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Hhhh..... Sweet chat, Ranti! Thank you! You make this heart melt with your attention. Hhhh.... Only a long breath made me realize. That you only care about me because there is an orange between us. But I still say thank you! For a moment I was happy. Thank ye.

The days are back as usual. Although now I can go home faster because the distance of my residence and work place is no longer as far as it used to be and there are riotous children, Mul and Jabrik who are also with me every Tuesday until Thursday, make my days more colorful.

The doctor gave me the option to immediately perform surgical removal of tumor cells because my cancer had not spread to the lymph area and allowed me to be free from the disease. But all that also does not mean free from risk. The possibility of surgery failure makes cancer cells spread faster and react more extreme makes my life less. Hhhh....

I'm rattled. Even if the surgery, I need time to recover my stamina at least 2 weeks after surgery. While our factory is currently in the introductory period and busy is amazing. In fact, we plan to put out advertisements on national television stations. And we also started busy introducing our products to cooperate with some reseller companies. I also have not told Rosa my disease nor Mas Anang. Hhh....

I just gave my life and death to Him. The All-Powerful and All-Willful, Allah Azza wa Zalla.

Sometimes I am so saturated with my life that I have to routinely take medication to ignore it and surrender whenever God takes my life. But all went back to yawning after seeing the sweet face of Orange and his hilarious behavior made me return to the spirit of taking medicine because I wanted to continue to see my baby the light of my life.

My life depends on the orange. Cause let me still hang on to all this. One can doubt my love for Ranti first, but I get angry when people doubt my love for Orange. My life is only for the Orange, with the permission of Allah SWT.

Ranti occasionally sent me her dishes making Mul and Jabrik tease me that it was code for me to come back forward as a tough stud with full love. I just laughed. My cooking has passed.

It's not that I'm no longer interested in Ranti. But I just wanted to give her a chance to see another happiness out there that was more beautiful than just paying more attention to me. I don't dare ge-er either. Because I still remember Ranti who rejected me the other day.

Maybe people wouldn't believe me if I said my eyes and heart could only look at Ranti. Maybe people will argue because I am sick and there is no other love that comes to my heart. But if I may be honest, my love is no longer ordinary love. I really can't turn away from him anymore. Ranti is the most beautiful woman ever and always there despite being neatly tucked away in the corner of my deepest heart. Let me keep close to her beautiful name and pure heart in the space of my heart which I always sprinkle with fragrances and flowers.

This week I want to invite Orange to go to Ancol as I promised to enter to enjoy the two underwater that is to the arena Seaworld. Orange wants to see a variety of fish and marine animals there.

I was a little scared to tell Ranti about my plan this time. Because just last week we enjoyed the beautiful monas and beautiful night panorama. Was not too often I brought the orange out just to fulfill my desire to pursue my time so as not to miss the happiness of the Orange. Hhh... I was worried about being too selfish to forget the right of Ranti who also might want to have her bounding room with Orange.

I'm still thinking about how I can get permission to bring the orange to Seaworld.

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