I Borrowed Him
Suspicious Excessive
The awkward atmosphere at night was felt in the dining room of Jester and Naomi's house, seen Luna and Selena staring at each other with food presented in front of them. The cold Wednesday night after the rain made the conversation that happened also feel cold, both of them look silent staring at each other for a rather long time with their respective minds. Not long before Selena turned her eyes to look at the food on her plate, then immediately ate it back.
"I see, I had also expected you to say it" Selena said breaking the silence in that awkward atmosphere, Luna lowered her gaze.
"Sorry Selena. I hope you understand my choice" Luna sounded regretful, and she shook her head several times.
"This is our agreement to make Jester happy, you also say only worry about him getting a bad woman. So when you see Naomi being Jester's girlfriend, you're more at ease than me" Selena said calmly, but the words made Luna surprised and looked back into Selena's eyes.
"It's not that!" rebutting Luna firmly, Selena also laughed to see the face of Luna who was suddenly angry with him.
"Yes I understand, you see the strong bond of brother Jester and Naomi so it will be calmer for you to let them be lovers" a little laugh Selena said, saying, Luna sighed looking relieved to see Selena's response that seemed good - fine.
"But I can't lie to my feelings either, if in the end I can't captivate her. I'll be close to her as Selena Parker and not Selena Luna" Selena laughed again after saying that, hearing that laugh made Luna laugh.
"Your hard head never changes, I definitely wish you all the best and I hope you will be happy. I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you and help you fight" her voice sounded hoarse crying and her eyes were glazed over
"Don't say such a sad thing" said Selena, who was also heard crying
That night did not feel the atmosphere was created, the two continued to eat dinner together by occasionally wiping the tears that would fall but they tried to smile at each other and laugh a little. After they finished eating, they both washed the dishes and tidied up the kitchen and dining room and continued walking into the room.
In the room Luna and Selena saw Naomi sitting leaning on the mattress couch folded her legs and looked pensive, the arrival of Luna and Selena did not make Naomi distract him. With a feeling of worry Luna walked up to Naomi while Selena sat in the dressing chair looking at Naomi.
"What's wrong?" asked Luna worriedly, Naomi responded with her head.
"The story here.I will listen and give you a solution if you need it" said Luna again but Naomi shook her head again.
"I'm tired, I'll go to bed first. You just do what you want to do, consider your own home" Naomi sounded disappointed to say, Naomi also broke down her body and pulled the blanket and began to close her eyes against the wall. Seeing Naomi who looked disappointed to make Luna sigh, she smiled and then spread her body next to Naomi and faced the sky-sky room.
"Jester's brother used to snack a lot because of me, when he was snooping he acted like a child. She didn't talk to me but when I left her she would act strange to draw my attention" Luna broke the silence with a hint of laughter, Naomi who was at that time pura - pura sleep also opened her eyes to hear the story of Luna.
"At such a time I usually just sit next to him and be quiet but still smile at him, over time he will be misbehaved and finally his anger is gone" obviously Luna sounded calm and tried to give Naomi advice, Naomi's countenance became sad after hearing Luna's suggestion.
"You understand Jester so well.. Did it never occur to you to go back to him?" naomi asked in a voice that sounded sad, hearing Naomi's question made Luna again sigh quite loudly.
"From any angle we all know that Jester's sister loves you so much and hates me so much, I won't be able to compete with you" Luna replied firmly, saying, hearing Luna's assertive statement at the time was unable to make Naomi's heart calm. In his mind was still imagined - the shadow of Luna would snatch Jester from him, his hand holding the pillow began to squeeze the pillow firmly.
"Why did you accept my selfish request, Naomi?" asked Luna, the question made Naomi flinch
"What's your reason for accepting me? if you are this scared of me, you can kick me out from the beginning" asked Luna again to reinforce the previous question, but Naomi was still silent with a face that still looked regretful. For a while the three of them were silent, Naomi was seen to remain drifting in the turmoil of her own mind.
"I accepted your request because I felt that only in this way would Jester be able to make peace with her heart" after a long silence, Naomi began to speak. Naomi's words at that time attracted the attention of Selena who had been silent staring at the floor of the room, Selena laughed at Naomi's words.
"Silly..you just opened the door for your competitors" Selena chirped with a slight laugh, the jolt making Luna glare at Selena and look angry at her. Knowing Luna was not happy with her chirps, Selena looked back at the floor with a guilty feeling.
"I know I'm silly, I told you that I'm the dumbest woman who's probably been born in this world!" somewhat emotionally Naomi befell her, slowly Luna's hand stroked Naomi's back gently trying to calm her.
"Why do you feel that way?" ask Luna calmly
"I've also been in the position of Jester, my heart is so hurt by my love for someone. To not want to feel like seeing his face again, which feels just a feeling of disgust and heart getting sicker. But Jester never asked me to avoid Daniel, he just accompanied me through everything until finally now I can make peace with my heart, see Daniel was my heart was numb. Everything went normally as if I didn't know her" replied Naomi, again - again Naomi's answer made Selena tickle until it made her laugh again.
"But you didn't bring Daniel in your midst, did you? what does this have to do with Jester's condition?" selena asked insinuating Naomi's mindset, Selena's question again provoked Luna's emotions and she glared at Selena again.
"Selena" somewhat under the pressure of Luna saying it, Naomi's emotions were provoked to the point of making her sit up and stare at Selena angrily.
"Yes I know I'm stupid!!" kind of snapped Naomi said it
" I just thought, if Jester is able to make my heart at peace in his way then I'm sure the same way will also make Jester able to make peace with his heart without having to have his watchbox" naomi explained her way of thinking
"It's not stupid, in fact facing the problem directly proves to be the most powerful way to solve it" Luna's timpal approves of Naomi's thinking, slowly sitting next to Naomi.
"I understand your plan, you want to make sure that Brother Jester is no longer there me by presenting me near him. Because psychologically people who hate someone will be considered wrong and will continue to hate, you are scheming Naomi" with a little laugh Luna said, Naomi was jolted to hear the words of Luna at that time.
"Aah.. eeh..no I didn't say that!" naomi panicked to say it, but Naomi's panic was met with Luna's laughter.
"Then what donk? here's the story.eh wait, you said pandora's box? what does Naomi mean?" with the innuendo and teasing tone Luna said it and asked Naomi a question, Naomi looked at Luna with an annoyed look.
"Jester once said that your memories are like pandora's box that opens when you meet again, I thought that even if I managed to put it down now but forever the pandora's box will be stored in her heart and one day it will open again" Naomi replied trying to explain what she thought at that time, Naomi turned her eyes to look at her legs which she bent on the bed.
"Every open then he will behave like now, he is traumatized excessively and always overthinking me. I who live with him like this will always feel sad to see him slump like that. Seeing her happy is one of the most beautiful things I have right now, as long as it can make her come back as she used to. sacrifice whatever I am ready to" Naomi continued what she really thought when she accepted Luna's request, hearing Naomi's explanation makes Selena feel guilty for thinking Naomi did something stupid without seeing Jester's condition.
"That's the case, so that's the reason why Jester forgot about me at the mall, all he kept in a pandora's box in his heart" Luna said sadly, saying, hearing Luna who was suddenly sad made Naomi turn her eyes to look at Luna.
"Selena told me a little bit about you and that man named Daniel, if I compare him with what I did to Brother Jester, there is no difference between me and Daniel. We are just as deeply scraping our hearts, we are a bunch of bad guys who can hurt the holy love of a sincere person" Luna said regretfully
"Luna! unlike that, between you and Daniel is very different!" a bit angry Naomi said it, but Luna just laughed a little in response to Naomi's words.
"Thank you for standing up for me. If there's a second life, I'll immediately look for you and make you my best friend" Luna said in a slightly heavy voice, Naomi felt that Luna would cry at that time but she chose silence and re-hugged the two legs that she rested on her chest.
The warm heart-to-heart chat created by the three women who were close to Jester was so pronounced, there was no scent of hostility even competition in it. Like mutual respect for each other's feelings, these three women just want to be close to Jester for their respective goals without wanting any hurt. Well, even if you don't want to be sure someone is hurt.
That night was saddened by the wind that blew hard enough, at home Jester and Naomi who were increasingly crowded by the presence of Luna and Selena seemed unable to make the atmosphere become more lively. Naomi, Luna and Selena who are seen sleeping in a dark room without lights are still opening their eyes with their own thoughts, while Jester who was in the family room was seen sleeping on the sofa by holding the temple of his eyes like he was thinking and arranging his heart that was chaotic that night.
The night changed in the morning, Jester who opened his eyes immediately woke up from his sleep. Last night he fell asleep in the sofa in the same position, stretched his body for a moment and then immediately went to the bathroom. When Jester opened the door, Naomi was seen knocking on the door.
"Jess.. good morning.. Breakfast is ready, come on kit.." Naomi said, Jester passed Naomi just like that.
"No, thank you" said Jester cuek, Jester's answer at that time made Naomi surprised. Some distance away Jester stepped in the main hallway of the house, Naomi turned her eyes to look at Jester's back with anger.
"Jester!! you why?! if you're mad at me, tell me the reason and don't be like this!!" somewhat snapping at Naomi saying so, her steps came to a halt but Jester did not turn to look at Naomi and still turned to her back.
"Tell me when you'll leave me" Jester replied in a flat voice, Jester's words at the time puzzling Naomi.
"Whatchu mean? I never thought I would leave you" Naomi's tone still sounded confused by Jester's words that morning, Jester laughed in response to Naomi's words.
"Luke and Harry saw the three of you in the campus garden, it seems like the three of you know each other to plan something together" somewhat sound Jester emotion said, Naomi was surprised to hear Jester's words at that time. Naomi walks up to Jester and pulls her arm to get Jester to turn to look at her, but Jester refuses and continues to avoid eye contact with Naomi.
"Jester listen to me, I'm sorry I lied to you, but I only knew him that day. She met me in class with Selena and she said that if she wanted to solve her problem with you, I, who also wanted to help you, finally agreed. I don't think Luke and Harry knew it all from the start" Naomi strongly denied
"If the thief confesses, the prison will be full" Jester joked Naomi, hearing the curse made Naomi's emotions provoked
"Jester!! I never thought of leaving you!! you're just being fucked up so overthinking me!!" with a snatch Naomi said it, Jester also brushed off the hand of Naomi who had been holding her arm since.
"I'm the fucked up?!! i said?!! your mind is fucked!! I don't need Luna in my life but you're forcing your will to present Luna!!" jester's clasping makes Naomi jerked, her eyes began to glaze over - the glass getting the snaps.
"I'm just looking for the best way for your heart.." Naomi said, Jester turned around and looked at Naomi with anger.
"You know my heart the most, how about I date Camilla today?!! What would you say about my heart if I decided to date her?!!" jester's snapping sounded furious at Naomi, with Naomi's head bobbing in response to Jester's words.
"I will prove to you, I will date her and you must give me an excuse because you are the one who understands my heart the most!! You need to explain why I betrayed my love for you!!" snapped Jester again, Naomi's tears dripped profusely at that moment.
"You won't do that. I'm sure you won't do it. You're just being Jess's emotion, sit down first.." again - again Jester cut Naomi's words.
"I'll prove to you today I'm going to date her!!" jester said with a clash and then he turned around to walk towards the bathroom, but Naomi's hand immediately grasped Jester's hand very tightly.
"Good... Well Jester I get it, do it....!!" Naomi cried even more sobbing - sobs, Jester turned to look at Naomi who looked down. Naomi's tears fell down so hard on the floor and hands of Jester who was held by Naomi, when Jester felt tightness in his chest to make it difficult to breathe. Seeing Noami cry because Daniel only made her sick, but this time it was he who made Naomi cry until sobbing - sobs. Regret rages in the Jester's heart but he can't easily dismiss Luke and Harry's story.
"Look down. I'm still your house. No matter how far you go, I'll still be your house" Naomi slowly let go of Jester's hand, with a bit of reluctance Naomi was seen trying to continue her sentence that had been interrupted.
"If you want to come back, I'll always be in the same place, don't hesitate." Naomi said in a voice that sounded so sad, Naomi ran away from Jester in the main hallway of the house to the room. Jester who was staring at the door of the room at that time could only be silent petrified, not long his eyes were distracted looking at Luna and Selena who had emerged from the kitchen and were staring at his face so disappointed.
"Why...why are you looking at me like that? he's obviously going to leave me, right? I'm too smart to know the charade, you. You won't be able to break my heart a second time!" somewhat snapping Jester said to Luna, Luna's eyes felt very guilty staring at Jester.
The presence of Luna really opened the pandora box in the heart of the Jester, but all that was left was the feeling of the wound that returned gaping. His heart finds it hard to come to terms with Luna's presence and only the emotions Jester can show when dealing with Luna.
"Sir... can we talk together, I'll explain.." Luna's sentence was not finished at that time, Jester cut.
"No!! there is nothing you need to explain to me!! you purposely brought Naomi and Selena close to me so that they would be my barrier to dating anyone but you right?!! I know that!!" jester snapped at Luna, as Luna shed her tears.
"Sorry sister.pardon me.." in a hoarse voice Luna said, her tears flowed so profusely staring at Jester.
"I guessed it!! Luke and Harry are really judging you!!" jester snapped back, but Luna responded to Jester's words with a bundle of her head.
"You misunderstood me, realize brother.I apologize for making you like this. You weren't like this before I hurt your heart..." with a stammering voice and hoarse sounding Luna said it, her cries made it hard to speak normally.
Amidst the debate between Jester and Luna arrived - Selena said something that stuck in her heart. Guilt is brought to Naomi after seeing the heavy events befall Naomi since her presence with Luna makes Selena express her opinion.
"So, how did Luna plan your meeting with Naomi while you met her because you pulled her hand on the campus park" Selena said trying to wake Jester up, hearing Selena's words made Jester seem to wake up from her emotions. Her eyes looked at Selena feeling guilty, but Selena looked at Jester looking angry.
"How did Luna arrange my meeting with you when I was so surprised to meet you at the entrance of the campus and did not expect the man Naomi told me at that time was you and how could Luna arrange me and Naomi quarreled because of you, realize that you've just been thinking stupid!" selena snapped while still trying to resuscitate Jester, after the last sentence Selena grabbed Luna who was still crying and led her to return to the room.
"Honestly, I'm disappointed in you, sister, I think Naomi and Luna are also thinking the same as me" Selena said as she walked to the room leaving Jester in the main hallway of the house, Jester was still petrified there for a long time when Selena and Luna had entered the room following Naomi.
