I Borrowed Him

Candor

Early morning in the afternoon in a luxury apartment in the middle of the city, a Mazda 2 car was walking slowly towards a basement where apartment residents parked their cars. Mazda 2 was stopped and parked next to the room where there is an elevator in it, not long Camilla got out of the car and then stepped foot towards the entrance of the room. Now the foundation he used was a little thinner as the bruises on his face began to fade.

A Mercedes Benz S450 parked in the corner of the parking area managed to stop Camilla's steps, the car's lights caught Camilla's attention and not long ago the lights were seen extinguished. Jester came out of the rear passenger seat and walked up to Camilla while carrying a small bag that Jester held in his left hand, seeing the whereabouts of Jester when it made Camilla smile to Jester. A smile that looks and feels so sincere to anyone who sees it.

"What's the matter Jester? I was surprised to read your chat asking us to meet" Camilla chirped when they were close together, Jester's facial expression looked flat at Camilla and then immediately Camilla's smile disappeared.

"Did I make a mistake?" camilla asked in a slightly frightened tone

"I want to talk to you alone, can I come in your room? it would be dangerous if anyone recognized me" said Jester in a flat voice, Camilla nodded her head and lowered her head.

The two of them walked into the room and Camilla pressed the elevator button, as soon as the elevator door opened they went inside and Camilla pressed the 11th floor button. In the elevator the two were silent, Camilla just looked down while Jester watched around until the elevator door opened on the 11th floor.

As the door opened, Camilla simply fell silent and petrified looking at her two shoes. Jester immediately pressed the button to keep the door open, and his eyes looked at Camilla.

"Whatever it is, I'm not involved.I've been trying to start a new life.I've never been looking for trouble with anyone.." said Camilla, whose voice sounded trembling, Jester sighed after hearing Camilla's words.

Suddenly Camilla's statement makes Jester feel that there is sincerity in Camilla, Jester is able to feel if Camilla is afraid of being suspected of wrongdoing. With a calm attitude Jester faced Camilla who was feeling excessive anxiety.

"There are some things I want to talk about and that's it, I'm not judging or anything you might be thinking about right now" Jester said, camilla stepped out of the elevator, followed by Jester.

In room 1112, Camilla stopped and opened the door with her access key. When it was open, Camilla went in and took off her shoes and walked towards a sofa. Camilla sat on the sofa but remained in a state of bowing her head, seeing Camilla's attitude made Jester no longer want to be alkaline.

Jester walked up to Camilla and crouched down in front of her and clasped Camilla's left hand, finding Jester holding her hand jolting Camilla. But Camilla seemed powerless to brush off Jester's hand, at that time Camilla just stood still and watched what Jester would do.

Slowly Jester flipped over Camilla's palm and noticed her fingers, in keeping with Sarah's story at the time Jester saw Camilla's left fingers beret - beret due to a few punctures from the needle as Camilla sewed Naomi's costume manually.

Jester let go of Camilla's left hand and turned slightly to look at the bag that Jester had placed on the floor, in the bag, Jester picked up the ointment and some plaster she would use to treat the wounds on Camilla's fingers. Knowing what Jester was going to do made Camilla shocked, Camilla immediately pulled her hand and placed her hand on her chest.

"Jester! no, it's not.." Camilla's not done saying, Jester cut.

"It's a thank you for your hard work to make Naomi such a perfect costume" Jester's timps and hands gestured for Camilla to let Jester treat Camilla's fingers

When making a costume for Naomi, Camilla actually did not want anyone to know her business other than Sarah. But considering Sarah and Jester are cousins, of course, it is inevitable. Making a costume by sewing it specifically and manually is the only way Camilla can do to express her regret and guilt to Naomi.

"Know where you're from." Camilla said, Jester cut back.

"Sarah told me everything, she just wanted to save herself but Naomi's costume was absolutely perfect and Naomi was so happy with your costume. Once again I say thank you" said Jester, holding Camilla's left hand and treating Camilla's left fingers

"thankfully Naomi liked it." said Camilla with a smile, then Camilla lowered her head and let Jester treat her fingers.

There is a little relief that reaches the recesses of Camilla's heart, her feelings are conveyed perfectly by Naomi. Even if there was a chance to meet, Camilla wanted to directly apologize to Naomi. The sense of relief that Camilla had felt now switched with a sense of moved but quite stifling her chest.

Not long after his uncontrollable teardrops drenched Jester's arm, knowing it distracted Jester. Jester slightly raised his head and looked at Camilla who was still down and crying, with a rush Camilla was seen dripping her tears.

"Naomi said that the costume she was wearing felt warm, it was strange because the material used should be cold. Not to mention that Naomi said that the stitches felt so hugging, it just didn't make sense to me. Is that what you want to hear?" jester asked, Jester's question surprised Camilla until she looked up at Jester.

"Be..really?" tanya Camilla stammered

"Well, I don't want to believe it either, but Naomi did say that" replied Jester briefly, Camilla laughed a little but reluctantly made her laugh open.

"I didn't think that something made wholeheartedly would make our feelings of apology conveyed, how could it be?" jester asked when he finished treating all of Camilla's fingers, his hand now busy putting the medical supplies back into the bag.

"I learned everything from my mother." replied Camilla while wiping all the remaining tears on her cheeks and chin, Jester also stood up and sat on the sofa with eyes with Camila.

Jester who seemed to understand that Camilla would tell something about the reason for making costumes for Naomi manually, suddenly prepared to put his ears well - both to listen to Camilla's story. A thing that has just taught Jester a lesson and he considers impossible.

"When I first got rough treatment from my father, I had a fracture in my left arm. At night I felt cold with a fever, when my mother knitted this scarf right next to my bed." said Camilla, then her eyes closed and her hands now touched the scarf.

Camilla's tears came back pouring down from behind closed eyes, as if remembering something Camilla was silent for a while before continuing the story.

"I am between conscious and not. I saw my mother next to me, she was crying on the chair while knitting this scarf, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, and when this scarf could be put in place, mom wrapped this scarf around her while she continued to sew it all the way through now" Camilla continued, his eyes opened slowly and looked back at Jester.

"Whatever anger I am to my mother.but when I remember how this scarf was created. I suddenly missed her figure.." sounded full of sadness when Camilla said it, Jester's running out of words.

"I feel the sincerity of mother in this knit and hope Naomi can feel it too" Camilla said with a smile

Stunned Jester will be the story delivered by Camilla, a lesson about sincerity is finally learned by Jester from the figure of Camilla... Camilla with her new identity, not Camilla who is known by her friends.

"Then about your sewing skills?" ask Jester

"I'm from a poor family, so sometimes you sew me some clothes from the rest of the fabric or used clothes to keep looking good and trendy, ain't you?" with a slight sound of Camilla's laughter uttering it, Jester shook her head in response to Camilla's question

"No, I think it's cool because it means your mother's ability is above the average tailor" said Jester, Camilla's previously grinning smile now gone and replaced with a look full of sadness.

"Mother forced me to learn how to sew my own clothes, so I was used to sewing. either by chance or it was destined, when you helped me... and I can do that because my mom.." Camilla said stammered.

"You can go back and see your mother if you want" said Jester, and Camilla shook her head and looked down.

"Not that I don't want to. but mom says that I can't go back even if my mom dies.." Camilla muttered, hearing Camilla mutter made Jester confused as to what to say.

"I don't know what else to say, but if you miss her then it's not wrong for you to decide to meet her" Jester said with a sigh, Camilla nodded her head several times.

"Then the second one...." Jester hung up his sentence and looked at Camilla's eyes very seriously, Jester's gaze left Camilla confused and there was a hint of fear.

"What do you think makes you think of suicide? whereas I have warned you never to even think about doing bad things" Jester said