I Borrowed Him
Heartspour
Monday afternoon that began to look bright, cloudy clouds that blanketed from morning until noon did not bring rain. In a residential cluster where Jester and Naomi live together, a BMW 330i is parked in front of one of the houses with a distinctive Japanese cultural accent. Soon Justin and Grece were seen getting out of the car and immediately set foot to enter the house, there was a roar of a motorcycle engine that was also parked in front of the house shortly after the arrival of Justin and Grece. The eyes of Justin and Grece were distracted staring at Luke and Harry who had just arrived there.
"Newly also talked, even gather all here" Justin joked when Luke and Harry just got off the motorcycle, Luke just walked and passed Justin without a word with an angry expression and just walked into the house as if it was his home. Luke's attitude astonished Justin and Grece
"He's in high-emotion mode, if this is a movie then he'll soon turn into a monster" Harry chirped as he watched Justin and Grece pensively staring at Luke, justin and Grece's attention is now distracted staring at Harry.
"What's wrong?" justin asked curiously
"Naomi almost raped Daniel, fortunately Luna and Selena found out quickly so it was not until the incident" replied Harry, hearing the unimaginable news that made Justin and Grece surprised. Grece who was usually chatty was only silent and lost in shock, while Justin clasped Harry's shoulders hard, with a sharp, tight grip,
"Don't joke! what are you saying is true?!" justin asked frantically, Harry just looked at Justin with a serious face.
"My face doesn't describe how serious I am?" ask Harry
"Where is Naomi? then can Jester hold back his emotions? how's story?" justin asked in a panic, Harry just shook his head.
"Just in, later let you map out the position yourself" Harry replied calmly and left Justin and Grece at home, Justin and Grece looked at each other with faces showing how shocked they were to hear such news. Not long after they both entered the house and went straight to the living room, in the hallway they heard the noise of Jester and Luke arguing.
When the family room becomes a tense place for all who are there, Luke's most visible and emotional sound is so hot - hot vent his anger. While Jester seems to be trying to hold back his emotions so as not to be provoked by Luke's anger, Luna worriedly tries as much as possible to be a tranquilizer between the noise that occurs. Daniel's actions not only destroyed Naomi but also became the greatest anger of the people closest to Naomi, but Luna's focus at that time was to try to attach importance to Naomi's current mental recovery even though the debate was difficult to avoid.
"I'm not satisfied if I don't kill him!! such depraved behavior will not be finished until here!!" snapping Luke at Jester
"I can't let that happen" Jester said flat despite the weight of her heart when she said it
"Let me do it! don't dirty your hands by touching a jerk like him!!" Luke sounded furious, and Jester couldn't help his patience.
"Luke you I've considered my own brother! how could I possibly be willing to see you enter the prison!!" snapping Jester at Luke, Jester is now distracted by the words of Luna and Selena.
"Sister Luke, you have to be calm, what Naomi wants is not like this" Luna said gently trying to calm the very emotional Luke.
"What does Naomi want huh?!! he would definitely continue to remember this incident up to any time!! how did he feel when he saw that jerk still roaming free with pleasure?!!" ask Luke with a glance
"I know.. I'm a woman too so I can feel it. But imagine you go to jail and she knows, how guilty she is of you? just think about it too sis" still sounded soft and tried to calm down as Luna said so
"Luke, right now we have to focus on healing Naomi mentally. He likes to gather like this with his friends, at least build a pleasant atmosphere around him" Jester said
"Dammit!!! I'm not satisfied with beating him!!!" luke shouted so annoyed and angry, not long Selena who had accompanied Naomi in the room running towards the family room looked panicked.
"Luna!! Naomi's looking for you!!" selena shouted, Selena's words at that moment shocked everyone. Moreover, Jester who was surprised why Naomi did not look for him and instead sought Luna who is a new person in Naomi's life.
It didn't take long for Jester, Luna, Selena, and Grece to run to the room, while Luke, Harry and Justin seemed to know they weren't in their position to meet Naomi at this time. Jester opened the door and went into the room followed by Luna, Selena and Grece who were behind him, at which time they all saw Naomi sitting curled up while leaning on the mattress with her head bowed.
Realizing that some people had entered the room, Naomi's eyes focused on Jester. With a look of shocked eyes Naomi looked at Jester just then, her tears suddenly flowed from her two eyes. No sooner did Naomi throw her face away from eye contact with Jester, faintly sounding Naomi as if mumbling and it was realized by Luna.
"Don't come near" Naomi muttered softly and no one could hear her but Luna, as Luna walked past Jester and turned to look at Jester with a smile.
"Go brother.... Naomi wants to be with me here." Like she already knows what Naomi wants, Luna gently asks Jester's understanding to leave her with Naomi both there, although his heart was heavy and wanted to continue to accompany Naomi at that time, Jester chose to follow Luna's advice.
"I understand.." jester chirped at that moment and immediately turned around and left the room followed by Selena and Grece.
After the door closed tightly, Luna who had been staring at the door finally turned around and looked at Naomi who was still throwing her face. Luna sighed and walked up to Naomi and sat next to her, gently touching Naomi's hair and stroking her to provide comfort and calmness. He saw Naomi's hand squeezing her arms tightly, as if it was strengthening her heart to say something to him.
"You should stay here! go back to Jester!!!" her voice was so heavy as to hold back the cries, her eyes blank as she said it to Luna. Hearing that sentence for the second time made Luna sigh to keep her composure facing Naomi at the moment.
"You don't love Brother Jester?" luna asked softly
"Because I love her I did this for her!! I love her. and I want the best for her.." Naomi's voice began to sound hoarse holding back her cries, her words were so pressing that Luna increasingly understood Naomi's condition in the toughest circumstances of her life.
"Well, I'll stay here and come back to her.." Luna gently accepted Naomi's request, Naomi's hand then squeezed her arms even tighter.
"Thank you. and promise me you'll make her happy." Naomi said.
"No" firmly Luna said it, Luna's firm remark made Naomi surprised until she turned her eyes to look at Luna.
"Sister Jester doesn't love me, he just loves you and if you ask me to go back to him... Do you think he'll be happy?" asked Luna back then, Luna's words made Naomi pensive for a moment and then lowered her head again.
"Did Brother Jester know about your situation?" asked Luna again, Naomi only nodded her head a few times to respond to Luna's question. Naomi understood the meaning of Luna's question and she could only helplessly answer Luna's question with a nod of her head without asking where she knew her biggest secret from.
"What did he say after he found out?" luna asked curiously
"He wants this marriage to continue." replied Naomi.
"Then what else do you think?" asked Luna a little pressing
"My mother won't be able to keep Jester quiet forever, whether Daniel will come back to do something stupid like this. If this disgrace is exposed, I will ruin the good name of the Gates family..." naomi answered, for a moment they fell silent.
"The Gates family is an honorable family in this country, I heard from my father that my father was willing to come out of the big family because my father was insulted by Jester's grandfather and to avenge their actions papa and father to work together to build a network of hotels and hospitals using the real surname is not at all a part of the Gates and Scott family" Naomi tells Luna, at which time Luna begins to understand what Naomi's burden is.
"Revenge in the style of yes.prove yourself that without the help of the family but still be able to get up" Luna laughed a little, but Naomi did not respond at all.
"I see, if your disgrace is spread then the efforts of Mr. William to maintain a good name will be smeared in the eyes of the Gates family.... Then have you said this also to Jester?" asked Luna curiously, Naomi looked at Luna and was silent for a while.
"He said he didn't care, but he didn't represent the voice of a big family.I'm not sure if he understood this burden or not, because he sometimes acted stupidly" Naomi replied, Luna laughed at Naomi's response.
"Either because I know Mr. Jester or indeed that is the nature of Brother Jester, I think he really does not understand what he is dealing with actually" Luna said with a slight laugh, Naomi lowered her head again.
"But Jester's brother is still Jester's brother, although he does not understand but I am sure when your fear occurs then Jester's brother will remain beside you and protect you with all his might... because Jester's feet love you so much and he'll protect you no matter what, haven't you felt it all this time?" Firmly Luna said it, the firmness of Luna's words at that time made Naomi aware.
In Naomi's mind suddenly remembered how Jester always protected and helped her under any circumstances, sacrificing herself and trying her best to help her make Naomi feel like she will always be saved by Jester under any circumstances. Even when she was in trouble, her little heart always expected that Jester would help her soon.
"Do you still doubt that Brother Jester will always help you? Naomi....who do you remember when you were scared, lonely, sad, and in need of help? whose name did you shout when you were cornered?" somewhat pressing as Luna asked, Naomi slowly raised her head with a face that seemed to be aware of her stupidity.
"Jester.. I always imagine him whenever I get into trouble because of my stupidity.." Naomi answered flatly.
"You may stubbornly keep asking me to go back to Brother Jester, but your little heart always refuses and rebels to do so.... Naomi, who do you really want to be Jester's best friend?" Luna presses Naomi again, and Luna's question jolts Naomi. Naomi's lips were as heavy as to say the name 'Luna'
"Who?" asked Luna again now in a softer voice with a pat on Naomi's shoulder
"Lu.." not yet finished Naomi said, Luna cut.
"Who?!" asked Luna again with a slight snatch
"Me! I want to be with him. I want to be with him.... Luna..help me.." cried Naomi when she said that, Luna gently embraced Naomi while caressing Naomi's hair.
"What do you need help with? I will help you as hard as I can." said Luna softly.
"Luna.. I'm afraid, the shadow of the incident always haunts me even the touch - the touch is hard for me to forget. I was completely devastated that even I hated myself and that I felt unworthy of Jester, this trauma would only torment him. I was afraid that if I continued with him I would break his heart and become a figure he did not know at all, I was afraid" immediately Naomi's cry broke again as she poured out her heart to Luna, her voice sounding so soft and heart-wrenching.
"I'm traumatized by a severe trauma that I've never experienced before I never even imagined... because this trauma will make me emotionally easy and sometimes selfish" continued Naomi, Luna realized that Naomi's mental condition was really in a stage that was dangerous for her mental health. Then they were silent for a moment, Luna was really thinking hard to help her overcome the trauma.
"But the trauma is not without reason, it is a form of self-defense of your heart" said Luna amid their momentary silence
"Naomi... listen to me, I understand how you feel. This incident will definitely continue throughout your life but trust me Jester will definitely understand you, she loves you so much and she must accept whatever your circumstances" Luna softly said, Naomi shook her head several times as if she disapproved of Luna's words.
"No. although Jester accepted me. I will not until the heart becomes his burden, he deserves better than me" sobbing Naomi sobbed, Luna sighed for a moment.
"I know you're thinking that, you don't want to trouble her, the person who loves you will understand your condition and will always accept and accompany you or even someone who will be able to treat the wound in your heart. And you know who that figure is, I'm sure" Luna replied with confidence, Luna's words at that time made Naomi turn her head to look at Luna who was smiling looking at her.
"Who...?" naomi asked curiously, Naomi's stupid question at that time made Luna laugh. Luna's embrace grew tighter until their shoulders clung so tightly, Luna's hand stroked Naomi's hair gently.
"You ask who? he is a foolish man who, if he falls in love, will be a slave of love to the woman he loves and has a name with the first letter J" Luna teased in a soft voice, Naomi again threw away her face and a slight smile line was seen on her face.
"If you know the answer, well.I'll add the letter E after J" Luna again teased Naomi, this time a faint little laughter sounded from Naomi's smiling lips. At that time Luna continued to tease Naomi with words - she said, every once in a while Naomi's little laugh was heard in Luna's ear and made her so relieved because at least she managed to ease Naomi's mental burden.
